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بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

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"Originally you know, in this life, you must be able to make one choice and that choice is impossible for you to disturb!"

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     “Sister Farzan, tomorrow so right? “ many Adibah. I was busy with my laptop. His tone sounded very enthusiastic. And again, lately Adibah has always had a strange habit, such as now, she asked me to never leave her alone when I was at home.

     “In shaa Allah. We leave at about 8:00. You really are coming, right? “

     “Mau dong,” he said while advancing his two thumbs. Tomorrow, Adibah, and a few fellow doctors, the nurse will attend a charity event at the orphanage where I used to live.

     “Sleep. Tomorrow we have to hurry,” my order. Without guessing Adibah immediately rose from his seat and then ran into the wc.

     I saw him follow him. “Why you? “ my question while kneading the middle of Adibah who feels a bit nauseous.

    “Don't know, just suddenly nauseous when Dibah kissed bauh something don't know what the smell is,” he said.

     If you say Adibah is pregnant, I don't think she did, yesterday she ate ice cream in secret, and her body temperature was warm.

     Maybe at this time, I have to go back to stay up late to maintain Adibah's health. He was too span affected by the disease, Adibah's endurance was indeed very low.

    After removing what is in his stomach, Adibah then sat on the toilet while leaning his body. Right now he must be very weak because he had finished taking out the food he had just eaten earlier.

     “Already, you rest first well. I carried you first. “ He nodded to my words.

     When I got to the bed, I laid her down, and resumed my work. Just a few seconds into my seat, I heard Adibah suddenly crying.

     I immediately approached Adibah. “Why you? “ many frustrations. And without guessing, the crying even becomes so, it can be crazy me if like this continues. “Speak Adibah. You why? “ I immediately approached Adibah who was still crying, reluctant to look me in the face. What are my sins and sins, God?

     “Nice you turn your back on people, let alone husbands. “ Let's say I'm angry, not angry, but kind of upset. Then Adibah shook her head and her cries began to be inaudible. I got up and kissed her forehead, “Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh, my wife. “

     I didn't get an answer to my greetings, maybe he was asleep. Perhaps also, it is time for me to continue my work. O God, help me so that my wife can sleep peacefully, so that I myself will stay up until morning.

     “Kak Farzan,” call Adibah sad.

     When I look back, I have got the face of Adibah who blushed like a cryout. Don't tell me she was crying.

     “Why you? “ just be careful.

     The adibah who had been staring at me, now shook her head then went back to sleep and wrapped herself in a blanket. What kind of test is this?

     “Why you, baby? “ I'm back to approaching him.

     Like before, the answer I got was a headband. Ever since Adibah spoke?

     “You want ice cream? “ my question is back to get a head start. “Terus what? I still have a lot of other work, my honest”. I don't know why he's overreacting today.

     “So. Farzan, finish that important job! “ I swear, hearing his words frustrates me even more. Allah Akbar.

     “Not that means Adib-“

     “I'm fine! “ assertively.

     “If it's okay why does your voice sound raucous like that? “

     “Neg. The sound of Adibah raucous just because of the ice cream yesterday. “ Why am I unconscious? Yesterday Adibah was busy eating ice cream and I was sure she would come back with a fever, this is what I didn't want.

     Mood Adibah lately is difficult to guess. Yesterday he wanted to know the contents of the afternoon, whereas here, the type of food was a step if the time of day, and after the request was not obeyed, he said, he just left and somehow suddenly he could eat ice cream.

     Feeling that Adibah was asleep, I resumed my work that was so mountainous.

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      Her morning. Thank God everything has improved even Adibah is also as usual— is not crying anymore like last night. He was in the room preparing everything.

     I'm a bit calm now, especially the last night's work is also finished and the story is no longer my business, meaning that some fellow doctors there are taking the task in the event.

     Ten minutes I waited on the sofa while waiting for my phone to ring, I have not seen Adibah's presence. And not long after, my phone finally rang, doctor Riska had called me, the sign we were leaving soon, not me and some fellow doctors or nurses, but me and Adibah.

     “Again, ready yet? “ scream.

     There's no answer. With mixed feelings, I immediately went to the room to ascertain if Adibah was okay.and after I saw Adibah who was complete with her, who was still silent at the dressing table.

     “Adibah,” call me, disperse the reverie. Adibah looked at me. “Why you? “

     “I don't want to go. “

     Silent. I was still silently digesting Adibah's words just now. Not so go? My head suddenly got dizzy. “What do you mean Adibah? You don't leave when everything's ripe? Try it

think carefully about what you said just now. “

     Adibah shakes her head back. “Adibah is not going. If Farzan wants to go, just go! “Adibah's face suddenly flushed. “Which obviously I don't want to go! “

     “Why just now say it like that? Why not yesterday? O Allah, Adibah! “

    “I don't like crowds! “

     Four words that can make me shut up.

     Suddenly Adibah cried. This time I did not melt, even I was disappointed with him, maybe when events like this he was still concerned with his ego. All futile!

     I dropped my body on the bed. My whole body suddenly went limp. The memory of when Adibah happily accepted the offer to come, back in my mind, made my emotions now return.

      “If you don't like crowds, why did you accept my offer yesterday? Just so you know, in this life, you must be able to make one choice only and that choice is impossible for you to disturb! You should be mature in addressing this Adibah! “ grumbled.

     “Sister Farzan has always been like this! I'm tired of always being as mature as Farzan! I'm tired of always having what you want.” Wait it feels like something is breaking now. "Sister Farzan never appreciated Adibah! "

     I was getting frustrated hearing Adibah's words, especially the words she just said. I pulled my hair rough. "I've been lacking in appreciation? I always give you what you want Adibah! You are too childish! "

     I saw from the reflection of the mirror, Adibah's face had changed color to red. "I can't be what Farzan wants me to be! " he said while wiping his tears.

     "You should have been able to appreciate your husband Adibah! It is true, age does not guarantee maturity. "

     "Sister Farzan j -"

     “I don't like to argue! Today, finish all your business. I also have responsibilities other than you, so if you don't want to go then stay, don't ever bother me while I'm there!” I don't know why I can talk like this. But honestly, I was very disappointed with him!

     “I'm disappointed with Farzan! “ Issues. Rarely are we so close. The hand of Adibah that I was holding was now taken off by him. “Sister Farzan will never understand my circumstances! “

     “I'm more disappointed with you Adibah! You don't understand! You only know how lacking I am without knowing how lacking you are, “ I shouted furiously.

     “If it is like that, divorce me! “

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Shahi of the Prophet sallallahu alaihi wasallam said, "any woman who asks for divorce from her husband is haram for him the smell of heaven." HR. Abu Dawud: 2226, Darimi: 2270, Ibn Majah 2055, Amad: 5/283, with sanad hasan.

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- Halal acts that are hated by Allah are 'PERCERAIAN'

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