Self Healing

Self Healing
Episode 18 Chance In Narrowness


After the storm subsides do not ever hope, soon the rainbow will rise after dark rain, do not wait for the rainbow there. Because both are not necessarily the case even though natural theories often provide explanations. 


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    Hafidz stared at his huffed HP screen, bright tonight looking mocking at his heart. Hafidz grabbed his irate hair, then he stood walking towards the balcony looking at the sky that was currently starving. "Beautiful, but beauty seems meaningless when life is just a laugh. Moments still roaming the streets, drunkenness occasionally gulped, and the meeting. This slap." Hafidz thought no one was listening, he just relaxed and continued to tell stories about his mistakes all along. "Then ran away from home, the girl. Again he, the hair he had smeared his cheeks was puffed up but during the first meeting. Which mother should I trust. But yasudah." Hartono patted his shoulder. "My Boy. It's time you knew." The Word came up from the room to the balcony carrying something. Hafidz. "Not be afraid, nor awkward. Let it go, assume a strong wind and then suddenly disappear." Hartono invited him to sit back. One by one he showed a photo of Faisal with women, there were three and the photo held by the Word is still held Word. Hartono looked into the eyes of Word convincingly. Word is he breathed heavily. "This is your picture as a baby. You're not a child, but you're my granddaughter, what you say is true is that someone tortured your mother to death. The father of deliverance slaps you, said Faisal proudly it was a painful lie.you are his son, Faisalah who has tormented, father does not know where he took your mother, you were born out of legitimate bondage. I'm sorry if you've always been exiled, your face looks like Faisal, which every time you see me wanting to slap him until he swears he didn't do that and you're not his son. Honey, he ran away somewhere. It means he indirectly admits yes not no." Hafidz was stunned, his feelings torn he cried finally in front of Hartono. "Ka Faisal is my real father, and father. "Firman got up from his seat he hugged Hafidz. "But you'll still be my sister, not my niece. I never had a brother named Faisal" Tukas Firman. Hartono knew what he meant to say, his heart was already disappointed and more painful Hafidz's mother was the woman whom Hartono had previously betrothed to him. The Word already loved him, dearly destroyed by Faisal because of his character. 


 After that twilight is sad 


The clouds are also blowing 


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Hafidz was stunned, his tears breaking with the cry of the Word that followed him. Hartono invited his two men to get back up, he held the shoulders of the two. "Listen to me, look at that. A radiant star but looks very small and a dim full moon. The darkness of the sky is a fact of life, while the stars and the moon are you. In the same sky but different, but still I love." The Word wipes away tears. Hafidz hugged Hartono. "Maafin Hafidz."


 The Word smiled, he said. "The girl you called?" Hafidz didn't care about him after getting that statement. "Naziya who brother said sucks. Emang," Hafidz was still keeping the words of the Word when he drove her to school this afternoon. "He dared ka, presumably begging for mercy. " Hafidz kidding. "Keep the cheek puff?" Word curious. "Before Hafidz met him when Hafidz was a child, Hafid cried out to Aunt. He came. "Hartono did not stop thinking men easily forget the incident just now."Dad became a mosquito. "Firman and Hafidz laughed. 


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   The safe was pushed fast by a few people. Naziya who insisted on joining eventually came, but Nura came home with Meira to come with him. His legs are slightly sprained. Naziya contacted Bu Rina many times not connecting. Hartono came with the Word and he asked Hafidz. "How's Hafidz doing, son?" The Nazis who are still in shock do not cope. Firman massaged his eyebrows in pain. An hour or so before the doctor came out too, Zayyan continued to be near Naziya. "Nothing will happen, Insyaalloh if will is the best." Hartono said softly. "Just last night I felt so close to him, but now." The doctor came out after an hour and forty-five. "I'm sorry I have to tell you this sad news, he's not saved. I've maximized everything, but it seems God loves him more." Hartono cried beating the wall, Naziya collapsed. Word came in through. He shook his cold body."Hafidz wakes up, wakes up. "It's like possession. 


Some sisters blocked the hand of the Word so as not to do strange things. 


 Your departure leaves a deep sorrow 


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At 10:00 a.m., it was announced at school by his head as the leader. Ms. Rina told all the children to get ready for the endowment. Especially the boys who should follow him. Hafidz's body was taken care of quickly at Haris's request, Hartono still not aware of the fact Hafidz had gone he continued to cry and Firman felt exhausted for 30 minutes, Naziya siuman when the body will be taken directly to the funeral home. Hartono studied with Firman, they realized together with Naziya siuman. At 12:00 WIB the funeral was over, Hartono holding his new headstone. "Dad knows this might be the best, you're right to leave after knowing the truth. " Naziya stared at the nano. 


  I have brought someone's life to You. I don't know why I can! Clearly there was only a sigh of fear that I felt after this. I looked up at the sky just looking up, you were smiling there. He said there was no need to regret, I am happy here to see mom again. The conversation I've been avoiding all this time. I just look at my heart, my heart meets with my mother and my father conveys the miss of his son. Disappear, the shadow does not exist. Only the clouds and specks started to fall. 


  "We're home, rain hunt." Haris holds Hartono. Word says. "I still want to be here, for the last time. " Hartono held his hand. "Come home, Hafidz definitely doesn't want to see us grieve."