Dear Imamku
Blue Book
A week has passed, today Aisha will return to Layla's house because she said there will be an event before Azma gets married where the whole big family will come to Layla's house
Because Layla is the eldest child, her sisters will go to the house of the older sister
That means that Zilia and Farah will also go to Indonesia, it's nice that Aisha will finally be able to meet them
"Mas" call Aisha
"Why Sha?" naufal asked, he was curated with his laptop in the room since Aisha just accompanied him while doing his homework
"Aren't you going to medical qurtuby?" asked Aisha, because her husband was still sitting in the house
"In the meantime Sha, I'm in the day shift anyway" Naufal explained
Aisha was just an oh-riya not responding further she was busy arranging clothes into the closet
"Mas, you're going to Mother's house, right?" ask Aisha again
"Hm, yes God willing."
Naufal leaves for the medical qurtuby while Aisha takes care of the house with a large content
Sometimes Naufal was worried about Aisha's condition, unfortunately stubborn Aisha was acute so no matter how strict Naufal forbid still can not
"Be careful" said Aisha, kissing her husband's back
"Yes, you're fine at home," Naufal rubbed Aisha's head gently
He walked to his car, before long the car disappeared from the yard
Aisha goes back in and takes care of her room, as Aisha takes care of Naufal's laptop she sees Naufal's file left behind
"Basic, deh mas Naufal's habit," grumbled Aisha in wonder
"This is an important file, make an operation." Aiha read the sheet "I was antherin only time yes," said Aisha
"Judah deh anterin aja, all play to medical Qurtuby,"
Then Aisha gets ready, she will ride the go-car there because to drive a car alone is not possible so Aisha looking for safety only
Do not forget to leave Debia for a while to his neighbors, they are happy to take care of him
Twenty minutes he had just arrived, Aisha stared at the amazement of her slightly renovated building
He stepped into the building, many gazes were staring at him wonder there was also a smile someone was staring cynically
Without wasting time Aisha just went straight to Naufal's room, but until there she did not find Naufal it seems like her husband had just started the surgery schedule
Hopefully, Aisha is not late in handing over this patient file
As Aisha was about to leave Naufal's room, her eyes accidentally caught the object of the book that Naufal had once held
"I'm sorry, but Aish kepo." muttered Aisha as she grabbed the book
The blue-covered book was exactly like someone's, and Aisha opened it
Hall 1 :
Fighting huh? I forgot how to fight after he decided to stay away.
Aisha re-opened the next page, but was empty until page 4
Hall 4 :
I know you feel very comfortable
Hall 5 :
May I preach you? I don't feel confident anymore
Hall 10 :
It turns out you love me too
Hall 15 :
Why are you staying away?
Hall 17 :
I'm just a place of escape? I don't believe it
Hall 20 :
Is it because I am getting married? He was evil, setting me up with someone else
Hall 25 :
Haha, fate is funny huh after I forget it turns out she will be my wife
Aisha was silent as she read the inscription, this was Naufal's handwriting written very neatly
Hall 26 :
Sorry.
Hall 28 :
I'm going to be a father
Hall 30 :
We meet again
The deg!
Aisha's heart raced fast, so they've met again? Aisha quickly read the date between pages 30 and 32 that was the same date when they got their child's USG results
Hall 35 :
Am I wrong? Love your two creatures?
Aisha again smothered her own mouth, when reading the writing did Naufal really love two people?
Hall 33 :
You asked about the twilight
Hall 34 :
Day and night will never be together
That sentence is the same sentence. The words that Naufal had spoken to him when he asked about dusk
Hall 36 :
Yes, I was wrong.
I promised to make him smile
Hall 38 :
He is the only one in my heart
Naufal's writing was very ambiguous, making him confused as to who Naufal was actually telling him
Hall 40 :
I broke the promise
Hall 42 :
I found you back
Hall 43 :
I was wrong again
Hall 44 :
I'm a coward, don't dare apologize directly to him
Hall 45 :
I finally know
Hall 46 :
But you chose someone else again
Hall 47 :
My heart cannot be cooperated
Hall 48 :
Yesterday you looked like an illusion
Hall 49 :
But you were really present at the time
Hall 50 :
Still empty.
Aisha read the last page Naufal wrote exactly three weeks ago, her eyes could not hold back tears anymore
So when Iu also tears down again, stifling it feels even more after knowing the writing in this book
Aishabsudha was suspicious of this book because she didn't care much about it, but Naufal used to love reading books, so she thought it was just a regular book
But Aisha becomes suspicious when Naufal speaks to herself when Aisha invites her to lunch the other day
Naufal's last words really hang, when Aisha will close the book again she accidentally saw a photo and Aisha took it
"This photo-" Aisha stared at the photo's goal, her eyes wet from crying
Aisha took the photo, "Thank you for being there." Aisha read the writing
Aisha could not stay here for long the more her heart hurt, and her tears grew so she decided to go home
Aisha stared out the car glass, "You're evil sister." said Aisha slowly
"Fuckhead." he said again, he closed his eyes in a flash hoping this was all just a dream
No. gabe. This is not a real dream, Aisha must have realized that Naufal would never love her again
She should have realized that Naufal's treatment was only to make her happy and not to cry Aisha should have realized long ago
"You're a real jerk." Aisha continued to mutter softly
"And so I believe in your sweet attitude" said Aisha again
"Invade with all his treatment and despite being hurt still put a taste in him."
He looked out and stroked his stomach, which would soon bear the son of Naufal
"Sorry Mother, son" murmured Aisha again
He looked out again, his eyes were heating up again and Aisha was crying again, even the go-car driver was confused by Aisha's attitude
Aisha just needs time to think clearly, then make the decision just that