H.U.R.T
Rejected Again

" what are you here for??? I'm not signing that document "

father's voice sounded a little loud with a firm tone, mother turned her head and immediately opened the green maf in her hand.

" what else??? I can't continue this household "

" it's all because of that guy, right??? you asked me to sign the document so you can marry again, right??? "

" you think I'm the only one doing it ??? "

"that's the reason you're always the same, Riska is your sister, why you still suspect her "

" the mind of a Kaka as well as his wife will never be wrong mas "

this time the father no longer continues his speech, the father just fell silent and sat on the front sofa different from the one the mother sat on.

" 5 years, not a short time "

with a trembling voice almost crying mother continued the words she had always wanted to say.

" i've been patient enough for the sake of the child, I think you will really change mas, but it turns out I was wrong "

" . . . . . . "

" you're right Riska's my real sister, and indeed Kaka's supposed to sacrifice for her sister, so I want you to sign this divorce suit mas "

the two of them were silent without sound anymore, the room was quiet, just a breath of mother and father who were clashing with each other.

the relationship between father and aunt Riska began to be smelled by the mother since 3 years ago, when we vacationed in Bali.

at that time Riska's aunt who was the sister of one of her mothers was forced by her mother to come, but Riska's aunt continued to refuse on the grounds of a job that she could not stay. but after one week we in Bali Mother accidentally saw Aunt Riska in one of the mini markets near the hotel where we stayed, he said, look also father who helped Aunt Riska open the door mini market worthy of her like a lover in a drunk romance.

with a broken feeling mother tried to call aunt Riska to make sure if it was true she or not, it turns out the suspicion of the mother is right woman who was with the father was Riska aunt sister mother.

mother continues to try to think positively every time she remembers the incident, until one year old mother tried to stay calm as if nothing happened, although the mother had felt the affair before knowing that the woman who became the affair of the father was her own sister.

mother does not like to be rash in every thing, she is always careful, what else there is no evidence that mother holds, that is why mother looks ordinary as if nothing happened, and that also makes me never know what problems have been in my house.

the calm character of the mother also makes the father assume the mother never knows what she has been doing.

after a while they were silent, the mother grabbed her bag and began to stand up leaving the room, just as the mother stepped her feet the father quickly pulled the mother's hand.

" i know that man was your first love, but remember that I will never divorce you "

mother let go of father's hand and just left without caring anymore.

at the end of this mother was close to a man, even I know that, mother just said that it was a friend during her school and I believe it. but the fact is that the father continues to blame the mother and turn back the facts as if the mother is the one who cheated on the father.

mother drove her car slowly and began to move away from the father's house, maybe the mother felt a little relieved because a little issued a strand that she had been holding.

in a rest area mom stopped her car and cried her way in the car, a cry she may have endured for years just because she wanted to protect her child, keeping both children intact can still have a family, while keeping the father's career as the owner of the company that has the largest stake in one of the private television stations, which will certainly be the spotlight of journalists if there is news about his household.

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mba ayu who was asked to stay with the dance had turned off the room lights and started to turn on the night lights, closed all the doors and tidied up the tv room scattered food scraps.

I got out of bed and came down to dance and mba ayu who started to enter their room.

" tar, can't you sleep with me "

my feeling was already a little uncomfortable, the mind began to go around thinking about mother, father and ka Yugi alternately.

" are you afraid of ri sleeping by herself ???? "

" i can't sleep "

mba ayu patted the dance shoulder and gave a gesture to accompany me.

at the end of my life and dance to walk together towards my room, we immediately lay on my bed.

dance rubbed my hair gently as if knowing my feelings are not good either.

" what the tar, already rich mother to his son ajah "

dance returned my babble with her sweet smile.

" let sleep well ... heeee "

" mmmmm....."

" ah drowsiness, I'm tired of going to sleep "

I turned towards the dance that closed her eyes as soon as the lights were turned off, but my eyes stayed shut to fall asleep, I grabbed my phone and looked for the no in my contacts, a no that I named bro Yugi, yes no phone ka Yugi that I have long let go.

(where are yugi ? )

a short message had just been sent, and was read by ka Yugi.

(tomorrow Kaka pick up at school ya )

reading a message from yugi ka late her can make my eyes closed and fall asleep tonight.

the sound of the door closing made me wake up, I thought the new mother came home and greeted me to say good night to me, but it turned out to be an awakened dance.

I pulled back my thick blanket, curled my thin body on the bed, dance deliberately did not wake me because it was only 4 am.

suddenly my tears shed tears in my eyes, honestly I envy dance and mba ayu, they are only art but can spend a lot of time together.

as for me, all the adequacy but for just a good night speech must seek attention first by acting.

not to mention the problem of father and mother has made this house feel different from the atmosphere of the house when I was 5 years old.

the moment where the mother who woke me every morning to go to school, prepare a uniform, breakfast together, breakfast together, until the grabbing of the side dish at the dining table with ka Yugi that made dad have to split in two so we stop fighting.

I missed that time, I missed her so much. But the reality of another will at this time, all of it requires me to live alone and lonely.