Dear Imamku
Ending

Naufal arrived at the hospital feeling uneasy. He saw his Mamahnya condition first and saw Layla's condition

In front of the IGD room there is already a husband and children Layla minus Aisha. They all look anxious about their Mother's condition including Anna

Aisha's departure hasn't even been a month. But they got bad news again. It can be said that the Qurtuby family is in their worst period compared to the Alfarizi family

Naufal sighed, a week passed making him look thinner than usual. He came to the ER room. Azmi is seen approaching and slaps a hard blow at Naufal

The corners of her lips were torn and her cheeks were reddened by Azmi's hard slap, deeming it punishment from Aisha for her through Azmi. But he felt it was not comparable to the pain given to Aisha

Azma who saw him trying to stop Azmi's actions.

"Look me Azma! Because she's mother so drop, she's the one who made Aisha go! And mother so drop because think Aisha! Look now Mother critical!" Azmi rampages in hospital

Naufal let himself be beaten and slapped by Azmi. He should have gotten all of that. He is wrong, and he will bear it

"His content?! Satisfied to make my family destroyed?! Satisfied Lo?! Satisfied Lo see Aisha is not there?!! Answer Lo!! Don't be quiet like a coward!!" yell Azmi again

Anna and Radit who witnessed the incident can only be silent. His heart ached seeing Azmi like that. Radit does not want to make things worse, his family is indeed being hit by a storm. But the Naufal family is also in a slump with the drop of Rifa, the loss of a son-in-law and also no news from Fauzan until now

Azma continued to try to stop Azmi, she hugged Azmi so as not to rampage more. Azmi hugged her twin brother tightly spilling all the distress of her heart

"Ma, I'm not Becus as a sister for Aisha and also a child for Mother." said Azmi while crying

"Shutt! You can't say that, you've been a good sister and a good child for mom" said Azma. He calmed Azmi who was still sobbing

Suddenly the doctor came out of Layla's room, "Is there a family of patients named Naufal?" ask the doctor

"I doc." said Naufal

"The patient wants to see you" said the doctor greeted a weak nod from Naufal

He entered the room. In the gurney lies Layla who is lying weakly with medical devices attached. Her heart ached seeing her mother like that

"Naufal," Layla said softly barely audible

"Yes Mother" Naufal said, holding back tears

"You're the good guy that Aisha said" Layla said in a very soft voice

"Aisha says she's happy to be married to you" Layla's breath began to stammer

"Di-ha ni-thip peshan sam-ma Bundha,"

"Well, you're married to Azizah."

The deg!

Naufal's heart seemed to return to the pace, hearing the name Azizah again called to make Naufal's guilt on Aisha more piled up

"You're married, di-ha will be happy n-nak,"

"D-an Bun-da j-will also be ba-hagia. Because puttri Bunnda is happy."

Naufal shook his head, he could not after what he did he did not want to accumulate guilt anymore

"Janjhi same bundha,"

Layla's breathing grew more and more irregular, her heart rate further weakening her eyes getting soaked

"Tol-long pen-nuhi ya." Layla tried to smile

But soon the smile faded. Breathing ceased. His heart rate also stopped beating

Naufal shook his head. She doesn't expect Layla to leave after Aisha leaves. But it looks like the two mothers and the child agreed to create more and more sadness in the Qurtuby family

"Mother!" naufal shouted as Layla was completely inescapable

Naufal was crying in the room, why was the sentence this heavy. Why is Layla leaving? Although only Naufal's mother-in-law had considered her a second mother after Rifa and Naufal loved them both

"Mother please don't go too" said Naufal, unable to hold back his cries

The people outside who heard Naufal's cry made their hearts go bad, they were jostling to enter. The doctor forbids

"I'm sorry sir. We've done our best. But it looks like fate says something else" the doctor said

Azmi had already advanced to face the dmter, "What do doctors mean?!" ask Azmi

"I'm sorry, Ms. Layla has breathed her last" the doctor said

"Doctors lie, right?! Say it's a lie doc!!" Azmi raised her voice. Her tears were already dry from crying over Aisha's departure and now Layla was leaving her

Radit who heard it could not help but cry. The loss of his beloved daughter and wife was not an easy matter for him

That day the entire Qurtuby family mourned Layla's death, the most tender and caring Mother who left their children who had not even had time to apologize and thank

Naufal came out of the room. Azmi comes back to him and gives him a second slap which makes his tear wound even wider

"What have you done, huh?! Until mother died?! Cause of all problems!! Lo it's a jerk!!"

Naufal's heart throbbed pain. Rather than his lips Naufal felt more pain in his heart. If Azmi thought only she felt very sad then Naufal would feel very, very sad

He is saddened by the passing of his beloved Mother and Wife. Now it is intended to marry a woman who in fact will soon marry another man. Naufal did not want to pile up his mistakes any more

"LO FUCKING NAUFAL!!"

Azma stops Azmi. He was also saddened by the passing of his mother. Hugely. But he couldn't show it in front of everyone. If we cry it will be burdensome for the departure of the mother. Let Layla go quietly

***

The trial is over at 10 a.m. Naufal stood there staring at the gravestone that read

Layla Qolilah Qurtuby

Born: 13-04-70

Death: 18-01-19

Naufal's heart was back. Two very meaningful people in his life have left him one by one

Azmi looked at him full of hostility, "Lo Satisfied see my family destroyed? You make Aisha go and Mother."

"Lo made Aisha crash that day because of her heartache towards Lo." this time Azmi did not shout, but her tone implied a very very vengeful revenge

Azma looked at Azmi, she told Anna to come back first. He will take care of Azmi first if not then his twin sister will make a scene at the funeral of his mother

After the whole family left, Naufal looked back at the grave. Only pain could he feel at this moment. The sad feeling is mounting.

Naufal rubbed his mother-in-law's headstone, his defense finally collapsed after hours he had been detained since the management of Layla's body

"Mother" call Naufal

"sorry. I know Mommy wants the best for Aisha" Naufal said

"I used to want Azizah as my companion, but also did not want to leave Aisha. I'm selfish mom. Sorry for hurting Mother's daughter."

"But now I realize that it was all wrong and I intend to fix it, but with mother and Aisha giving such a will it makes me even more overwhelmed with mounting guilt."

"sorry. I can't live out Mother's will. Azizah will get married."

Naufal took a slow breath. He got up and left the place

He was driving his car somewhere. And this is where he stood on the side of the road, near the hills and the ravines. Where Aisha had an accident and was pronounced dead in the accident

Naufal smiled bitterly. His hand held a red rose.

He put the rose there, the image of the heart-wrenching accident spinning in his memoir

"I'm sorry that I couldn't fulfill your request Sha, if I kept it I would be even more guilty of marrying another woman whom I very much expected to attend, moreover, that woman has found a more deserving companion than I."

"I can't marry her, Sha. Sorry."

Naufal left from there. He let out a long sigh that his story should have been finished with the ending of Aisha's leading role in Naufal's life

But the truth is Aisha still plays an important role in her life even though she is gone, with Aisha having Naufal marry the woman he loves is the same as Aisha creating a new atmosphere that makes Naufal think that actually Aisha still has an important role

Naufal stared at the expanse of vehicles in front of him, his hands busy driving occasionally he muttered softly for some reason

"You do occupy the highest throne of Aisha, it's just that the throne was once you released until someone had filled it to make me succeed in forgetting you."

"But with your return to the throne, now you're taking it off again. As if your position was just a game to you."

"You were the lead role in that game, and you're gone. But with you telling me to marry Azizah is the same as you are still here. You go back to playing. Leaving me and giving me a gap to be with him. Then will you come back again after I'm with him?"

"Only you know Sha, you're the lead role here. You hold the power over the game, I'm just the doll."