Self Healing
ICU Episode 13

In life there are many possibilities that can occur, one of them is about injuries that are often used as a meaning. If he understands, Jalaludin Rumi once said, wounds are a process to light.

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The sun had risen as high as a spear, its light was shining all over the city, yesterday's rain seemed to forget. Rays enter through the window slits into each house. Naziya who was busy helping in the kitchen Bu Rina closed her eyes when the glare was unintentionally noticed. "Whatever else in the photo what style, that's blindfolded?" Ayesha who came suddenly asked. Miss Rina glanced, and chuckled. "Quite observant you little boy," Naziya poked his chin. "Sister, "Naziya smiled sticking out her tongue. "Son will stay together, right after this? So it's me, umi same abi also won't be angry." Ayesha shakes Nazi hands. Miss Rina was not surprised, she replied to her son's soft words. "She has become a big sister, for the problem of staying pray for the best, well, dear Ayesha." Brushed her soft hair. Naziya. "Okay, my daughter it's time to eat." The Nazis took Ayesha and occupied her seat. "Mom, Fathan let the Nazis go first." Naziya was about to pet Fathan who was playing alone on the bed of the middle room. Ms. Rina held back. "Yes," Ayesha winked. "We'll eat together, let mom bring her here. Temenin Ayesha first." Miss Rina left, the Nazis tickled Ayesha. "You cheated. Hehehe, "I accuse the Nazis of joking. "Eh, I'm kidding, eat baby." Buk Rina rebuked them when Fathan was already in his lap. "And said Umi together, so I waited for umi first but even tickling sister, "Ayesha defended herself. "Sister," he said again. "Ehhh yes umi," the Nazis mocked Ayesha. "Here you go, let's eat." During the meal Fathan could not stay still, active and agile made Bu Rina overwhelmed. "Mother sighh-" Bu Rina cut Ayesha's words "Silver sister is food!"

The wall clock shows at 10:00 pm, Naziya is still at home playing with Ayesha. Ayesha's laughter did not subside, continuing to widen until exhaustion led her to a dream. Ms. Rina walked up to him, she gave her HP that she borrowed last night. "Mom now believes, but there is a mistake about understanding that turns all of us away from real understanding. Naziya received and read the text of the message. "Was Nadila the one who sent the first message?" Ms. Rina replied with a single word."Possibly, the proof is that the message was deleted. Ask for your real explanation, baby. Or don't miss a DNA test to make sure it's clearer." Resume. "Oh yeah, how's Hafidz doing?" Naziya did not immediately say anything, he instead gave back his HP towards Bu Rina.

Hafidz crazy😩:"Ziya you where? I waited an hour ago. Said deal😴

Hafidz gila😩: Etdah you really did not come, was soaked alone and you. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, just cancel the deal. Magrib, if you want to see me. In the mosque near the park.

"May I report to Mr. Hartono? I said yes, but what agreement do you mean?" Ms. Rina asked as she landed her butt on the chair. "As for mom, oh that. She wants to change schools, wants one school with me." Naziya replied that Bu Rina was still playing Ayesha's hair. "Next," the Nazis looked at Ms. Rina. "I agree anyway," Naziya got up he tidied up his stuff. "Oh yes ma'am, Naziya wants to say goodbye first. Thanks for everything."When she was going to kiss Ms. Rina's hand, she brought her Nazi back to her seat. "Later a little regret to go home, can you tell me first" Ms. Rina smiled meaningfully. Naziya nodded, then he put his belongings aside. "Before you were married, you were like you were a teenager. One thing you don't know, a mother is a discarded child given like a worthless animal, Until now I didn't know where the parents who had caused the mother to be in the world. Mom found out after she was 17, when she whined she wanted to go to college. Umi forbid, the mother was angry at him locked himself in the room some days not out. It is not a matter of cost or anything else. When the full moon arrives, Umi enters mother's room. He cried, apologized. Mom's heart was stirred that night, umi forbade college mom for not wanting mom to go away from her too scared of losing mom she said, but she realized she was selfish. Mother is already a big, not always umi can meet the needs of mothers, educate mothers. Shocked and not knowing what to do, the mother can only give a piece of college scholarship paper given to the mother. Umi allows, he can only give the mother a pendant to be a clue to find the whereabouts of the mother's family. Mother did not take a headache, but mother brought her pendant but until now mother did not look for it. Umi for mom is enough, she educates mom, loves mom. Said umi found mom in the bushes half going to die, hate it. I'm angry, but what? Because in the end it even supports the heart of the mother in a feeling of resentment, before leaving Umi, he advised. Never hate your mother even if she has thrown you far away, she is still the angel who has fought to put my life for me to live. Maybe you could have been dumped not by him, but there are people who clearly the owner of nature allows it so that you are with umi. It doesn't matter if you don't want to look for them, just don't ever feel hurt. His scenario will always end beautifully, honey. Seek knowledge with honesty do not always spread hatred, as if you were most hurt. Renungi, why mom majored in psychology ended your BK teacher. Mom while going through college while the first year mondok fun even bodo very about umi not my real mother, I am a wasted person. No matter what it is, the toughest final semester when Umi died and I have not had time to meet again, mother is not good at making money. That's the phase where mothers are very falling, fortunately psychology majors can manage depression. Wkwkwk, until my mother decided to stop, but my adoptive grandmother forbade her to want to pay the last message umi graduated me college, the cost of a scholarship just for the cottage problem and other living expenses. Mother refused, mother did not want. Grandma still wants, mother takes the middle path yes will not stop college until graduation but let mother fight alone. Grandma gave up mom, from one store to another mom looking for work. But I could not, I relented to complain to Grandma. I am believed to help Umi boutique businesses, and mother's cottage back and forth. Unexpectedly, it shaped the mother's mentality. Jalaludin Rumi once said, Wounds are the process of light. Mother's handwriting up to this day." Ms. Rina told me with tears, laughter and joking. Naziya was shocked to hear the story of Ms. Rina, "The difference may be. Mother is more fortunate to be cared for umi who have enough wealth of knowledge and patience. As for you, it might just be a treasure." Added Ms. Rina, Naziya responded to Ms. Rina's statement. "Yes, but sometimes I don't want to, end up torturing myself. Heee" answered.

Fathan woke up, his eyes glancing right-left, he suddenly smiled."Ko dedek wake up not crying yes, ma'am" Bu Rina wiped the tears that had flowed reminiscing about the difficulties of his life. "She was happy and there was uminya and you, her eyes glanced at the lyrics."

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"Tinggg." The bell.

"Excuse me," Nazwa from earlier was upset. "Long brother come home ahh come on"

"Where are you going?"

"Ka, ihhh why not bring your own car ihh, sumpeg in angkot mah."

"Yeyy, we're finally here." Nadila shook her head. "Yes, the interior." Nadila shut Nazwa's mouth. "Diem is not polite, from the street you are raving mulu," The owner of the house to the outside, which is none other than Ms. Rina. Ayesha came out. "Lahh ko this sister looks like a teah," Appoint Ayesha to Nazwa. Nadila's heart is relieved, at least it means that the Nazis are here. "Sorry mom, I was a bother. With the Nazi teacher BK, right? I know where the Nazis are, I'm her brother she's not coming home." Nadila shook hands she asked directly. "Mending in first yuk," Nadila refused. "Ahh no, do you know where the Nazis are?" Pretend Nadila doesn't know. "Dear you, Naziya about 30 menita and then already home." Miss Lina didn't lie."Ahhh teteh is not fun, on jutek not kayak teteh." Ayesha gripped him." Brother," Bu Rina's bully, Ayesha enters the house. "Yes it's okay ma'am, really she's home," Nadila felt unsure. "InsyaAlloh." Miss Rina