Self Healing
Episode 56 Move

Two years passed already, the vertigo I experienced gradually diminished. If previously I would have felt vertigo at any time, this time I only felt it in times of exhaustion. But I still have a problem with my short-term memory, which makes me still forget the little things that just happened.

In addition, Tyo also considered the age of both my parents who were already at seventy years, where both only lived alone and without a housekeeper, where both of them lived alone, while the house is quite large with six bedrooms and a very spacious backyard. Until finally Tyo gave me the option to stay in Batam or move to Jogja together with our three daughters.

"Don't you love to go to Jogja, all you gentlemen?"

"Later, Mas will go to Jogja once a month on weekends or during holidays," added Tyo.

"But, if you move all, it means the cost of transferring schools as well. If Ara is the same Zalfa may not be a problem, but Icha will next year move up to sixth grade, what is the risk of moving in the lead-up to UN?"

"I used to, also moved to sixth grade. Even moved twice, one in Surabaya and the other in Jakarta. My test results plummeted, yes indeed during the test I had a fever, but it will not affect the psychic Icha. Five years of Elementary School in Batam, but the completion in Jogja," answered me who doubted Tyo's decision.

"Yes whatever honey, how good," replied Tyo.

But a few weeks later, my mother reported that my father was not well and soon after, my mother also reported the same about his health condition, which made me feel unsettled.

"Already Yang, just move to Jogja so honey is also calm," persuaded Tyo.

"But my duty is to be here, same Mas, not in the fathers anymore" answered me who is still hard to choose between my parents or Tyo.

"Yes, Mas knows, but Mas also knows what Sweetheart feels now, when the sick fathers take turns. Mas see Darling cry when mom calls, if you're sick. So rather than thinking and becoming unsettled, the same dear children move to Jogja, said the fathers. Stay here until you find a job in Jogja. Later mas will try to apply to hospitals there," persuaded Tyo.

"For a while, later mas will cost aja, which is obviously cheaper than contracting," continued Tyo again.

Actually moving in this year, we have considered and planned in advance, which is since Tyo was educated S2 by the hospital management, where his employment contract will end this year. But my main consideration is Icha, who is about to enter her final year of elementary school, where she will take the National Examination.

Of course, Icha requires emotional and environmental stability. But, with this move, instead of making Icha have to adapt to the new environment? That's my biggest consideration.

"Cha, if this year we move to Jogja, how?" ask me on Icha.

"This year, just like class ?" ask Icha back.

"What is my school crus ?"

"Yes move all. Yesterday it was time to talk about the SDIT near the house of yangti, he said in Babarsari, almost the same distance from Awassuka to Tiban," I explained.

"But, there's no shuttle car like here, so mom's the one to take you all," I added.

"Hmm dad moved too ?" ask Icha.

"This is Allah, he said he would like to find work in Jogja, but we first moved. Dad moved out after he got a job in Jogja" I replied.

"As for me," replied Icha with a bowed face.

"Yes the decision is in the hands of mom and dad, but I don't want you to be upset which eventually affects your learning."

"No, Mom. I want to move to Jogja, it's also nice, the house is spacious," replied Icha with a smile that I thought was a bit forced.

Icha has always been a submissive child, he never makes me disappointed or sad, that's what makes me harder to move. But anyway, I still have to decide between Jogja or Batam.

Month after month changed, until two months before the class holidays, I began to clean up the items I would bring to Jogja. Some cooking utensils I put in the cardboard, to be sent later. The children's books and toys have also been put in the cardboard. Leave clothes and equipment that are still used every day.

The day that awaited arrived, after taking the Icha and Ara report, completing the administration, saying goodbye to the school and of course the surrounding neighbors, the five of us went to Jogja, using an afternoon flight, that's after Tyo came home from work.

"Is everyone ready ?" tanya Tyo while checking the luggage padlock one by one.

"It has. Stay in the cardboard, do not forget to be sent later, it's books and stationery that can still be used, the same as my kitchen equipment as well. Everything I have arranged, insyaallah safe until Jogja," I replied.

"Yowes, we're leaving now," asked Tyo.