Mr. HansH (Ishq Mein Marjawan)
Suppose that....

Geck! Geck!

"Excuse me...." A young nurse appeared in the doorway. "Sorry to interrupt."

Me and HansH who just let go of each other's hugs because of the knock just smiled at him.

"Good morning."

"Morning, Sister."

"We'll check the blood pressure, yes, miss."

I nodded, I gave my hand and let the nurse do her job. Meanwhile, next to me, HansH held my hand attached to the infusion with one hand while the other hand stroked the side of my head fondly.

I know, I'm enjoying an undue moment. I let myself dissolve in the warmth of the prince's love of dreams that have been imagined since last Christmas.

"My HansH" I whispered. "The whole thing is a little. Please ask the nurse to remove it. It's not comfortable."

At first HansH seemed to want to refuse, but seeing my compassionate gaze, he chose to obey my wishes. I feel like I'm okay anyway. She asked the nurse to remove the drip from my hand. I looked away in horror as the nurse removed the terrible little needle from the back of my hand. I'm afraid of syringes.

"Hey, why? Hm? My alisah was never afraid of syringes."

Oh? I'm speechless. Sanjeev didn't tell me about this, but he knew very well that I was afraid of needles. Didn't she know that Alisah wasn't afraid of needles? No. gabe. No. gabe. Don't think too much, Zia. It's just a trivial thing. No wonder Sanjeev didn't know about this, or maybe he forgot to tell me. This is not a problem at all. "I don't know" I told HansH. "But now it feels like...."

"Rilex, okay?"

"Em."

"What's it like to hurt?"

"No. It's just...."

I went back to silence. HansH, he took my hand, then he raised my hand and patted his lips on my skin, just above the needle that had just come off. Makes me fixated and time seems to stop for just this sweet short moment. My heart was pounding again.

"Don't be afraid, there I will always be the antidote to your pain."

Aaaaah, she always knew how to make my smile inflate perfectly. "Thank you" I whispered again. "You're the best lover."

"always. And just for you."

"You're so sweet."

"Sorry," the nurse interrupted. "I'm sorry."

Oh, pardon. Our attention was caught by each other. This romance is so intoxicating.

"Now I'm hungry."

"Want to eat? Let me steam."

"No need. I can do it myself."

"Don't refuse, dear."

"Hmm. fine if you insist."

HansH stood up, he took my food tray and brought it to the bed. So sweet. He sat down in front of me and fed me dearly.

"Have you had breakfast?"

I'm mangosteen. Although I do not know the faces and names of Mahesvara family members yet, Sanjeev explained to me that HansH has three younger sisters. Her first sister and second sister were married a few months ago, and her youngest sister was still a girl and she was still in college. Her first sister was two years older than me, the second was my age, and the third was three years younger than me. Her second sister is married to a HansH confidant. They all live together because HansH doesn't want his sisters to stay away from him. There was also his aunt, the younger brother of his father. She's a childless widow. Her husband died with her father and mother HansH in a plane crash a few years ago. Since then her aunt has taken over to take care of her four nieces like her own. Ah, if she knew she had one more niece, maybe she would be just as sorry to Sister Sanjeev as her affection for HansH and her sisters.

"He must love you very much" I said.

"Yes, of course. He loves us all so much."

"Did he know Alisah? I mean... emm... what...?"

"Of course, honey. That's certain. Auntie loves you very much too."

"Em, thank goodness. Now I'm not worried anymore. Your family will take me well, won't they?"

HansH nodded. "definitely. Everybody likes you. We would have been married if the accident had never happened. And we'll live happily with my family."

"I hope you don't regret the past."

"certain. It won't be anymore. You're back. That's all that matters."

"Em, but I'm not the old Alisah. You... will accept me without the shadow of the past, right?"

HansH looked at me, a charming smile back etched beautifully on his face. "I'm not going to have any problems, you don't remember your past, our past, it doesn't matter. Most importantly your heart stays the same, there is me, and there is love for me."

If only it would be like that forever. If only you would never mind anything in this relationship....

"Active?"

"Emm?"

"Look at my eyes" he asked. "Am I still in your heart? Is there still love for me?"

I'm nodding. "You are in my heart. And not just any more, but this love will always be there for you. The most handsome man who ever appeared in my life."

Almost chuckling, HansH rubbed his nose with his hands. "Very sweet," he said. "Those words remind me of the past. You used to say that word to me, too."

"O yeah?"

"Emm, very often."

"Because the fact is that. You're the most handsome to me."

"thank you. I'm flattered. You know, even what's happening right now is similar to our old story. We're together after our seventh meeting."

My forehead shrinks.

"Don't you think I don't know."

"Emm? About what?"

"I saw you on the bridge near the permanent harbor, just a cursory glance. It was the fourth time I saw you after three previous meetings. First at the Christmas Market, then the second meeting by the lake, which leads us to the third meeting at Harry's, thanks to the sandwich you gave me at the lake. Then, our fifth meeting was at George's. Just like on the bridge near the permanent harbor, you ran away once you knew I was there. Don't tell me I've been wrong to see. I know that's you, right?"

I'm nodding. "I'm sorry."

"No problem. I-i understand. Just like on the eve of the new year, our sixth meeting, you also suddenly ran away from me. And you tried to escape again at our seventh meeting. Look, who knew fate was holding you here? You won't be able to escape from me again. It can never be if you want to."

Yeah, I don't want to go out of your life anymore. If you could, even if you made me a prisoner of your love, I would be willing to be by your side. If only, My HansH.

Only if....