Dear Imamku

Dear Imamku
Nazeef with all his stories


..."Your mouth can lie but your heart can never lie and your feelings can never be lied to."...


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"Not angry, but not about feelings


can be lied to Sha," said Naufal he sighed deeply 


"From the way you talk I know you've been harboring her same taste, right?"


Finding Aisha's composure made Naufal smile on his side, "No, that's also my sister. It used to be, but now in my heart there's only Brother Naufal."


Naufal nodded, "I believe. Because now you're my wife."


"Ohh so if you are not a wife do not believe it?"


Naufal shook his head, "No" he said casually


"Bright evil." Aisha Naufal's sulk laughed and hugged Aisha from the side made the woman recollectively lean her head on Naufal's rigid shoulder


"Now I want to hear your story" said Naufal


But Aisha shook her head, "Fear."


"Fear why?"


"Fear of Naufal's brother being angry, keep on leaving me," said Aisha made Naufal hold back his laughter


He briefly kissed Aisha's head, "I'll never leave you,"


Aisha was still speechless with her straight gaze, "I used to love Sister Nazeef because she was a good person, I, Azizah, and she was Yumna's best friend, too,"


"Yumna?" Naufal repeated the name


"Yes. Brother remember the woman whose bead eyes were different from the others?" ask Aisha


Naufal was seen nodding, "I remember, she's Hasan's sister isn't she?" ask Naufal


"Yes. So Yumna used to love Nazeef, and stupidly Nazeef who shot me in front of him. Heartbreak is, right,"


"And you know? Since then I've moved to school without telling anyone I want to move to, even Yumna herself doesn't know where I'm moving to,"


"And the day after that I heard from Mother that Yumna went back to London, I felt guilty about her since then I have never seen her again, but after meeting the atmosphere was even awkward," Aisha played the tip of Naufal's shirt


"Sir Nazeef never chatted me or Yumna to just apologize, Even when I was going to college in London, Sister Nazeef never told me, until finally I really want to do it and rightly I can forget when I met brother,"


"Eh knowya Azizah also like Big Brother," said Aisha calmly different case with Naufal who was silent to hear it


"Sir Naufal," said Aisha


"Yes?"


"I'm thirsty." she said


"Ohh, I went down first to buy water, yes" said Naufal making Aisha nod


"You don't go anywhere, yes" said Naufal and Aisha according to "I go down first."


"Don't be long but,"


"Dear, baby" Naufal ruffled Aisha's hijab and got down from there


Aisha looked straight ahead, "In fact the person I once loved became the dumbest person I've ever met."


About ten minutes of Naufal's time was wasted to buy mineral water and also some snacks


"Now, the water is thirsty" Naufal handed A bottle of mineral water that had been opened to Aisha and she swiftly took it and drank it until there was little left


"What a thirst?" asked Naufal while chuckling


"Yes, sister, maybe the baby asked" said Aisha


"Oh yes, Sister Nazeef was really close to me and Azizah. Only Azizah knows exactly what happened between me and Sister Nazeef."


"If you meet Azizah, ask her if she knows everything" said Aisha


"Capable. I never get angry when someone who fills Naufal's heart comes along, while there's still a limit." Aisha again gulped down the little remaining water


"And I had a chance to meet with Sister Nazeef, a few days before our wedding."


"She said she left me, either happy or sad because I was getting married at the time, but she said again that she was stupid to fight for me." aisha is at length


"That means when we get married you still wish Nazeef the same?" ask Naufal


And with ease Aisha nodded, "Because at that time the position I could not go anywhere, want to love Kak Naufal later I became the most selfish person because my best friend also likes Kak Naufal, want to hope the person who used to be but not possible because I will marry Sister Naufal."


"So my position went wrong. But now I realize that Nazeef's sister is more in love with Yumna,"


"Because he is the second person to fill Nazeef's heart, for me the one who loves the first woman is only bullshit. If they love women, it's not possible that men love other women, right?"


Naufal was speechless with Aisha saying, he felt slapped with the words Aisha had just said


"That means that if I am the real love to you, it is considered bullshit as well? Kan Azizah is the second person I have ever loved" Naufal said making Aisha shake her head


"In contrast to the concept, Sister Nazeef loved two people at once if Sister Naufal loved Azizah when I wanted to stay away" Aisha said with a deep sigh


"Sir Nazeef is the dumbest person I have ever met, loves two people at once and must now be left behind." Aisha said blankly


The flashback


"Sister, that brother! Must have a firm principle that I am I if Yumna yes Yumna!" aisha's annoyance at Nazeef


Currently, the position of the two of them is in front of Aisha's class which has been empty because the bell home has indeed sounded since then but Aisha and Nazeef are still in school because they want to discuss something capable makes Aisha upset


How could he not be upset trying? Nazeef tells her that he loves them both


"I choose you!" nazeef's break up firmly back then in front of Aisha coincided with someone who had just passed them


Yumna was silent at the spot hearing Nazeef's statement just now, her eyes were heated hearing that


Aisha was made gaping to hear it, "Now in my heart I'm only one person that you pray for" Nazeef said


Aisha looked at Yumna who was bowed she knew the girl was holding back her crying


Suddenly Yumna runs away from them making Aisha grieve Nazeef who easily says that in front of the girl who has the same feelings as her


"Based on stupid men! Some sincere why choose me to try?!" aisha's annoyance in heart


"Sister! Yumna is more worthy of Brother, it should be that brother fighting it he is not me!"


"Aren't you the one who asked to choose?! Choose you or Yumna?! My choice now is you!"


"Why are you angry now?!" nazeef asked annoyed


Aisha was silent about what Nazeef said was right he told her to choose and Nazeef had chosen then why she should be angry at the guy


Aisha chose not to answer Nazeef's question, preferring to run home from there leaving Nazeef still sculpting


Flashback off


"I was also supposed to be the dumbest person you've ever met" Naufal said making Aisha turn to him


"Why is that?"


"Because I foolishly wasted you" said Naufal


Aisha does not know what to answer at a time like this Aisha prefers to be quiet rather than her words hurt Naufal she does not want her relationship to be fractured again


"The most important thing now is that we are together. Me, our sister and our child." said Aisha smilingly she took Naufal's hand and placed it on Aisha's flat stomach


"Dad doesn't know you're a boy or a girl, either a hero or a princess Daddy later, I promise you will love you."


"Darling Dad is with your Mother." Naufal smiled looking at Aisha who was also looking at her


"Back yuk kak, the air is getting colder I have also started drowsiness," said Aisha is true she has evaporated several times since


"Come on. We're going home now."


The two got off the rooftop to their car, then the car sped from there to Layla's house