Hello Arvin!
Disappointment
His meeting heard Arvin made the fear grow more fertile in Nara's heart. What if she's pregnant? Trouble will get complicated between him and Reza if it happens. Nara is initially very hesitant to accept Reza back, feeling very inappropriate for her.
Reza that night was very distraught looking for the whereabouts of Nara, afraid she was reckless because she broke off the one-sided relationship. Her fear made her realize that much she felt for Nara. It turned out that he could not lose the girl. Now he wants to prove that he is a responsible man, against all his inferiority feelings in order to stay with Nara. He was wrong to have wasted Nara's sincere feelings, never demanding it.
But after the incident at the cafe, Reza felt a change in Nara's attitude. She was quiet, avoided it, and uninspired by their wedding plans. Is it possible that Nara is still angry because of her reckless decision and her wishful attitude? Reza understands that doubts will arise in Nara's heart, so he is determined to prove that this time he can be trusted.
“You are disappointed with me?” tanya Reza looked at Nara who stirred the meatballs in front of her without taste.
“Means?”
“You've been different lately to me. You are disappointed with me for ever saying break up and want to cancel the wedding?”
Nara did not answer, she did not know what her own feelings were like for Reza. He wanted it, but a great fear got in the way of his feelings.
After almost 3 weeks since Arvin asked her if she was pregnant, Nara never once fell asleep. She continued to believe she was fine, not feeling any signs of pregnancy, and still refused to check on her.
Today his heart grew heavier after submitting the registration file to KUA. She could no longer back down from her marriage to Reza.
Please someone tell me that everything will be fine!
“You accept me for who I am, right, Za? Sometimes I make mistakes and disappoint. I think the disappointing is me.”
“What are you doing? What wrong do you do? I was the wrong time. I plan, insecure, make decisions without thinking. You have done a lot for me. Even you are willing to resign from your job. I always accept you for who you are, Ra. Just like you accept me for who I am and repeatedly apologize for my attitude.” Reza replied calmly, reassuring Nara. But as Nara's heart rumbles, Reza has no idea what Nara has done. Did he forgive his mistake?
“Totally?” Ask Nara.
Reza clasped Nara's hand tightly, assuring her that she would always be there for Nara. He promised himself. There is no other way but marriage in front of them. 10 days from now. Their lives will change.
***
Mom is very excited about the wedding of her only daughter. She proudly told everyone at the afternoon recitation that her son would be married in a week. Moreover, the candidate was a good young man who was very close to their family. Although Reza is not a high-income office employee now, his mother is convinced that he is a responsible man.
Reza always tells how he earns money from the internet by selling design services. He also told how his activities as a teacher in one of the private SMK are quite prestigious. Reza can certainly make her daughter happy, even though she does not have a lot of money. Tenacity and hard work Reza made his heart calm to release Nara on the man.
Another case with Nara who is increasingly reluctant to continue her marriage with Reza. The burden did not disappear from his heart. Now he's lazy to move out of his bed. Though today is the last schedule for meetings with WO and all vendors who will help the wedding later.
Why is it that every time you think of marriage, Arvin's words are always ringing? He'll be responsible. Arvin is ready to take responsibility. But Nara was not ready. Not want to marry Arvin let alone pregnant with his child. She continued to believe that she was not pregnant. No changes have happened to his body.
“Kok still goleran that anyway? Don't you want to see WO now?” Her mother said while Nara was still lying casually in her room. Mother then approached him, sitting on the edge of the bed.
“Gak perasa ya daughter mother briefly married again, but once was very small. You're the good one, the same one Reza. I always pray, so you can marry a good man, who loves you.” Now her mother's soft hands caressed Nara's head. His feelings were getting messed up hearing that.
“Bu, I'm afraid.” Lirih.
“I'm afraid of marriage. The more days it feels like I'm not getting married.” His tongue was so twisted, he wanted to say something honest to his mother. What really happened. But a word he can't say. Nara could only say that she was very afraid of this marriage.
“Hussh. You are just stressed because of the long preparation that makes the cape. Why are you afraid of him? Because Reza?”
“I'm afraid if it turns out I fucked my father, mother, and Reza.”
“Why ngecewain. Nara always makes me proud. Mom son is beautiful, pinter, and good.”
“If I turned out I was cheating, mom would still love not the same me?”
“Mother always love you.” Her mother said soothing. “Udah ah shower! Cepetan depart, later to the hunt Reza invited.”
***
For almost an hour they discussed the wedding preparations with WO. This time they decided to meet at a cafe near Nara's house. The cafe he went to with Arvin a few weeks ago. Nara's father insisted on joining the meeting, very excited about the wedding of his daughter. Just wash your eyes and hang out like a young boy in a cafe, he said. Be they set out three using his father's old antelope car.
Nara had not been riding in the old antelope car for a long time, let alone how to drive a bad Reza. Makes her dizzy and nauseous when getting out of the car. During the meeting, Nara found it difficult to concentrate. Moreover, the AC in the indoor is less cold, making Nara hot and sweaty. He continued to fan his face with the draft paper of the arrangement of the event. Dizziness, nausea, heat. It was like taking an economy bus.
Reza and her father constantly talk about their wishes at their wedding. Usually the bride is chatty, but this time it is not. Nara wanted to go home soon because she felt uncomfortable. He agreed and nodded with the proposal of the two men beside him. Until finally after 3 hours of discussion they can formulate wedding preparations later.
BRUUK
Nara suddenly collapsed while standing from her seat. He's unconscious. They saw that Nara was fine. Nara was immediately rushed to the nearest IGD clinic for help. After the act, Nara was conscious. But it must remain there for further observation. Fear that Nara is suffering from a dangerous disease.
The nurses took blood and urine samples, then they waited for the results. Her father and Reza feared that Nara might get typhus or fatigue from the wedding preparations. During the wait, her mother came to the clinic with a panicked face. Seeing the condition of his son who was aware and gradually improving, he became calmer now.
They waited nearly two hours for laboratory results and a doctor's explanation. A young and handsome doctor comes to Nara's bed with 2 nurses following her in the back. He smiled kindly at everyone there who was waiting for Nara.
“Where? What pain, doc?” Ask her mother to worry.
“Nothing. This isn't sick. Normal for pregnant women occasionally fainting. The cause can be because his blood pressure so low due to hormonal factors, dehirasi, or less oxi—”
“Wait what does that mean, doc? Pregnant women?” Reza asked confusedly.
“Loh yes. Her husband's father, right? Nara's mother is pregnant. Here the test result is positive.” The doctor said calmly.
Like lightning striking through a hole. The four people in the IGD were silent to hear the words of the doctor. Nara can hear Arvin's voice again in his ears “Lo ain't pregnant right, Ra?”. This time the answer is clear. It is known by those who fear that Nara is disappointed. But late, they were obviously disappointed in Nara.
His world turned dark instantly.