Mr. HansH (Ishq Mein Marjawan)
My Heartache....

"From today you have to eat breakfast in the dining room despite me. Sitting in the usual place" HansH ordered the next morning. "Now go first. Let me hold Malika."

I'm nodding. Can only nod. Patience, Zia. Be patient. These consequences are well deserved, even right from the start, since you lied to HansH. But because in those days you were lucky, so now it's time for you to get a suitable reply. It's appropriate.

"Wait for what else? Go awayl. We're alone in this closed room and it won't change anything. It won't take away my hatred for you. Even if you have that face, you're still a fraud in my eyes."

Be ill. Pain, God. It hurts so bad. But I can't do anything. I can't say a single word. I wiped my tears and I nodded, then walked out of the pavilion room.

Patience, Zia. Hang on for the twins in your womb. Hang on for Malika. Endure the brotherly relationship of Sis Sanjeev and HansH. And hold on for Aunt Heera's relationship with her two nephews. If Kak Sanjeev and HansH's relationship is broken again, Aunt Heera's heart will certainly be hurt.

No. gabe. That can't happen. I quickly wiped my tears as soon as I almost entered the kitchen area. There's Aunt Heera and Nandini over there, as well as Sister Sanjeev.

"Good morning," I said.

Three eyes turned towards me. They all smiled and returned my greeting.

"Sister-in-law," said Nandini suddenly. "How are you doing this morning? Still nauseous?"

I'm nodding. The sadness of being pregnant in such an unsupportive atmosphere keeps me from being overwhelmed with happiness when some family members congratulate and are happy when last week they knew that I was really pregnant and blessed twin babies. Especially in the presence of Sister Sanjeev who was clearly happy over my pregnancy, she misinterpreted my melancholy attitude last week. He thought I was crying because I was moved.

"Enjoy it, honey. The effect of pregnancy on each woman is different. Some are just nauseous in the first months. There are also those who give birth. Importantly, despite the nausea, you should still eat a lot so that Aunt's grandchildren are born healthy." Aunt Heera smiled wryly.

I can clearly feel his feelings still like a cloud overcast. Grizzled. Exactly how I feel.

"You know, Bi," said Sanjeev, "I want to get married quickly so that Aunt's grandchildren will be more and more. I'll make you a dozen."

Iyuuu... Brother Sanjeev is shaking a silly grin.

"A dozen?"

"Aduuuuh...if his mother is like Neha, imagine what if in this house there are a dozen Neha?"

Haha! Everyone is laughing.

Brother Sanjeev, he still likes to suck on Neha's behavior like a storm.

"Finally, yes," said Brother Sanjeev, "I heard again the laughter of my sister."

Oow... Brother Sanjeev paid close attention to me as it turned out. I must be careful because Brother Sanjeev must have suspected something was wrong with me.

"I think it's the influence of the hormones. Since she was pregnant she was indeed a bit moody."

Hansa?

"But take it easy. She's got me a husband who's always on standby, isn't she, honey?"

Glegs!

If the words were not a mere charade, my eyes would not be glazed....

"Just calm down." HansH put an arm around my shoulder. "It won't be long. Only as long as you're pregnant. After you give birth to my children, everything will be over."

Hmm. how thick the signal he gave me. I understand -- fully understand.

It will all be over....