Self Healing
Episode 20 Curly Signatures

The dark will disappear as the morning shines. Night brings stories to be kept in memories

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Nura knocked on the door of Naziya's room."Ka, in front there's Ka Firman." Naziya who fell asleep at the study table heard a knock on the door immediately woke up. "Depart on the deck." Naziya opened the door with his soul still uncollected. "What's up," Hoarse the sound of people waking up. "Below there is Ka Firman and Om Hartono." Answer Nura. "Haaa." Nura patted him on the shoulder. "He won't sue ko, wash your face there. Cepetan meet." The Nazis who still wear school uniforms go inside. They're roommates, the Nazis asked. Ten minutes later, the Nazis met them. The Nazis clutched their hands in their chests. He sat on the side near Grandma's wheelchair. Hartono looked at Naziya's black eye bags again. "Om come here, don't want anything. Just want to ask for help, Firman intends to ask for a woman who when she was close to Naziya." Haris smiled, she answered. "Nadila means." The word is ashamed. "Everything was too fast, the Nazis didn't understand his scenario. The departure of Hafidz still feels heavy, even though there are many stories that Naziya wants to knit after the attitude of mystery Nazis. Love is present uninvited, without being forced to choose. Naziya did not believe in love at first sight, but after Naziya felt. The Nazis can't resist it, the Nazis will help. That way, Naziya nikah does not need to step over Ka Nadila." Nura who came brought water and treats catapulting. "Cieeee. Bang Zayyan's sister is flirtatious." the gratitude of life always invites unexpected things, one of which is a mate. Nadila is good." Add Nura back who fertilized the orange throw by Meira. "Aunty said grandpa, it was his mouth in duct tape first." Hartono laughing. Everyone laughed, except for Nura who was embarrassed and Meira who did not understand. "I'm sorry for the pluck of my two children."Hartono he said no problem.

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Night after tahlilan, when the full moon shines brightly. Haris and Hartono go to Mayassah's house with their children. Nazwa opened the door. "Ehh om. Come in." Mayassah was watching television with Nadila when they entered. "Haris, sit down." Meira was already moving agilely towards Nadila. He smiled looking at the Nazis who came with other families but looked happy. As a brother who is still blood related, still not sincerely accept he chose to move house when the truth has been heard. He still did not make up for his mistake. Nazwa kissed their hands one by one. Haris nodded his head as his eyes asked for time with Nadila. She took Nadila to her abandoned room two weeks ago. Nadila still did not say much. "Sister, don't keep quiet. Don't you want to start the conversation first? Although the Nazis went away, the hearts of the Nazis remained here. Memories of his father and all the stories of his Nazi adolescence are left in this house. Funeral home full of science." Nadila still looked at the Nazis had not spoken. The Nazis shook his body. "Speaking up. "The Nazis began to cry. Nadila had not spoken yet but now she was hugging him. "You evil lives us. You are evil, evil and evil! Brother. "Nadila was sitting limp on the bed releasing her embrace. "No Nazi look, look at the Nazi's face. All the same, only the Nazis want to be with Grandma. This longing and voidness do not pay off completely. Naziya just want to recover the wounds that had been quiet Naziya. Naziya dear mama, Brother and Nazwa." The news of the accident that Hafidz experienced to protect the Nazis at that time, slightly shook Nadila's soul. He was afraid of the Nazis why-why. Nadila got up she left for a while, then suddenly thrust out the Dear-Diary book she had read. "So, I'm not sorry." Naziya received the book. "It's you, we let what happened pass." Nadila's warm embrace and the longing of both of them towards the father gave the meaning of brotherhood different but the same.

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Rivaldi looked at the dim lights of his room, he recalled how Nura had cancelled the match. He misinterpreted his concern for the Nazis. The proof is now that he feels regret and heartache, feeling that something is missing.

Albi gesrek: "How should I keep going?"

He wrote a short message to Albi, asking about the heart.

RN💕 : "I don't know, argghhhhh. Ko, I'm kesel yaa nyesel again. I honestly just cried."

Albi gesrek: "Is it me? You just don't know. 😂 Mr. chairman cool hence. Emmm if I may know you know being made a fool of him because of what?"

RN 💕 : Bacottt ahh, free turns me on you. She's a tough girl, in return she saved my brother. But I really love him. "

Albi gesrek: "Where to give advice, not a story. Lo just said cancel the matchmaking. At first it was not comfortable, but today you are upset. Hahahha😁. It's okay, he's two years away. We want a test, bro, just relax. Later you can re-read him if you are confident and able.

Rivaldi lazy story, he slammed his HP into the mattress. "It's true as well. Her advice," Just Rivaldi. "Well, what are you doing there. I say good night to someone who has left because they were hurt. "

A sign of one incoming message

Albi Gesrek: I WANT TO LOVE YOU SIMPLE

The Poem of Sapardi Djoko Damono

I want to love you simply

In a word that wood cannot speak to fire that makes it ash

I want to love you simply

"My heart is a leaf"

My heart a leaf floated falling on the grass

Later, let me lie here for a moment

There's something I still want to see

Which has always been missed

A moment is eternal

Before you sweep the garden every morning

"Stop the Rain"

Stop the rain

Now the sun misses me, lifting the morning mist slowly

Something is pulsing inside me

Penetrate wet ground

A vengeance that is inflicted with rain

And sunlight

I can't resist the sun forcing me to create flowers

"Wkwkwk "

"Sial Albi Ko, ngetawain me. Mock me. Look out for lo. But." Rivaldi smiled at his poetry. An idea flashed through his mind.

RN (Rivaldi Nur Hisham/Rivaldi-Nura)