Dear Imamku
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"What is shame? I am your husband, and it is legitimate to touch you, no matter what people respond to us, it is not necessary that God responds to us."

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     Farzan chuckled while holding my hand towards the car in front of me. It sucks!

     “You know, it's my first time here. Usually I just pass by when going to Sumatri or Fatimah hospital. And I never imagined I would be able to come here, let alone with a beautiful woman like you,” he said while swinging the car. “It feels like I'm going back in time, tending to race.”

     “People have said, love is the life force, I hope Brother Farzan never takes away the power of my life.” I swung the car back too. While looking at the face of Farzan who was driving the car.

     “How can I do that, take away my life force. Right now, your position means a lot in my life, Adibah. Love you because He is the most beautiful gift I have ever had. “

     “Dibah also loved Brother Farzan because of him. “

     Brother Farzan smiled. Speed up the car until I'm a little overwhelmed when I get to where I started. I laughed when I saw Farzan get out of the car a little overwhelmed.

     “Why see me like that? “ ask kak Farzan.

     I laugh, “Kak Farzan funny kayak aya-“

    Astagfirullah. Suddenly I miss Dad. Oh my God, how is dad doing now? It's true, the hardest thing is to forget. Seventeen years of time with my father is not a short time to forget in an instant, let alone a few days of new departure.

     He said, the first love of a woman in this world is her father, it's true. When I was just stepping on a day in this world, I had not known love but could already feel love. The love of a father, who raised me to this day, until he was gone, and will never return. For dad, I miss, miss very much.

    Farzan's brother touched my shoulder. “Nothing is eternal in this world. Let go, forget there will be something beautiful waiting for you out there. God is with the patient. “

    I just smiled stiffly at him. I don't know where I am at the moment. I believe God has a beautiful path for me in the future.

     Farzan got up from his seat. “You want to eat fried rice, right? “ ask when our position is aligned.

     “Iya, but Dibah tired,” lamented.

      “You want me to carry? “tidarnya, while gliding both eyes. She teases me.

     “Thanks heavy lo, sis. “

     “You weighed only forty, I once lifted a weight far from your weight. “ He mocked me!

     I immediately relaxed my body and sat on the asphalt. These are actually tips for Brother Farzan to carry me without me asking directly. “Foots Painted.” It's just acting. How can it hurt, when we swing earlier, I just occasionally, while brother Farzan always.

     “Yaudah, am I carrying you? “ bargain but I didn't mind. Huh! When did he get sensitized! “Yaudah”

     I saw him bowing his body, and holding me. I swear, why am I suddenly embarrasseduuuuuuuuuu!!

     “Sister Farzan freelin! “ tegasku. Not to scream anyway, if I scream, can-can everyone think brother Farzan will kidnap me.

     There is no response, brother Farzan even more speed up his steps. Somehow people responded when they saw me in the car.

    “Sister Farzan freelin! If not shouted! “ threatenku.

    “You want me to help you scream? “

     I do not heed the words of Farzan. I always close my eyes. I'm embarrassed to see people around who might think strangely of both of us.

     Farzan's footsteps were no longer felt. I opened my eyes to look around, and Brother Farzan took me down from his cradle. In front of me was a street vendor, ready to serve us.

     I looked at Farzan who was also looking at me. “You're hungry, right? “ tanyanya.

     I nodded.“Brother Farzan, Shamed. “

     He pulled my cheek. “What is shame? I am your husband, and it is legitimate to touch you, no matter what people respond to us, it is not necessary that God responds to us. “

     “Kak Farzan is carrying Dibah. So embarrassed now. “ I'm not looking at Brother Farzan's face anymore. It feels like my cheeks are heating up now, it might have turned a dead red color, ahhhhh no!!!!

     “Listen. “ Kak Farzan raised my chin so I could see the face, the look. “I'm Your Husband. When you are sick, I will be responsible for your pain, when you are happy, I am responsible for it. So when I carried you earlier it was my responsibility to make you swing earlier. You are now my responsibility Adibah Sakhila Atmarini. How could I see you in such pain. “

     I'm out of words now. Though it was just acting, but why even bergepaberin like this? Ahhh, brother Farzan. “But earlier. Earlier... Received only a lie if Dibah tired,” I said. I no longer look at his face. You could say Farzan will be angry.

     Someone held my hand. “Maybe it's my sustenance to lift my wife's body for the first time.”

     Silence enveloped us both. Until I finally decided to start talking. “When do you eat? “ my question made Kak Farzan stop staring at the screen of his phone.

     She smiles. “Ayo.”

    During the meal, I finished two and a half dishes. Though my intention to jaim in front of Kak Farzan, but the food is too good to exceed the delicious cuisine, of course. Just look if I'm full later, I'll ask the recipe to the thick-moustached mas seller left.

     I saw Brother Farzan who was busy with his cellphone, from earlier he was full when eating only a few spoons rather than mubazir I better eat it, it's okay, it's okay, khadijah also often ate her husband's food. It looks strange too kak Farzan behavior, see his face so tense, what kebelet BAB? Might as well.

     “Kak, Dibah, already full. “ My meal is up well, so no more waste.

     Actually, I'm not full yet, but if I keep eating can-can kak Farzan BAB in pants, ihh!

     He smiled back. “OK, come. “

     While in the car, silence again enveloped us back. Farzan was busy with his thoughts. Occasionally watching his cell phone, and then when? Just look at me no! I took my phone in my bag. “A husband suddenly deaf because he never noticed his wife and instead busy with his phone,” I said by pretending to read the news on my phone, actually no well. “And worse yet, her husband was mute for never being sensitive!” Naudzubillahimindzalik. I was just kidding, God.

     Unintentionally my gaze caught a smile on Farzan's lips. “Wahh, what's the name of the news? Poor husband,” she said. So sad! “Adibah.”  I looked at the smiling face of Brother Farzan displaying his dimples. “Please do not curse your husband for being insensitive. But next time, if you have a problem with me explain do not give code, where to understand such codes, let alone female codes. “ Kak Farzan pulled my cheek, with a focused look forward.

     I pioneered pain. Wiping my cheek that was pinched earlier. “Sister Farzan sick tofu! “

     “Body skinny cheeks chubby. Maybe it's a gift for me.” I looked at Farzan's face. “For kucubit, “ added.

     “Got upset with Brother Farzan! “

     “And I ordered a teddy bear, but today I might have to cancel. “

     I looked at Farzan's face. “Why should I cancel? Dolls for Dibah only, rather than canceled, would pity the sale if it was like that. “

     “You want? “

     “Iya Dibah. The teddy bear is brown well, Dibah does not like the black white color. “

     “Friday again. If it's black, white it's called a panda not a bear, dear Adibah. “

     I smile. His intention was not to joke. Wait for. “What is the difference between a bear and a panda? Both are big, just as funny. “

      “Astagfirullah, Adibah. Did your elementary school days often skip? “

     I shook my head. “but Dibah forgot. “

     Dada kak Farzan kembis. “Astagfirullah,” gumannya.

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   Arriving in front of the apartment, Adibah must be alone again. When he was about to get there, Farzan had to fill up first, this was all because his car he said needed to be filled.

     Adibah put her feet up lazily. Now it's showing at ten o'clock in the evening. The atmosphere also looks very quiet. His mouth does not stop saying the names of Allah, that is what Adibah does when he is afraid. When he arrived in front of his apartment. He slowly turned the door knob.

     Why did the lights suddenly go out, did the lights go out? He took a few steps back, staring at the bright surroundings. Something is getting stuck in the feeling now.

     When his body had entered completely, someone felt him running around. “Who's there? “ shouted Adibah.

     Adibah shed tears. “How did you guys come here? “

     “You know that Abdi and Andi are the king of the thief, wifi password alone can be broken let alone just the key of your apartment,” said Dani while laughing. While the appointed even innocent smile - Andi and Abdi are not twins yes, they are brothers but not twins as well as Aldi and Ardi.

     “Astagfirullah. Tomorrow-tomorrow do not forget to teach me yes,” said Adibah joking.

     A moment later, Farzan suddenly entered, and Adibah's friend gawked. What is thought at this time is that Farzan's doctor Adibah's uncle is not the husband, let at least he does not know the secret of Adibah.

     “Subhanallah. Was he your uncle? “ ask Sriwahyuni. “In the meantime, you'll be my nephew. “

     Adibah smiled stiffly, as did Farzan. Farzan was surprised by all this, when he entered earlier he saw Fauzi, he did not like it.

     Fauzi stepped closer to Adibah, then gave the teddy bear to Adibah. “The 13th doll I gave you, signifies that our friendship has been thirteen years. And at this time I want to express my feelings to you Adibah,” said Fauzi. “You want to be my girlfriend? “

     Adibah looked at Farzan who began to step away leaving a group of teenagers who were celebrating his wife's birthday. Damn, surely at this time Farzan back disappointed to Adibah again. “you know about Al-Isra verse 32. You know also that I love my father very much, where maybe I get my father stuck in this sin just because of me. I can't be selfish. Not that I want to humiliate you for rejecting you, but I remind you of sins that you might consider trivial, “ explained Adibah.

     “How about you accept this. “ Fauzi gives the teddy bear to Adibah.

     Wait this isn't a bear but a panda. “Kata. Eh he means my uncle, this is not a bear, but a black panda mixed in white.”

     “I used to say that this panda is not a bear. But what did you say, dear call to the panda.” Fauzi was about to pull Adibah's cheek.

     “Fauzikan bo handyman’ong.”

     Sriwahyuni cleared her throat then said, “Hey tayooooooooooooooo! “

     “Apaan anyway! Noisy fool!” pissed Dani.

     “Votes are also smashed!” added Nurpika.

     “Stupid highly! “ Sriwahyuni ketus. “But by the way, you forgot to bring mosquito repellent!  So, now we are the mosquito repellent.“ They all chuckle.

     While in the room, Farzan could not bear the things that happened while in his living room. How did the kids get in? And actually he also has a surprise for Adibah but maybe at this time it should be canceled. He was happy with the surprise of his friend.

     “You know, in the teddy bear ribbon there is a ring, now I want to propose to you, Adibah. I'm not asking for your answer now, but later, after you're completely sure of your answer. “ Fauzi smile.

     “Yes Allah. The romance of this scene in front of me, “ cried Dani, Sri and Nurpika. Maybe they made a pact to scream like this!

     “Whispering lo! “ pissed Aldi.

     “Who the hell! “ reply Sriwahyuni.

     He smiled back stiffly. He remembered Farzan. He had to stop all this stuff. “You know, my uncle is fierce, you can be eaten alive with him. “

     “Astagfirullah. Ferocious gangs? Fortunately handsome, what if it's ugly continue to live, continue fierce, whether it's a curse or what! “ says Dani.

     “Yes, so you guys go home first. Tomorrow at school. Ok. “

     Without further ado, all of Adibah's friends left the apartment. The situation is back silent. Is Brother Farzan now angry at Dibah? Batin Adibah's.

     Fauzi is approaching Adibah. “Don't forget the answer yes. “ Fauzi blinked his eyes.

    “Fauzi is late, go home. You all go home first there tomorrow. “

     “Be aware that tomorrow you are not going to school! “ threatened Nurpika while showing her clenched hand.

     “Iya, I promise you will come. Hurry up and go home! “

     The room was suddenly quiet. Adibah has to solve this problem, whatever the risk.

     He closed the door of the apartment then, slowly moving towards Farzan's room. “Assalamualaikum, Brother Farzan.”

     There's no answer. Adibah thought, Farzan must be angry. Which husband is not angry when his wife is asked by another man? Which husband is not jealous when his wife gets a ring from another man?

     It felt like Adibah's head was dizzy because of this. Usually his classmates always celebrate his birthday at school, but why this year should be at Adibah's house? Error, Farzan apartment. Maybe after this the second world role will happen again.

     “Kak Farzan don't get mad at Dibah ya. Was promised to throw away this teddy bear, eh one of the panda dolls means, kak Farzan said that the color is black and white is panda. Or does Farzan want this doll? Just take sis, Dibah sincerely, from kak Farzan buyin Dibah a very large teddy bear yes,” he explained.

     Suddenly the door opened. Farzan must be angry at this time, just look, his room lights have been turned off.

     “Why? Want to sleep with me? “ bargain Farzan.

     Adibah. He is also halal for Farzan. “But, Brother Farzan must close his eyes Adibah use the hands of Farzan? “ Farzan nodded to his wife. “Certain lights must be on, but if you want to be turned off, Brother Farzan must hug Dibah! “ assertively.

     “Iya bauble,” said Farzan, while pulling his wife's nose. “Don't stand there. I just want to ask for a donation. “

     Adibah stepped in, ahead of her husband. Farzan touched the shoulder of Adibah who was walking behind him, then blamed the lights of his room.  Slowly Adibah turned around, and again, surprise came back to her. Farzan gave a real teddy bear, not a black and white bear yes, it was not a bear but a panda.

     “Happy birthday to my wife. Sorry, I'm not as romantic as your classmate, I'm just trying to make you happy because of my gift. This doll, there is no ring like the one he gave, wait, make what, you also have a ring and that too is my gift. And the doll is also big, as you want.”

     Adibah grabbed the doll. “Sister Farzan knows, Dibah is more pleased to receive a gift from kak Farzan now. Brother Farzan wants this teddy bear? Erroneous, panda means,” said Adibah while grinning.

    Back Farzan pulls Adibah's nose. “I'm sorry Adibah.”

     Adibah scrunched her forehead. “Why? “

     “Because I lied about my license expiring. I went to a doll shop. “

     The tiptoed adibah wanted to pull Farzan's nose, although it was a bit difficult but he was finally able to pull it. “Adibah, understand kak Farzanku. “

    Farzan aligned himself with Adibah, then kissed his wife on the forehead. “May Allah Azza Wajallah, always mengidhoi our relationship to the next window,” murmured Farzan.

     “Aamiin. May our love be as eternal as Adam and Eve. Suddenly Adibah remembered one of the stories of the prophet of Allah, the Prophet of Allah with Aisha, their ages were very different but their love was very eternal, in shaa Allah, as we” muttered Adibah.

     “Aamiin. I'm sorry Adibah, maybe tomorrow my time for you is short, because of my work. “

     She held both hands of her husband. “Adibah understands. “

     “Then tonight so sleep together? “ ask Farzan who was finally adopted by Adibah. “where are the dolls? “

     “In the middle,” he said lightly.

     “Astagfirullah. Those two big dolls in the middle? How can I hug you? “ complained Farzan.

     “Kan doll pity if not near Adibah. “

     Farzan took the two dolls and put them on it. “She's here only. He said so the doctor could sleep with his wife.”

     Adibah stared at the doll and Farzan in turn. “Panda and bear. Same with Farzan, right? “ tanyanya reciprocated nod by Farzan. “Yaudah, paluk Dibah now. “

     Farzan did not expect that he would marry a girl who is very easy like Adibah even Adibah behavior is still considered too unstable, but somehow Farzan likes it, for example, Adibah always cooks for Farzan, although sometimes Adibah's cuisine is actually not good, but if Farzan says his wife's food is not good, it's the same as if he gave the first talaq to his wife, that's never gonna happen.

     “Everyone has the right to love, even if love is a dream. But every dream deserves to be realized.” Adibah is back to delirious.

     Farzan frowned. Then smilingly looking at his wife's face.

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Everyone has the right to love, even if love is just a dream, but every dream has the right to be realized.