Mr. HansH (Ishq Mein Marjawan)
Damnit damnit!

Along the way I still think of Neha. She must have felt very hurt towards me, Alisah, whom she thought had acted unfairly towards Zia - - because she thought Alisah had removed her best friend from her position in a devious manner.

Ah, if only I could tell her that I was actually Zia, her best friend. If only. I really want our relationship to be as good as ever, and he can accept me for who I am now. Even outside of others, I am Zia. The same soul and will never change. Zia loved Neha very much.

"Don't mind much, dear." HansH clasped my hand tightly, while one other hand focused on driving. "When you try to cover it up, I know that you're carrying a lot of mind burden."

I smiled thinly. "Don't worry," I said. "I just need a break, and a sleeping pill. After that, believe me, everything will improve. Women are like that, right? It takes mind control to stop thinking about something heavy."

"What are you thinking? Why don't you share it with me?"

Hmm. I took a deep breath and I returned a smile to him. "There will be time to share everything with you. Everything, without exception."

"Well, everything. Those are the moments I've been looking forward to." He smiled mischievously. "By the way, it looks like it's time for you to change the focus of your mind. You need to hurry up and discuss with Nandini about our marriage. With Neha too I guess. You guys are good friends, right? I saw you with him at George's. Am I right?"

I'm nodding. In my heart I returned grateful that Neha had not said anything to HansH. But after this I was a bit worried, Neha who usually really appreciated meeting with her big clients, even though it was outside of work, but this time, just because of my heartache, I was, he could have just left HansH in Harry's earlier. I became worried that he would act foolishly by refusing to cooperate with HansH after this. I hope it doesn't. I hope this is just my concern. Do not let because of Neha's hatred for Alisah which he thought had taken HansH from Zia, he thought he would refuse cooperation with HansH after this.

Don't do it, Neha. Your brother-in-law would be very disappointed if you acted stupidly. And you yourself will lose. No, yes, buddy. Don'tdon't. I'm so sorry for you.

"Hey? You daydreaming?"

I'm shaking. "I'll think about it. The point is we're gonna stay married. But not too many invitations, huh? Weepy...."

"Whatever you want, ma'am...."

I thumbs up at him, then suddenly I yawn.

"You sleepy?"

"Em."

"Sleep. When we get there, I'll wake up."

I comply. I closed my eyes and fell asleep, but I was not home yet, I was awake. And when we entered the gate of Mahesvara's residence, it was almost at the same time as Sheveni who had just entered the gate with his car.

Relieved, I'm glad that Sheveni finally came home. But yes, when he saw me, he still looked at me with hatred and then threw away his face with arrogance.

But I don't think I should give up. That's why, I tried to get to Sheveni and wanted to get her to talk.

"Sheveni!" call me. "Can we talk?"

Again he ignored me. He stepped inside the house, when he got to the kitchen, he opened the refrigerator and took the pudding from inside. Then, he went out, intending to head to his pavilion.

Insisting, I insisted on chasing him, asking him to give me a chance to talk, hoping he would accept me as the rest of the family accepted me. But the mistake happened, my efforts to make up with it was in vain and even almost took my life.

"Yes, regardless of whatever the truth was in the past, anyone who tried to harm me by choking me with alcohol and giving me stimulants, I will still apologize to you. Please forgive me, Sheveni? I beg?"

Sheveni. "alright. Now bring this to my pavilion" he asked. "Show your good faith. You willing?"

I nodded in agreement. I think it's okay, even if Sheveni intends to make me his lackey and he tells me to bring his pudding plate to the pavilion, I will accept. I took the plate from him. But it turned out to be a distraction, he just let me off guard: when the pudding plate moved into my hand, he pushed me aside until I splashed into the pool.

Byur...!

I can't swim!

Staggering, I was almost out of breath in the water with a depth of more than one and a half meters. Luckily HansH saved me. Samar I heard, he shouted my name from a distance, then immediately ran and jumped into the pool. He got me and managed to take me to the edge.

"Thank God I saved you" she said emotionally, holding me so tightly. Obviously scared. "You're okay, right?"

I shook my head and I shivered, crying in fear at the thought of myself dying. Sheveni hates me so much that he doesn't care about my life.

"What's going on, Alisah?"

Honestly, I'm telling the truth. I stared hard at Sheveni. "He deliberately pushed me into the pool."

Angrier. HansH glared at his annoying sister.

"He wants me dead! He deliberately wanted to kill me! I can't swim, HansH! I'm so scared! What if you didn't see me? If you hadn't saved me, I'd be dead!"

HansH held me tight again. "Shhh..," he hissed. "Quiet, yeah. Calm yourself, okay? I'm sorry for Sheveni's mistake. I'll reprimand him."

Whats? Reprimanding? I shook my head indistinctly. "Just reprimanding him? Is he gonna listen to you? I almost died! You know, I almost died!"

"Quiet, okay? Calm. I promise this won't happen again."

"How can you calm down? Huh huh? I almost died! Hear you? I almost died!" The true character of Zia came out from inside me.

"Well, whoa, whoa...." Sheveni clapped. A wicked laugh came out from her sexy lips. "You're so great, Alisah. Again you want to divide me and my brother? How can amnesia make you forget how to swim? You're very good at acting. It's great!"

Dead lice, I can't give you any answers. It is impossible that a person's swimming ability can be lost when he forgets his memory. Swimming is not a skill that can be lost when our memories are forgotten because of amnesia. Thats impossible.

While I froze and Sheveni left the pool area just like that, HansH chose to carry me and take me to the pavilion -- without saying anything.

Did Sheveni's words affect his mind? I don't know. What was clear was that his silence made me feel very worried. What will happen after this?