
But I can't say my hope. Instead I cleared my throat. "I'm moved, you remember everything" I said.
"I can even remember, after our seventh meeting, you very confidently expressed your feelings for me. You expressed your love for me in front of your parents."
Huh huh? My eyes glared in disbelief.
"Amazing out! You surprised me when you said you loved me."
"Seriously? Alisah who... I mean, I first expressed my feelings to you...? In front of my parents?"
"Hey, don't be shy. That's your advantage. You can be honest with how you feel. If not, we will not be together. At that time I was too cowardly to tell you my feelings first, because I was afraid that you would reject me. It turns out that my love doesn't clap one hand." She smiles. "Thank you, I've never forgotten that beautiful moment. It was one of the best times of my life. You are present in my life, Alisah. Thank you." Thank you."
Something is strange. This practically confused me. If Alisah expresses her love for HansH first, does that mean that Alisah is not with HansH because she has to? That means...?
"Hey, Honey? What's up?"
"No. It's okay, My HansH."
"Sorry, yeah." She stroked my hair gently. "I didn't mean to embarrass you. But that's what it is. You're my Alisah who's always been honest with your feelings. Because of your bravery, I know that my feelings for you are reciprocated. We have the same feeling. We fell in love with each other."
Sanjeev's brother lied to me. He lies....
"Darling, open your mouth. Eat again."
According to. I opened my mouth and took a bribe from HansH. The almost tasteless porridge tasted delicious thanks to the feed from his hands. If only the lies of Sanjeev did not ruin this moment, it would all feel perfect to me.
Huh!
"My HansH?"
"Yes?"
"How did we get to know each other?"
"We were introduced by your father. Your father was a good man. He had a workshop which at that time had a little problem. Since I knew him well, I offered him help and that's where we both got to know each other. I admit I've been in love with you since first sight. And you too, you've been in love with me from first sight."
Hmm. My chest started to feel tight. "How did you know that I fell in love with you at first sight?"
"You said it yourself."
"Seriously? I said it?"
"Yep, and I feel it. From your eyes and your timid expression back then, I knew that you were in love with me too."
Does that mean that Sanjeev lied to me? She made up a sad story so I could agree to her revenge plan? But what about the snapshots in the memory book? And the photo on the ring? Is it true that they have a relationship, or is it all just Kak Sanjeev's essay? It's disconcerting....
"Active?"
"Emm?"
"What's wrong?"
"Emm. I'd like to ask you something, My HansH."
"What's that?"
"That, emm... Does my father owe you anything?"
"Darling... Why are you asking like that? I never considered my help a debt. Never at all. Not from the beginning. Okay?"
I'm nodding. "So, your relationship with... with me, it's pure? Not to return my father's debt?"
She shook her head. "Absolutely not," he said. "Our relationship is sincere because of our feelings. Not because of necessity or because of debt. Believe me? Hmm?"
I'm nodding. "Someone I want to ask you again."
"What?"
"Is there someone else in our relationship?"
"Ehm, about... Kareena's? Hm? He's not who I am. Believe this. I never loved her. Please, believe me?"
HansH looked at me in wonder. His forehead shriveled, forming a wavy fold. "Never." He held my hand tightly. "Absolutely never. There is no other man in your life. I know you've always been loyal to me. And I hope it's forever, or else my heart will break. I could be gone for your betrayal. Never, Alisah. Never break my heart. Please, always take care of your heart for me. You're just mine. I beg?"
Although still confused to digest everything, I nodded my head and returned HansH's hand, just as tightly. "I'm only yours" I said. "There's no place for anyone else."
And I want to cry. The fact that contradicts Kak Sanjeev's story makes my chest feel very tight. If he were lying to me, he would be so strong to me. What kind of affection could he be that selfish of me? Is it because I'm not her real sister until she's so kind to me? He's so outrageous.
"Why are you crying?"
"No. I'm just. I'm just moved."
"Oh, but please don't cry. Would help?"
"Ep. I. I want to go to the toilet."
HansH nodded, he put down my food tray and stood up immediately.
Eh? I gasped in shock, as soon as I was about to lower my legs, HansH suddenly carried me with both hands.
"What do you want?"
"Be quiet and obey."
"It's overkill...."
"Silence, dear...."
"I can walk...."
He just smiled, ignored me and stubbornly carried me and took me to the toilet. "Call me when you're done."
"alright. Thank you." Thank you."
"Remember, call me. Don't be so stubborn."
"Yes, My HansH."
"Good." He turned.
"You're not gonna open the door, are you?"
Ughhhh! His footsteps stopped and he turned back to face me, then swerved. "I'm a gentleman who will respect you."
"OKAY. A gentleman kissing a girl in the crowd."
Haha!
Embarrassed, HansH rubbed his face with his palm. "I'm sorry about that. I'm...."
"What?"
He came closer and immediately cupped my face. "I just want to make sure I feel that you're my soul mate."
"And the answer?"
He grabbed my hand, then put my palm on his chest. "My heart beats for you. Can you feel it? You feel my heartbeat for you? I love you, Alisah. For God's sake, I love you so much. You are my soul mate. Perfecting my life."
Oh my God, he catapulted my feelings into the clouds. "You're my soul mate."
"I knew. We're a real couple. And... emm... about... that kiss... sorry? I'm sorry?"
I'm nodding. "No problem. It's ok. I. I like it," I said shamelessly.
Practically, HansH's body trembled withstanding laughter, and his expression somewhat blushed. Afterwards, with his head slightly tilted, he stared fixedly at my face. The magnets in her eyes tightly locked my eyes, moving my face closer to hers. Her breath was warm. Like there's millions of butterflies flying and rummaging through my stomach. It feels. Delightful.
Oh my God, the heat is pouring down my cheeks. Somehow exactly, I felt HansH's arms wrapped around my neck and waist. It felt warm, comfortable, and aaah.My eyes closed, my feet seemed to float. I was in a moment's daze. Unable to get this adrenaline surge, I felt HansH's lips landing softly on my lips. My heart sagged to the stomach. His shot went out of control. Blood rustling. HansH's kiss made me feel like I was flying to heaven.
"happy?"
Blushed shame. I can only smile with a red glow dyeing my cheeks. HansH doesn't need a yes answer to know my heart. I'm obviously happy for it. Just because of her.