Self Healing
Episode 12 of Operation and Post-Operation

Loving the greatest is loving the Most Merciful, the highest sincerity is when never expecting a return even though it is heaven.

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The night was getting late, the darker the more piercing the cold aura that was dominating. Nadila was hard to fall asleep, she kept rolling over on her bed. The invisible wall he was looking at, his eyes unflagged. Finally Nadila left, with the intention of going to sleep in Nazwa's room. On the second floor he walked half in a circle, getting closer to the door of Nazwa's room, a cry sounded that made him curious, although his hair creeped in fear. He placed an ear on the door where the sound of crying came from. Crettt. Nadila opened the door slowly, someone was prostrating and her whole body was shaking. As he sat down, the tamaram lights clearly highlighted his face. Nadila muttered." Mama." The called look. "Nadila" he said weakly. Nadila approaches her she hugs Mayassah."Mamah why? I don't think mommy is around, Nadila can't sleep. The Nazis don't go home now, I don't know where they are. Nadila was tired of mah, kept lying, "Nadila was stirring in that embrace. "Sorry Madam Nadila, it has made things even more complicated. From the beginning of an impassioned mismanagement," he explained while crying. "Why do you keep everything by yourself, the results already understand mah." Mayassah shook her head, despite admitting she was still reluctant to tell a story. "Too heavy for you dear, this feeling is always haunted by fear. Mommy is weak, faith is not all that counts." The night passed so quickly, Nadila slept on the lap of Mayassah who was still wearing mukena. Mayassah did not mind, before dawn, she rubbed Nadila's face. All night Mayassah did not sleep, it was very difficult even though his eyes were sore. "Darling ba-." His speech stopped when a shadow flashed where he snapped at Nadila and pulled forcefully when he saw teaching Naziya. "Listen to mamah, Naziya is indeed your sister. But you should not teach him, the obligation as a sister is not to teach but help but mamah can not yet. Remember you before I died, what happened between you and the Nazis." Mayassah's words are convoluted. " Why?" Mayassah's ears buzzed, the word why was heard clearly when Nadila said with tears. At that time, Mayassah realized that she had denied her husband's orders. Nadila awakens when a single drop of Mayassah tears her cheeks. "What time is it? Mama is crying again. Mama's not sleeping?" He said, his soul has not been perfectly gathered. Mayassah was silent, she got up and took off her face. Nadila let out a breath and left the room. Adzan voices began to be heard, Nadila immediately went to the bathroom carrying ablution water. "Dek's awake. Ouiiiii," His cry banged on Nazwa's room. There is no routine of praying this morning, it is unusual, and if their father is still there, they will be punished immediately. Each one, that's the truth. Nazwa wakes up after the sunlight has been faintly seen with annoyance he came to Nadila." I'm not waking up!" Nadila looked at her sister leisurely."Said who? It was built, you are the kebo. Pray there, qodo!" He said, hoarse voice because crying last night still there invite Nazwa suspicion. Nadila knew Nazwa's gaze was asking for an explanation."Pray first!" This time it was more firm. When Nazwa came out of his brother's room, he saw that Mayassah was tidy and walked hurriedly down the stairs. "Your friend" called him but he was not heard. "Why mama has always been different lately. Ah bodo very:v," Bump him. Never felt alienated or did not get affection, because Nadila who replaced the role. Nadila did not want Nazwa to be like Naziya.

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Nazwa met Nadila again after she finished taking a bath. Nadia was lying down while staring at the HP screen. "What the hell are you doing?" Nazwa was lying next to him. Nadila glanced, disregarding Nazwa, she woke up holding onto his HP. "Where else is she left, where are you going!" Nazwa wakes up, follows Nadila. "Your friend" Knock Nadila on the doorstep. Nazwa frowned. "Mamah was already out ka, very neat together with the same adek. When my brother asked me to pray," he said. Nadila couldn't believe it, she opened her mama's room. Ceklekk, open. The room is a mess, Nadila's tidying up. Every corner of the room. "Nazwa kangen daddy," Chirps Nazwa. "Why didn't you tell me you were going to the deck?" Nadila turned the question. "How to say, Dedek will not be noon but have not prayed. With the screams of mamah, mamah did not answer. It's been a few days back this weird mama deh, keep on going where ka?"Nazwa asked back while cleaning up the vase. "Steh don't know, brother too," he answered honestly. Nadila has not been able to explain to Nazwa the truth. "Well, it's Sunday, Emmm" Cengiran Nazwa said. "Yes, let's cook, "Take Nadila. "Don't want ahh, ogah! Brother is there. Come on later eat part." Nazwa was ready to flee. Nadila pulled her collar. "Eitssss where are you going? Who's hungry try. Let's learn, you're the deck girl." Nazwa. The two went down, Nadila secretly looking for any evidence that is able to answer questions that have never been studied mamahnya. But nothing, nothing. There was only a single rose song in the pineapple next to his bed why did he dare to enter his room, once not even though the door was open. Nadila closed the door, Nazwa already headed for the kitchen. In the kitchen, Nazwa sees an empty refrigerator, no food only leftovers overnight. "There's nothing" Nazwa blushed. Nadila checked, and she sat down. "Eat this first on deck, brother angelin." Persuaded it. Nazwa resigned, his stomach rumbling. HP placed on the dining table, Nazwa pranks open it there is one notification entering.

Little princess. "It's contact who, not my number but ko," he murmured inwardly.

Strong girl😇: Sister will find, but if you meet you have to come home with sister. Brother cares about the deck, it's just about time, and the pebbles we're supposed to get rid of aren't an excuse to get away from each other.

"The nazwa!" Jerky Nadila. Nazwa is indifferent, not afraid. "What do we mean by pebbles should we get rid of?" Nazwa asked seriously. Nadila grabbed Nazwa's body. "You'll understand after the time, but you want to help the pebble brother?" His whisper. "Littel princess it-" Nazwa hung up on her words. "Tea Naziya" replied Nadila. Nazwa glared in jealousy. "Here's brother, eat him spit." Before he returned his HP, Nazwa thrust out his mother's message."Wanna?" Tawar Nadila's. "That's okay, this is it. But the money's in your pocket, isn't it?" Nazwa smiled ignorantly. "Yes, after that we'll go to the park." As far as the two of them are, they eat together.