Hello Arvin!
Just One Kiss's

Arvin's remarks that night made things between them even more awkward. Arvin is crazy. He could say such a thing lightly. Such words are no ordinary words. More like a love statement. Nara never thought Arvin had any feelings of love for her. Just a little bit is obviously impossible.

Until now Nara still believes the belief in her heart that Arvin only did this marriage because of her guilt. He was very considerate and reliable because it was his job to make up for all his mistakes. Be accountable. Arvin just did that to take responsibility.

Want to live with her as a husband and wife?

He must be crazy!

Not even a fingernail they fit as a couple. Their world is so different. Their very opposite nature. Their lives are like different nature. Not to mention the principal problems that they can not unite or the problem of feelings that can not be linked.

Nara seemed to be losing her way after this. He wants to get out of Arvin's life. She gave birth to her child and disappeared from her world. But why did Arvin's words yesterday seem to hold him away.

Damnit damnit!

He hates Arvin. Hated her so much.

Nara turned back a page of a book that had not been read since. Though the paragraph has been repeated many times, but can not understand the meaning. His concentration was shattered as he kept thinking about Arvin's words.

“Sorry, Ra. I have business with my students before I go home. Ordinary kids so much like caper same young teacher.” Said Reza who had just come and immediately sat in front of Nara.

Nara just smiled. It was great to see Reza. His heart became calmer after seeing the man. Though a second ago his mind and heart were very messed up because of his dealings with Arvin. Everything about Reza feels comfortable and familiar. It was different from what he felt for Arvin. Stranger and weird. Nara doesn't like it.

“You are so happy to work together now? Not thinking of finding another office job, Za?”

“Emm. I'm used to this work. Honestly, the environment is also better than before. Now I can also double job outside.” Reza said smiling.

It looks like Reza's new workplace did give him some positive energy. He looks more cheerful and fresh. It is rare to complain about superiors asking for lightning-fast continuous revisions. Nara is thrilled that Reza is rediscovering her new and improved life.

“How are you? You and your baby are healthy, right?”

Nara nodded. Somehow it feels very strange to hear the word ‘baby kamu’ uttered by Reza. Nara's entrapped creature has nothing to do with Reza. One of her dreams is to have a child and raise her with Reza.

“Arvin, are you the same? He doesn't work as you cooperate with him?”

“She's still kayaking usually. Can we not talk about Arvin? I don't want to worry about him.” Pinta Nara's.

It was enough his days were filled with thoughts about Arvin. When he was with Reza he just wanted to talk about fun things. As they often do.

Together with Reza, Nara felt that everything was easy. He never felt lost. He wants to keep coming back to her. Reza is simple and quiet. Like the way home for Nara's current feelings to be chaotic.

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“Cute me!” Arvin said to Nara who was sitting on the sofa while reading a book. It has been a week that the book was not finished Nara read because she lost interest.

“Where?” Nara asked confusedly.

“Ikut I just, don't do much!” Arvin said forcefully.

 Lately their communication is getting worse. In addition to quieting each other, Arvin sometimes said to Nara in an emotional tone. Making Nara also become annoyed and react to acting like her.

“Ga. If you ngajak but the goal is not clear, I will not follow.” Reject Nara.

Arvin pulled Nara's hand until her body stood up straight from the sofa. Now they stood staring at each other fiercely. Nara is shocked by Arvin's behavior. He usually doesn't treat her this hard.

Nara finally complies with Arvin's will. He did not want to fight this time, his body was very tired. In addition, Nara also does not like to see Arvin who is angry and so rude to him like that, making him afraid.

It sucks! This guy is no good at all!

They remained silent during the car. There really is nothing they can talk about. Pleasantries? A whim? Kidding around? Obviously they can't do it. They didn't bother to get along like that. Nara will also hate herself if she gets too close to Arvin. This guy just makes his feelings feel like an unhinged whirlpool.

Arvin parked his car in the Groove Bar parking lot. Nara hesitated for a moment to come down following. He didn't understand what Arvin meant to bring him here. Nara suspects that Arvin wants to humiliate her. Feeds his fans who thirst for gossip and like to reproach. Nara scowled.

“Ngapain the hell you make me come here?” Tanya Nara followed Arvin from behind. But Arvin didn't answer it “Arvin!” Shouted Nara annoyed.

The bar room was filled with spectators. The members of the band Fortunata are also on stage. Waiting for Arvin to come. Nara then placed a seat on one of the tables, the front to the stage and the most striking attention. All eyes were clearly staring at him. Some people were also seen whispering and laughing when they saw Nara.

Arvin sucks!

She must have wanted revenge because Nara rejected her crazy idea of raising a child together. It was unexpected that Arvin was very vindictive and behaved like this to him. Nara wants to go home. He was very afraid of being in this situation.

Nara was just down in her seat. Staring at his fingers agitatedly. The voices of people chatting around him seemed to be judging and ridiculing him. Nara was unable to breathe regularly due to panic. Maybe soon her tears will spill out of control. Right now he really wants to cry.

Arvin was calmly standing on stage. He tuned his guitar and did not care about Nara who was now sitting restlessly in her place. As if all that didn't bother Arvin. He continued to talk casually with his friends.

The sound of music began to sound, for the opening of Fortunata performing the song For You, and Your Denial from Yellowcard. A raspy and beautiful voice from Arvin rang out, making his female audience crazy. Shouting and shouting. While Nara was just silent, trying to take a breath. Her chest feels tight.

Arvin stopped singing in the bridge. He just kept quiet from the stage to see where Nara was sitting. This left the other band members confused. But they still play the instrument even though Arvin has stopped singing. Makes them like an escort band in the background.

“Gue gains gig now.” Said Arvin suddenly. His friends then stopped playing his music. Stare at each other confusedly and then look at Arvin.

“Gue knows you guys talked me in the back. Especially my wife who is not. Cheesy chick, gatel, teaser. Then what else? Come forward talk to me directly!” Arvin said with emotion.

“Arvin!” Call Eka panic. Can't understand why Arvin did something like that on stage.

Nara only dared to raise her face as Arvin spoke. Confused by what Arvin did. Why can he say that? Adding to the attention and frightening gazes directed at him. Nara was getting panicked and scared.

This is not what Nara wanted.

“Lo think I tol*l what, don't know what I'm doing? I'm just saying it's the same with him because I want to. I am consciously interested in him. I love him.”

Nara was shocked by Arvin's words. Now his gaze was only fixated on the figure of Arvin who stood towering on the stage. Wearing light blue t-shirts, brown plaid flannel shirts, and blue ripped jeans. Handsome and very cool. Too cool. Especially now that he was staring ferociously at the audience who was speechlessly confused. Defending Nara.

The darling? Mean what? Does Arvin have feelings for her?

Nara's heart suddenly jolted uncharacteristically. It made her feel a strange feeling she had never known before. Nara could not explain, now she felt very scared, confused, and happy for some reason.

Arvin off the stage. He walked to Nara's seat. Now he stood in front of her, staring fixedly at Nara's dewy eyes from almost crying out in fear earlier. Her face then approached, attaching her soft lips to Nara. Admiring her soulfully, tracing Nara's lips with her tongue.

Nara felt the softness that made her goosebump. It's not the first time I've felt something like this. Like the dream Nara had previously experienced. Arvin's soft lips touched it. The fragrance of his body slammed into his nose. Makes Nara's feelings crazy. His heart beats uncontrollably. They want to get out of their sockets.

Why does Arvin make him feel this way?

Why did this foreign feeling appear in her heart?