Hello Arvin!
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“HP lo from earlier sound continues. Noisy!” Nara said while chewing the melon. Arvin just finished taking a shower, and just had a shower from last night. Bi Marni this morning brought him a change of clothes for Arvin and Nara.

Arvin immediately picked up his cell phone that was lying just like that on the desk by the sofa. Adam called her many times. His new secretary must be confused because Arvin's clock has not come. Actually today there was a meeting with the finance section again. But Arvin can't leave Nara in the hospital alone.

‘Halo, Dam. Why?’

‘Halo, Good Morning Mr Arvin! You came into the office today, right? There is an internal meeting schedule for 10 hours later.’ Said Adam.

‘Can reschedule not, Dam? I'm again in the hospital take care of my wife.’

‘Hah? How, Sir?’ Adam asked confusedly. Wife? As Adam remembered his boss was still single and not married.

‘My wife is sick. I have to keep him at RS.’ Rework Arvin. He forgets that the office person no one knows about his marriage, other than Angga of course. It's natural that Adam was confused when Arvin said he was looking after his wife.

‘I will talk to other teams first for his new schedule.’ Adam said at last. Although Arvin knew, many questions were in the head of his secretary.

“Who? Adam?” Nara asked who happened to hear Arvin's conversation on the phone. Arvin nodded in response. “Ke's office, Vin. I'm okay here. U already eat. Then there is Bi Marni who nemenin me. Do not like skip meetings and reschedule at will, make ruined schedules people.” Nara is very knowledgeable about Arvin's work. However, Nara was Arvin's secretary who often had difficulties when Arvin suddenly wanted to reschedule meetings, because not all teams let alone managers have a free schedule.

“What do I really do stayin?” Arvin said unsure, he was still worried about Nara's condition. Even though he now looked better.he already did not refuse to eat, instead now greedily ate the fruits that Bi Marni peeled.

“Nothing, Sir. Let me take care of Neng Nara. I went home later than usual and it was okay. If there is a problem I will call father, who is calm works.” Said Bi Marni approving Nara's suggestion.

Actually Arvin was reluctant to leave, but he also could not just ignore his job. He had already approved of his role as his father's successor for a while. It is his duty to do his job well.

Finally, Arvin went to the office. That's better. Nara prefers to be accompanied by Bi Marni compared to Arvin. The feeling of hatred for Arvin had not disappeared from his heart. Nara also wanted to calm down for a while as she thought about her plan that had failed miserably. It is clear that his body has not improved because of his efforts to abort his womb. His stomach still feels numb cramps and nausea that appears suddenly. Nara tried to keep chewing the sweet fruit relieving the nausea and unpleasant taste in her mouth.

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Arvin walked into Nara's room that afternoon, his expression dark and inexplicable. He saw Nara still lying on her bed, talking and smiling with Bi Marni. Realizing Arvin's presence, the two women turned to him.

“Sorry yes, Bi. I was on his afternoon. Lots of work in the office.” Arvin told Bi Marni.

Now only the two of them remained in the room. Nara stopped smiling, the atmosphere became cold and gloomy between them. Arvin also did not try to melt the silence. He just sat in the chair next to Nara's bed, watching his now busy wife shift focus to the TV screen in front of him.

“Lo yesterday drank this, Ra?” Arvin asked calmly but in a cold tone, making Nara look out and look at him. Arvin showed me pills and bottles of potions that Nara bought from the doctor was unclear yesterday.

Nara is shocked to see that thing is now in Arvin's grasp. Why would Arvin know that? As Nara recalls, she had him locked in her bag at home. Nara had also thrown bottles of used herbs into the food trash, stockpiled them with vegetable scraps and wrapped them neatly.

“Jawab my question! Lo drink this yesterday?” Jerky Arvin.

Nara was so afraid to hear Arvin knock him, that not a word came out of her mouth. Nara could only stare at the pill in Arvin's grasp and look at Arvin's extremely sharp eyes in turn.

“Gue don't know it—”

“Don't lie to me!” Cut Arvin angry, “Gue new sniff this in pharmaceutical installation. This drug should not be consumed with pregnant women, can cause miscarriage. But you intentionally do not drink this plus drugs not clear this bottle? Why, Ra? Lo sample act until now, why?”

Tears suddenly fell onto Nara's cheek. Fear, anger, hate mixed into one when he saw Arvin. He could have questioned something very obvious.

“How come I've been acting so far, Vin? Huh huh? You know the answer yourself. I DON'T WANT TO HAVE CHILDREN FROM LO!”

Arvin's feelings are shattered, he is completely confused having to repair his relationship with Nara from which direction. There was nothing to get from Nara. Feelings, thoughts. They will never be able to come together as a couple. There is no foundation that can unite them. Even the child. Today Nara proved it, she did everything she could to get rid of the only link between them.

Arvin's back now rests in his chair, shriveling and sagging there. He breathed a heavy breath. Closing his eyes with a hurt feeling. He knows the answer from Nara, even since he searched and found this pill in Nara's bag. Why is it so hard to digest it.

“You may not feel guilty about trying to kill your own child. He's alive, Ra. He lives in the stomach lo!”

“My child? I never ngizinin lo nanem fucking seed you in me, Vin. It's your son and he hasn't lived.” Nara can not cover up her hatred again against her pregnancy, “Lo is delicious, can go where this abis without burden, without seeming to ever commit the act of bejad load. But I don't, Vin. I'll take him 9 months and keep getting blasphemy from people! I became the talk of the material in my neighborhood, my parents ignored me, never even though they bales my chat, even I was told not to go home. Just visiting my newborn nephew just can't. All because I'm pregnant and bring your fucking seeds in my stomach!”

Arvin just kept silent in the face of Nara's anger. Disappointment and guilt gathered around him. She knows that it is very selfish to ask Nara to maintain her pregnancy. He's not ready. Never ready to conceive Arvin's child.

There was nothing more they could talk about that day. The more they open their mouths and force their thoughts on each other, the more they will be hurt. They let feelings of disappointment, anger, hatred, and guilt settle in each other's hearts. Know that all of this will destroy them. Their relationship ended without ever starting.