Hello Arvin!
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Thinking about the attitude problem and Nara's rejection made Arvin chest tight and his head almost broke. He also does not understand why he feels he has to maintain an unclear relationship with Nara. They were united at the wedding just because a baby was growing inside Nara's belly. The rest is for no other reason.

But every day Arvin was doubting himself. Everything he felt was not just a feeling of guilt, it was not about responsibility. But the feeling of worry that over time grows into affection. Finally Arvin had to admit, the thing he wanted was not just to see his son born and grow. But seeing Nara also live with him.

Arvin believes Nara will be fine by his side. Gotta be okay. He will get rid of all the things that harm him, make him sad, and hurt. Although until now Nara still turned away her feelings.

This once in his life. He's going after a girl. Because he now occupies the most special position. As the mother of her child. As the only person who made his heart move until it was lost.

Arvin didn't care about the cheers and cheers he heard in the back. His friends now even play background music as if Arvin was playing a role and chatting. He doesn't care.

Right now what was very important was the gentle feeling he enjoyed when he touched Nara. It's always like this, like floating into the air. Touching Nara's soft and sweet lips made Arvin unable to focus on anything else around him. He kept on picking it up for a long time. It makes butterflies fly in its stomach.

Arvin stopped the kiss. Giving a breath to Nara who was still gasping. Seemed confused by what happened. Arvin could now see Nara's face from near her clear eyes watering her eyes, to the point of melting into her cheeks. His lips are still red marks of love given by Arvin earlier.

Damnit damnit!

Seeing this kind of confusion is funny. Arvin couldn't help it. He lands the kiss back on Nara's lips. This time deeper, more hearty. At first glance Arvin can see Nara's eyes closed, enjoying the touch. His hand now gripped the arm of Arvin's flannel shirt tightly.

Ja. Ja.

Arvin knows Nara's enjoying it. He'll make it fall like what Arvin feels now. It's getting deeper in this unexpected connection.

Arvin releases Nara. Staring at him fixed into his eyes.

“Gue will make you love me. Just like you make me change my bokap in the company. I know you are persistent. I can do more than that too. Let's raise our son together.” Arvin Whispe. No response from Nara. He was still digesting everything that happened to him in that moment.

Everyone seems to be crazy because of Arvin's action this time. How not, people like Arvin expressed feelings, kissed someone, and challenged people who gossip about his wife in the public as it is now. Very far from his habits. A loud roar and a loud cry screamed his name.

“Kiss again ciuum!” There were shouts from some people who enjoyed the sweet drama. Arvin just smiled a satisfied smile. While Nara is still unconscious and treads the earth after being flown by Arvin's kiss.

Not everyone is happy, of course. A beautiful woman who was in one of the audience seats snorted annoyedly at the spectacle just now. He immediately left the crowd. I left the music show with a bad feeling.

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Nara immediately laid herself on the mat after returning home from the music show. His heart and mind were boisterous, chaotic, and furious. All of this has confused him. A strange feeling sprung up in his heart.

For now Nara doesn't want to say anything to Arvin. He doesn't know what to say. Even though Arvin kept calling his name. Nara just wanted to rest without thinking about the incident.

Why would Arvin say such things?

Why did Arvin kiss her in front of the crowd?

For almost half an hour Nara tried to close her eyes. But Arvin's shadow flashed to wake him and could not stop his crying.

Nara still remembered Arvin's face approaching her. His brown eyes drowned him so deeply. Her soft lips and tongue were trailing her feelingly.

This was the first time for Nara to feel all those sensations consciously. Arvin had obviously done it over and over to her when she was unconscious. But for Nara this is the first of a lifetime. Arvin always took everything first in his life.

The door to the room is open. Nara quickly closed her eyes, pretending to be asleep. He's not ready to face Arvin again and talk to him tonight. The barricade of pillows and bolsters that Nara placed in the middle of Arvin's bed removed.

Now she lay hugging Nara from behind. Drown her face in Nara's hair. His breath felt at the nape, giving Nara goosebumps. But Nara tried not to react and still looked asleep, sleeping on Arvin's back.

Arvin's hand traced Nara's belly. Treating it over and over again, on the stomach that is now no longer flat. Although it has not grown, but the change in the stomach is obvious.

“Nara, I want to raise this child with you.” Arvin said softly, Nara could almost hear the roar of her breathing in her ear. “I can't be alone. She needs a mother. Need you. Maybe she could have a stepmom, a good nanny. But still can't replace her real mother, right?”

Nara did not answer. Still pretending to be asleep. Although actually now he feels very confused and guilty.

“You know how it feels to be ignored by your own mother?” Arvin.

Like a wound that just healed and then scraped back. Arvin's last words made Nara sob. The pain suddenly whipped, shedding with tears.

Nara knows very well. For nearly 2 months, Nara lost her mother. The person she loved most, the one closest to her. Nara is ignored, banished, and dumped in the middle of nowhere. Without communicating with him again.

Nara grew up in a complete family. Feel the love of parents throughout their lives. Suddenly, her parents stopped caring about her. His life is almost dark. Without a lamp on every trip now.

Nara could not imagine if her son would also feel the same darkness. Without present himself in his life later.

Arvin hugged Nara tightly. Feeling Nara's small body trembling as her cries broke. Arvin is well aware of Nara's wounds which lost the warmth of the parents as all these events happened to him. Because of Arvin's mistake.

“I guess I'll be able to take care of the kid alone. But I can't and my love won't be enough. He needs both of us to grow up."

"I love you, please don't let me cheat this alone. I'm just as scared as you are, Ra."

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Can anyone guess what's different about Arvin in this chapter? 😆