
The morning sun is so bright. The beauty of the city spoils the eyes. And rows of green trees that turn on. Even so, my gaze still seemed to feel pitch-black. I feel there are still unanswered questions, questions that continue to tease and erode comfort until my morning is always like far from calm. I wonder: is it really HansH who has that deficiency, or am I? If I was the owner of the deficiency and HansH intended to cover it from me, how would HansH know?
Aye, right?
Really, I just don't know how my health-my fertility. And I've never done a fertility check, let alone checked with HansH. So HansH shouldn't know, either, right, what's my uterine medical history? And even if it had nothing to do with HansH, still, why did Sheveni's words last night so go so deep into my mind? Why am I so bothered by Sheveni's conjecture? Doesn't that mean my suspicions are completely unwarranted?
But for the sake of my peace of mind, soul and body, I had to do a fertility test.
But not that easy. If it is true that I am imperfect, HansH will try to hide it from me, maybe to keep my feelings, it could be. Either way, he would not let me check on me, he would block me, or even if he let me do the examination, he might fake the results. That's how I think about all this.
As a result, I decided to ask for help from Kak Sanjeev to be able to infiltrate out of Mahesvara's residence without being noticed by HansH. In my opinion, only Brother Sanjeev is the only family member who can smuggle me out of the gates of this palace without HansH's knowledge, without the knowledge of the rest of the family, he said, and also from the security and the bodyguards in the front area of the house. And Brother Sanjeev must be willing to help me.
Well, a week has passed. The holiday period is now over. All the male family members in our family have returned to busy themselves with their work. No exception HansH and Brother Sanjeev. This is the time for me to act.
Somewhat troublesome indeed, I accidentally just contacted Kak Sanjeev after HansH really went to work, it means that Kak Sanjeev has also left for work. I called him on the phone and explained the restlessness and uneasiness that had plagued me ever since Sheveni made his conjecture at the time.
"Geez, honey," commented Sanjeev on the other end of the phone, "for what, anyway? You don't have to think about Sheveni's talk. Don't put it in the heart, huh? Okay?"
Huh! If I could I would want that too. "Can't, Brother. Sheveni's suspicions bother me. What if it's true like that?"
"That's impossible."
"There's a possibility."
"Hey, Zia, words are prayer. So it's the saying that's fine. You don't-"
"Oh my goodness, Brother. I-i know. And I didn't mean to wish I was this-"
"Then don't think about it and you don't have to find out. Just ignore it."
"Then my peace of heart? How about that? I can't relax if I don't know the truth. I'm distracted. I feel uncomfortable, Brother."
I could hear the frustration from Sis Sanjeev's breathing across the street. "Then what do you want now? What can I do to help you?"
"I'd like to do a check, but without HansH's knowledge."
Wh why? Automatic Brother Sanjeev asked.
"Don't ask too many questions, brother. I don't know. I mean. I don't know. But I want to keep HansH feeling. I think it's better that he doesn't know anything about my examination. I'm afraid the results are disappointing." anyway."
Sanjeev's brother cleared his throat. "So?"
Duh.
"alright. I'm going home now. You call Neha, ask her to take care of Malika because we can't take Malika to the hospital. I'll leave my car in the basement. You immediately infiltrate while I distract the people at home."
Deal. A good plan. Sanjeev is an expert. And as planned, I called Neha, and as usual, my best friend was always willing to help me. Along with Sanjeev's brother who was going home, he picked up Neha first at Neha's apartment. And as soon as he arrived at Mahesvara's residence, after a bit of pleasantries with the rest of the family, Neha immediately headed for my pavilion to take care of Malika, while Sanjeev distracted Aunt Heera and Nandini in the kitchen, I slipped into the basement, hiding in Sanjeev's car.
After a few minutes of waiting, Sanjeev returned to the car and took me out of the mansion without anyone's knowledge and suspicion.
"Before I do this examination, I want Big Brother to promise me, Big Brother must not change anything about my test results later. Even if the results are disappointing, don't change it just to calm me down. Don't change it just because you don't want to see me sad. Please promise me, no falsehoods, no paying the doctor or bribing anyone, huh? I want real results. I beg?"
And Sanjeev's laughter broke. "Why do you think that?"
"Come," I said. "Because in your world, HansH's world, these kinds of things can definitely happen."
"If you don't believe me, why are you asking me for help? Hmm?"
"Because no one else can help me. You're the only brother I have."
Sanjeev nodded weakly. I can see the sorrow on his face. "So you don't believe me?" tanyanya.
"Don't ask this, brother. I don't want the past to be upended again" I choked my voice, then, affectionately, I grabbed and held both of Brother Sanjeev's hands in my hands. "But I want our relationship back to how it was. Bound in sincere affection. I'm still your sister, right? You're my brother...."
Ah, tears suddenly welled up and dripped. I saw it also happen on the handsome face in front of me. From both of his gray eyes. "Yes," he said, his voice I could barely hear. "You're my brother, until any moment will never change."
"So promise?"
"I promise." He's nodding.
"It's the opposite, right? If the result is good, don't change it just to continue the revenge, you won't do that again, will you?"
Shaking in tears, then Brother Sanjeev nodded. "I'm happy to see you happy, Zia. The highest limit of love is sincerity, right? I was with my sister with the man she loved. I'm happy for you."
"Oh, Brother...." I slammed into his arms.
My eyes closed. Blissfully. I think I really got my whole brother back....
And now, warmly I feel the kiss of love that he put on my forehead. "I'm sorry for my mistake...."
"Shhh.. don't discuss it again. Let's forget that part. I don't hold a grudge. No more heartache. Because, getting you again as my brother, that's enough for me. Really am. I love you so much."