Self Healing
Episode 15 of My Complicated Life

I'm not angry at the fact that always makes me explain. It's just, this heart is tired of pretending to be tough. The saddest longing, when not not not to meet him but when our nature has been different. 

     (Nura)

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     Dusk is seen this afternoon, kemuning the horizon leaving sorrow. "Grandmother, I was at school meeting her again, her face looks like a mother," Nura reported at the school. His grandmother did not reply, there was a sense of regret that could only be swallowed alone, her mouth unable to speak. "Nura has also decided, nura will not continue the matchmaking. "Heavy but still Nura said. "Nu-," his words hang, before he says perfect he's been hugged.  "Dad," Heid. "Dad was angry with brother, but instead stayed up for more than a year." Grandma came to the one sitting on her wheelchair. "Your father's aura is cape, don't be bullied." Grandma rubbed the back of Nura who turned her back. "It's okay ma'am, I get it." Haris brought the mother's wheelchair in, where she immediately sat crouching her legs half-standing carrying the mother's hands in her hands. "Sorry Haris ma'am, go leave Nura and mom. Shakila's departure and defying Zayyan against me made me not think long." Haris crying. Nura who was originally standing now hugged the father from behind his back. Grandma followed her crying she rubbed Haris' hair. "Mom's not angry, just a little disappointed. One more year since you left without any news, Nura quit school. I have no money, I work. Go early in the morning and come home to support her helpless grandmother and herself. I never expected you back actually, until one month ago Nura met a kind family. She betrothed Nura to her son, Grandma accepted but three weeks before Nura was put into school again, Nura told her son was very cold it was a sign that she did not like Nura but Nura persisted for the sake of grandmother, until entering school one with his son Nura sees him with another woman, his woman is similar to Shakila." Haris heard him cry more and more half yelling he said."I'm an uncouth father, hurting people's children let alone their biological children." Nura interrupted."Father is not like that, good father is too good to educate Nura directly in this real life. Sorry Nura has interrupted her time, Nura doesn't want to be betrothed." All day, her grandmother was proud to hear Nura's statement."Grandson of Insyaalloh sholihah's. Dear MasyaAlloh," Haris who was crying on Grandma's lap immediately looked back at Nura. Smuggled it. 

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   "Where did you meet her?" Haris' cold aura to him still felt."It was in the city park. Brother saw he was already with Meira, at first brother did not care to directly bring Meira. But when Meira was in the car showing DNA results, it was written that Naziya was not the son of Mayassah. Brother is always curious about everyone who turns out not to be the biological child of the family who raised him, then brother-in-law. She was crying alone, when her brother and Meira samperin again she had not yet poked her face. But type brother-in-law the letter is new, brother asked his name Naziya and before descending brother see the face of him who father love. The sculpting is almost the same. I'm sorry your brother ever defied, Dad. Now my brother is coming to town again. To find grandma, Nura and her. There's no longer a final goal for you, other than making amends for your brother's mistakes all along." Haris patted his son's shoulder. "Actually you don't get angry when you reject your father before you know the man, it's just that he gets angry when you decide to marry another woman. And I heard that from someone else. Worse, a year after your mother's departure." Haris seeks the truth in Zayyan's eyes. "Iya Zayyan admitted wrong, about other women is true but not until marriage. She wants Zayyan instead of love just want to reach heaven together, she sees Zayyan's position and wants to take refuge that she has been pregnant out of wedlock. Zayyan was too scared, until Zayyan decided to leave long ago before he raised Meira as Zayyan's son. One time father met with Meira but Meira already know the father so eloquently mention grandfather when I introduced the father through photos. Zayyan promised not to go home to see his father before meeting the Nazis. Zayyan's mistake, too, was abandoning Nura." The warm conversation was heard by the night, the moon was beaming watching the two people between father and son liberate each other. "The father of Nura slept with the Nazis, not the same father." Nura approached Haris while carrying teteh. "Grandmother just matched the face of Ka Naziya the same mother, similar. But Ka Naziya kept holding his head in pain. Finally Grandma told him to sleep in my room." Nura gave that explanation to her father. Haris is convinced that she is his daughter, but not his flesh and blood, she will still love Naziya. "Mother, I've found half of your lost soul. And Ka Rudi, Haris didn't expect us to be this close. Haris didn't know that if Shakila was your second wife, who was my wife who always filled my void, I would love Naziya like Nura. Like Shakila loved Zayyan. Let them unite." Haris looked up at the sky with a monologue of heart and hope. "Daddy know not miss the hardest what it is?" Nura chirps saw her father daydreaming. "What's the deck." Zayyan took care of Nura. "Brother, father is not brother." The spoiled nature of the Nazis came out. "Hindu to someone who has separated nature," replied Haris. "100 to father. Miss Shakila Aulia's mother." Nura who Zayyan has revealed.