Dear Imamku
Patience of Aisha

..."Sometimes I feel like my struggle is in vain."...

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It has entered the third week for Aisha's marriage, but Naufal's attitude never warmed to her and made Aisha continue to sigh tired

Indeed, lately Naufal often makes Aisha float but then dropped again with the attitude of the running refrigerator

Facing Naufal is not an easy thing for Aisha, as Aisha can only sigh long because of it

The time has shown at 20:03 pm Aisha is watching television in the living room while Naufal is in his room somehow what he is doing even Aisha does not care about it

The ringing tone of her phone made her realize that there was a call coming in and Aisha saw her phone on the table in front of her

Aisha soars happy when she sees who called her turns out it was Nayya, with a single slide she lifted her up

"Assalamualaikum" said Nayya from across the street

"Waalaikumsalam," Aisha replied with a feeling of pleasure

"Huwaa I miss you!" nayya shouted with Aisha's phone right in her ear

It made Aisha immediately move the phone away because Nayya's voice deafened her ears

"Istighfar Nay, you're screaming in people's ears" Aisha said, making Nayya chuckle softly

"I'm sorry, I'm so happy to finally get a phone call with you, the last time you met was right you were married" said Nayya who was immediately justified by Aisha

"Yes, I also miss talking to you" said Aisha

"Oh yes What about Brother Naufal? No macem-macem, right?" ask Nayya

"Well, why are you so worried?" ask Aisha wonder

"I'm just afraid, my best friend why not funny if I hear the news of you in sick with Naufal who in fact your own husband also met me," nayya's words made Aisha laugh

"No, she's really good even with me" said Aisha, grinning even though Nayya did not see her

It turns out that from the top floor Naufal heard the conversation between Nayya and Aisha he was quite impressed with Aisha's personality

Despite being hurt many times, the woman still looks tough and even tells everyone that their relationship is fine, she admits Aisha is a strong and good girl

And justifying what Fauzan said some time ago that Aisha was sincere with him it could be seen every look in his eyes and even though he had been hurt, angry, angry, and being cold still still hold him but can not be denied Naufal's ego is higher than the will of his conscience

"Yes Nay I play in London sometimes" said Aisha with an unsettled heart because she felt she was being watched

He grimaced softly as he looked up and found Naufal looking at him with a difficult look

The gaze swept Aisha know surely Naufal is tired because lately the operating schedule is very solid when compared to him. Naufal returned to his room

"Aisha!!" the cry broke his daydream he realized that his call was still connected

"Eh yes, sorry" said Aisha chuckling

"It seems you are tired again yes to daydreaming continue me in winain, yaudah deh next time we call again okayy," said Nayya chuckled

"I'm sorry, yes, Nay Assalamualaikum" said Aisha

"Waalaikumsalam," Aisha turned off her connection

After the connection is cut off Aisha decides to go to her room and sleep without forgetting to turn off her television

As soon as Aisha reached the room she was suguhi view of Naufal who had slept first without a blanket

So Aisha put the blanket on Naufal's shoulder, she went to the bathroom to wash her face and went back to bed to sleep

***

"Don't go."

"Don't stay with me, I'm sorry."

"Please don't go."

"Don't leave me alone."

"Don't!" Naufal awoke with a breath of breath that accidentally helped make Aisha wake up and turn on the lights on the nightstand then stared to the side precisely staring at Naufal

Aisha saw Naufal's restless face, the nightmare came back to haunt her and made her mind burden increase

"Isn't Naufal papa?" aisha asked in a hoarse voice as she had just woken up

But Naufal did not answer it to make Aisha worried for herself, surely her husband was exhausted working

Aisha thought maybe Naufal was sick, "Son Naufal is sick?!" aisha asked worriedly as her hand touched Naufal's hand and felt hot

"Sir Naufal, you have a fever." It's no longer a question that Aisha asked but rather a statement

"So Naufal fell asleep first, I took some warm water and a compress first" Aisha said as she helped Naufal to put himself to sleep

Aisha got up from the bed to leave but her wrist was held by Naufal making her turn to the young man

"I'm not going anywhere just to the kitchen" said Aisha

"Don't be long." this time Naufal's voice really sounded weak there was no cold and ignorant Naufal that there was only weak Naufal

"For a moment, brother," with a heavy heart Naufal let go of Aisha's hand and let the woman go

And sure enough before long Aisha had returned with a small basin filled with warm water and also compresses

Then Aisha put the compress on Naufal's forehead she was really worried when she saw Naufal like this even though her husband was indifferent to her still Aisha could not see Naufal sick like this

Naufal seemed to have closed his eyes again and Aisha glanced at the wall clock that showed 03.00 am it seems like today she had to ask Azma for permission not to be present because she could not bear to leave Naufal alone

"Don't stay with me."

"Please, don't go."

"Hold here."

Again Naufal delirious in his sleep made Aisha look in researching Naufal's face

"Sorry."

"Don't."

"Please."

"Don't go. I don't want to."

"Please, stay here with me." Gigau Naufal again it makes Aisha can not calm down he sat next to Naufal to justify the compression if the object falls

"I'm here with you brother, only you never considered my existence. Maybe." murmured Aisha slowly but her heart was a little tight

***

As soon as Naufal opened his eyes he found Aisha sleeping next to him, resting on her two folded arms and staring at Naufal

His hands stretched out to rub the top of Aisha's head, he smiled faintly as he saw Aisha squirm a little in her sleep. Sleep disturbed.

Suddenly the smile changed with sadness in her heart, Aisha was very, very sincere to him even she was willing to take care of herself when sick who never even thought about whether the girl was okay or not? Has Aisha eaten or not? Is he sick or not?

"sorry. But I think my mistake was too big" Naufal said

He was about to get up and perform dawn prayers for fear of running out of time, Aisha woke up because she realized there was movement around her

And he saw Naufal with great difficulty about to rise up, "Where is Naufal going?" ask Aisha

"I want to go to the bathroom, I want to take ablution too" answered Naufal weakly

"I help ya," Aisha and Naufal bargained

Carefully Aisha helped to transport Naufal's body to the bathroom for ablution

"I pray regular kayak" Naufal said when he finished his ablution

Aisha was about to return to the bathroom because she also had to pray at dawn

"Aisha," call Naufal

"Yes, why? Anyone want Aisha to help?" ask Aisha

"You don't want to talk?" naufal asked and with pleasure Aisha said it even her eyes sparkled to hear it

How not? This is the first time Naufal wants to pray after three weeks more married

Aisha quickly goes into the bathroom to make ablution, timid if Naufal changes his mind later

Soon Aisha came out and immediately used her face and held a prayer mat just behind Naufal as a teacher

The two couples held the two rakaat prayer service, as soon as the second greeting finished Naufal extended his hand back and Aisha looked at the hand before finally at the sun

Aisha still remained behind Naufal until finally the young man turned to look at Aisha right in the bead of his eyes it made Aisha wrong

"Thank you" said Naufal with a faint smile and it amazed Aisha

Because Aisha felt that all this time Naufal's smile was fake only her mask but this time the smile felt sincere to Aisha

"What's brother for?" ask Aisha

"Thank you for taking care of me when I'm sick." answered Naufal still by looking at Aisha who had lowered her head because she did not want Naufal to see her blushing

"That's my duty as Naufal's wife" said Aisha "Maybe" he continued in his heart

"Just thank you for being so good" said Naufal

"Eum is both sisters" said Aisha, and Aisha only realized one thing that Naufal's calling had changed to me-you're not lo-gue anymore

"May this be a bright spot in the future what happens later." Aisha's mind