Self Healing
Episode 4 Heals

Everyone has their own camouflage attitude, because he knows how to behave in situations for the environment

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"You're home! It's malem, Ziya…"

"But you are how Hafidz is" he replied weakly.

Both of them were silent, the sky that had yellowed since then was now slowly getting dark. The day seemed careless it turned out there was still a sky that felt pity. Proven by his penchant before dusk.

The park that was crowded this afternoon is now only reached by the eyes of each with loneliness. The headache felt by the Nazis was gone, but the weakness was still there. Hafidz kept stealing glances, how he fought back. Now the fear had indeed left, but he was still at a loss to determine its direction. Moreover, seeing the Nazis at this time, the guilt he felt alone.

"But the old man" Hafid answered by throwing a prayer in his eyes and his hand holding the hands of Naziya who was still wet with sweat.

"Hafidzz.." - He looked at Hafidz's pair of eagle eyes.

"What really happened in the past? Why should it be like this." said Naziya laugh, his joints are now really visible. There was no more the cold gaze of a Naziya, no more harsh words identical to her, and no more stern gazes for people. His condition is at the moment, as is true of women. Fragile women need a backrest. Weak women need support.

Hafidz, who had been thinking silently since then, could only smile when he heard the words of the Nazis and he did not intend to reply again.

"Oh, don't think about it. Whether or not to let time answer. Now don't refuse. Come home, I'll take you with me." - Lerai Hafidz ended the little debate, with a feeling that raged in all the feelings present in his heart, regretting for making others as fragile as he was, s.enchant because he was the same person after several years apart, and it was painful to know the reality of what he saw. Naziya forgot about everything, and now remembered but instead made yourself in pain.

"I will pray magrib after delivering you, Adhan no doubt has reverberated, still a few minutes away. There is no rejection!"

Hafidz got up from his seat, he helped Naziya stand up and swept him away in search of shuttles.

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"Where are you, baby? The clock hasn't come home yet." The monologue is agitated with the gaze constantly staring at the window

"Here you go, sit down first. En

tar adek must have come home." said someone with similar circumstances, anxious and worried, though he could still control it.

"Mah, Brother. That's the lesson you should teach. I made a houseman's snack."

"Adek diem you!"

"But…"

"You guys don't make a fuss, mamah dizzy. You guys go get some water first."

"Yes, yes, okay…"

Seeing the departure of her children her eyes dimmed, she leaned her body against the wall. The man was named Mayassah, a middle-aged lung woman who looked young at her age. Like not having more than one child.

His face has a jutek look. Anyone who first sees him will think he's a bitch. Well, that's a fact.

Mayassah looked out through the window, and now two young men were walking towards her. The guess is not wrong anymore, it must be Naziya. Mayassah immediately opened the door, holding her hand on her chest. The look in his eyes revealed disappointment, and his anger that was raised through his attitude.

"Assalamu'alaikum, mah." Naziya said his greetings while greeting Mayassah's hand but Mayassah tepis.

"No need to shake hands, go clean up immediately," he said and did not say any more he immediately entered the house.

Naziya bit her lower lip, her body slightly shaking. He was afraid to enter the house, and was not pleased with his mother's attitude in the presence of Hafidz.

Hafidz did not comment much.

"Come in, sorry for everything." Hafidz did not know what he was saying, about the uncertain apology of what had happened today, yesterday or in the future.

"Yeah..." Naziya sighed, then he left because he had not said perfect said Hafidz had turned around, walked away leaving him.

"Tap-tap.." Naziya's steps stopped when his sister's eyes looked at him sharply.

"Seek from where? I was waiting for Mom with my sister. There's a priest." His loud words stopped.

"But deck…"

"Hunting, don't invite those who don't want.after the time is up" the screams managed to make the Nazis turn around. Glanced at his mother who was a little screaming from a special prayer room located on the edge of the main room and adjacent to the dining room. Sick? Sure, as if he wasn't part of it. Though the answer but what he will throw is not necessarily reject. Do not want to linger there, then the Nazis ran a little towards his room. Today was so tiring, not only his physique but his heart was made chaotic. She thought her mother would be angry, the attitude she had just given. But truth? Same time. Like the wind, there is then pass not felt.

Mayassah saw that, her heart was slightly scratched but given the old scratches that up until now had stuck it enough to rethink its true nature.

"Mah.." - Admonished Nadila. Mayassah's first child, her brother Naziya. The man who was a little noisy with Najwa, his sister Naziya.

"Ehh Kak, yes already ayok. Si adek." lyrics.

"It's mah. "he's giving a thumbs up.

Nadila always kept the question, with her mother's different attitude to the Nazis but she did not dare to ask directly too afraid to make her moody again, like a year back after a small quarrel between her and the Nazis.

Unlike the Nazis, he had dropped his body on a bed of prayer mats. His prostration was long, sounding a sobbing cry that faltered.

The clink of the clock continued to be heard spinning until the Nazis had strayed. The clock pointed at 20:00 WIB, from the outside there was no greeting anymore, there was no question why it was too late to even remind you to eat already or not. Naziya closed his eyes, trying to neutralize the pain he now felt.

"Always like this, as if being a stranger who stopped by for a while. I never understood my attitude. So now I go to who is looking for love. My father misses me, why don't I just go with you. I don't want to be here.

One more thing, Hafidz where he's going. He will sleep where. Uhhhhh.." hept.

Nadila looked at the nanar towards the door of their room. Her mother's door, or her sister's. Too prestige to just ask questions or greet, in fact Nadila did not dare to approach the Nazis anymore. In his heart it can not be lied to, the feeling of affection as a brother is still there.

"Well, what exactly is she hiding from me, so distrustful of me? Deck, brother loves you, but brother is too afraid to start." he said in his heart

"Sister.. Sick! Lepasin Sis."

 his voice was almost inaudible.

  "It's a punishment for the person who has made a mess!''

Suddenly, everything felt dark. Only someone called his name screaming.

"Naziyaa…"

"Nadila, what are you doing with your sister? Haa?" rough jolt.

"Why did Mom come back? Wasn't he the one who had made my father go away, and he who had always put you in trouble!"

"You know nothing. Do not be pretentious about anything, you do not teach you to be a bad person. Nadila." Now the tone of his speech began to low.

  "*Then am I a mah? Figures or inanimate objects, oh or just garbage that just happens to not be thrown away, it's mah! Nadila had always been afraid of Naziya but mamah attitude made Nadila confused, if evil made Nadila was in misery then continue what is different from mamah who was always hard on Naziya, even mamah always... "

"Enough, enough Nadila! Don't keep going, you're not a kid anymore*!"

"Look baby, you are an adult do not need to be bargained let alone envious of the small. Dad must be sad to see you, he loves you. Come help mama, do not add mamah confused with everything." he said

"He's pissing, my stuff. This is Nadila's figura so gini because of him," he said by showing the figura with his cry that had begun to subside.

"Can still be replaced, no need to grab your sister's hair until she faints. Didn't you know? He has a weakness in his head.

"That's what mecahin adek Kak, not teteh." suddenly Najwa spoke with a distinctive voice like a person waking up.

Mayassah shook her head. Nadila widened her eyes in disbelief.

"Not extended, my dear! You get settled in instead and tomorrow you'll replace it with a new one."

"his... Non, Ziya muttered pain continuously and slowly his temperature started to heat up." Bi Inah ran away with a feeling of worry that was clearly printed on his face.

"Auntie wants to take it to the doctor or I'll call the doctor?" Mayassah asked back.

Bi Inah got a response like that was not strange anymore, her heart was a little pity to see the state of Naziya. But now he feels confused, because the situation Naziya right is not okay.

"It's up to the mistress." finally the answer that Bi Inah could say.

"Yes have not been brought or called by a doctor, later also healed yourself. He's from a small one like that."

"But, New!"

"There's no buts. Isn't it up to me?"

Nadila was silent, she saw the behavior of her mother at that time. There was a feeling of regret and heartlessness that had made the Nazis sprawled. Immediately he rushed away, seeing the state of Naziya.

The Nazis were lying with their eyes closed. Near closer, the corner of his eyes continued to shed tears and his whole body was sweating and hot after Nadila put her hand on the forehead Naziya. Nadila drifted away, she felt that there was an awkwardness in her heart, she did not oppress her sister so cruelly that she had to lie limp, but from her red head and pillow.

"Mama." he shouted.

"What's the matter la-.." answered Mayassah approaching with a small run.

"Get out of you, Nadila! Close door!" Mayassah said rudely, she snapped at Nadila.

Nadila who got a jolt Mayassah inevitably she cried again, she was really surprised by the attitude of her mother.

"Well what's up? Adek bled his head but mamah instead…''

"Quite Nadila, you're out!" shouted again.

"Ga-k"

"Nadila you love mamah just as good, right?" cut Mayassah.

Nadila relented, she closed the door and afterwards had no idea what had happened. From that day on, the frost between him and his Nazis and his mother's attitude was no longer inevitable, and the audience in silence over all, Najwa felt.

"Dorr… "

"No more what the hell? Look at the room as beautiful as it is, but wait." Najwa turned Nadila's body towards her.

"Son nangis yaa.." he said.

Nadila smothered Najwa's mouth. He said "If you say that don't use toa, Dek. Noisy knows! About mama same have not eaten yet?"

"Eemmmm.." Najwa clapped Nadila's hand to smother her. "Gazo."

"Eehh forgot." Nadila let go

"Father knows Kak, ya mana adek know, sono aja samperin. Adek was afraid ihh." - his great-grandchild

"Dek, afraid why would you? Just give me food what's hard."

"If it's so hard why is it that my sister is making adek." Najwa's eyebrows raised.

"Dad!"

"Sister, comeon. Adek is afraid, brother still reminds me."

Nadila could not say anything more, she, Naziya and Najwa were indeed not far old. He understood that Najwa understood what was happening at the time. For the umpteenth time, everything is hindered by ego and the rays of affection never arrive.