Hello Arvin!
Stillbirths

Nara now began diligently looking for baby items on the internet. Little by little the preparations for the new occupant of their house will be finished soon. Although there are still many other pieces of equipment that he has not bought and carefully selected, based on the advice of Amelia and also the mothers in the pregnancy forum that Nara participated in.

By the time she was almost 8 months pregnant, there was not too much activity that Nara did. Just sports and an afternoon walk accompanied by Arvin. Sometimes he also swims. Initially Nara will take a special swimming class for pregnant women, after knowing her coach is a man, Arvin strictly forbid Nara to follow him.

Arvin himself who accompanied her to swim, rented a private pool for both and taught her to swim for pregnant women as studied on the internet. Nara also took yoga classes, and Arvin always accompanied her.

It seems that his happiness has not been exhausted lately. Nara continues to be grateful for all the good things that happened to her. Especially with Arvin, all things are very fun.

That day Nara was busy and focused on looking at the iPad screen in her hand, leaning comfortably on the living room sofa, straightening her legs, and occasionally grabbing a scattering snack beside her. A very peaceful and beautiful afternoon.

Arvin comes out of his study, sits next to Nara and then hugs her and gently rubs Nara's distended stomach, which is getting bigger and bigger. A brief kiss of Arvin landed in the stomach.

“Dedek again what the hell? Play here with Papa,” said Arvin while continuing to stroke.

“Again males. Dedek has not much behavior like before, in the dalem already narrow like. Pity the space so little,” Reply Nara.

“Yah.. Though Papa kangen loh see Dedek's leg that appears suddenly in the stomach.” Arvin was a little disappointed to hear that.

“Someday soon too. Later his legs kicked directly into the face ngeselin you. Right, Dek?”

“Don't be in dengerin ya, De! There are girls who envy later love Papa divided with you.”

Nara sneered, rolling her eyeballs with a slap.

“What are you doing again?” Arvin asked to see Nara who was busy staring back at the iPad screen.

“I'm looking for a name for our child.”

“Emang should be now huh?”

“Ya should when dong? Is the newborn called his name? Everything has to be prepared from now on. How the hell, that is like this until I don't understand. What kind of papa?”

“Ya aside a week before HPL is so loud.” Arvin straightened his body and leaned his back on the sofa. “So you've found a good name?”

Nara nodded and smiled brightly. “You agree that later our child will be given the name Alyosha? Sweet, right?”

Arvin. “Alyosha? Hmmm... But like a guy's name not exactly?”

“Emang why do you look like a guy? You don't like it?”

Arvin smiled, peeping over Nara's head. “Nothing. I agree with you.”

“Emang you yourself do not have any idea what child's name? Who knows better.”

“I don't care what the name is, the important thing will be to look like me.”

“Capek really yes should stay with Arvin mini version of the girl and Arvin big who can make dizzy. Every day I feel emotional like.”

Arvin slipped his hand behind Nara's clothes and scooped up the chewy thing behind it. Makes Nara shocked. Soon Nara grabbed Arvin's hair, but his hand did not want to come off. Arvin just laughed and did not press his hair.

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Nara looks doubtfully at her journal, a book containing all the things about her pregnancy that she wrote herself since Nara decided to become a mother to a child in her stomach. All the information about her pregnancy is there, the doctor's schedule, the results of the examination, the drugs and vitamins she drank, and the doctor's schedule, and also the condition of the baby who had been less good some time ago because of the weight of the taxis are below normal.

Now the record contains a lot about when the baby moves in his stomach, when he experienced false contractions, and his body temperature. Just now he checked his body temperature which is currently quite high, around 38°C. This morning Nara had no fever.

She also looked at the records regarding the movements of her baby, the more days the number decreases. Nara suddenly became very worried, because all this time she got information that her baby's movements will be more active before labor.

Especially today, most of them only move in the morning. For more than 12 hours, there was no activity in his stomach. Nara stroked the stomach slowly and called out to him. Usually by stroking and calling him alone, the occupants of his stomach will furiously move to and fro. Kicking and punching to get him to communicate.

“What are you doing again?” Ask Arvin who went into the room. The smell of fragrant soap emanated from his body that had just finished bathing.

“Vin, how come he rarely moves now?” Nara said in a soft and doubtful voice. Somehow his heart was so uncomfortable, like something was stuck.

“Maybe you've slept. It's late night.” Arvin said that he was laying on the bed, stroking Nara's stomach and peeling her.

For a few months, everything was good. Fetal weight problems are no longer a problem, everything goes normally as desired. Is it possible that Nara is just too worried right now? Maybe the baby is asleep, as Arvin said.

“Why? You worried huh?”

Nara nodded. “Tomorrow we check yes, Vin. I'm afraid why-why.”

“OK. Don't worry too much, you'll stress yourself out. Now go to sleep, rest. Tomorrow morning we check and find out why in the dedek ogah really motion.”

Nara follows Arvin's advice, she lays herself down and tries to fall asleep. But his heart rumbled and was not calm. Throughout his sleep all he dreamed of were just scary things. Full of darkness and sadness.

Suddenly Nara flinched until she woke up due to intense pain in her stomach and back. He has had contractions a lot in the last few weeks, but this time it feels different. Nara immediately shook Arvin's body until he woke up. She could not hold back her crying anymore because of the pain she was experiencing. The red liquid seeped out without her being able to hold back, reminding Nara of the incident a few months ago about her miscarriage.

Arvin wakes up with a startled face, seeing Nara suddenly wake him up crying. He said his stomach hurt. Is it time to give birth? Don't they still have about 5 weeks left based on the doctor's predictions?

Without a second thought, Arvin immediately took her to the hospital. Nara was immediately treated by a doctor, but the caretaker is now busy contacting someone on the phone. Talk quickly and ask him to come.

“CITO... Solusio Placenta,” said the care doctor who briefly heard Arvin.

Nara was calmer after being given the treatment, her face looked deathly pale. Not long Doctor Yustia came up with a panicked face and hurried steps, ordering several nurses and doctors to help her. Doctor Yustia begins to examine and perform an ultrasound in Nara's abdomen.

“From when did her stomach hurt?” Doctor Yustia said as she continued to check.

“Sejam ago, suddenly wake up and say pain keep pouring.”

Doctor Yustia frowned, looking at the guard doctor next to her. Communicate with each other through face-to-face. He breathed heavily before speaking.

“Mr, I'm sorry the baby didn't have a heartbeat. Udah died in the womb,” said Doctor Yustia with a heavy heart.