Hello Arvin!
Again and again

Arvin has completed his stunning performance for almost 1 hour. Today's special set list was chosen by Arvin's friends to let Nara listen to him sing.

Crazy to think about, now Arvin is trying to get the attention of a woman. Though they usually come, alight themselves and barely want to go. But this time it worked, right? Nara also must have been fascinated by her super romantic voice and song offerings.

In the past, he also said that Arvin's performance was cool after watching his music show. Arvin smiled to himself in memory of him. With his guitar, Arvin stepped off the stage. But did not find Nara in her seat.

“Where to, Jar?” Ask Arvin at Ganjar who is still serving drinks orders.

“Back first.”

“Hah?”

“Back first from earlier, Vin. Go straight away. I also call ngeloyor aja.”

Arvin is confused as to exactly what happened until Nara just left. Lest he get sick. She left it seems like it's been a while, so as long as she's on stage, maybe Nara doesn't listen to the song she's been singing.

Ah shit! Especially the wrong one?

It feels like today Arvin didn't do anything wrong that could make Nara badmood. Does he not like his performance on stage?

Arvin's out of the bar. Keep calling to Nara's phone, but there's no answer. It's raining down outside. Arvin is very worried about Nara and her whereabouts.

“Ghofar, did you see my wife?”

“Return. Ride Grab.” The doorkeeper replied.

Arvin ran to where his car was parked. His clothes were almost all wet because it pierced through the heavy rain. But he didn't care, he wanted to go home quickly. He wanted to confirm Nara's condition. The phone keeps Arvin picking over and over again. There was no answer from Nara. Hope nothing happens to him.

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Things don't go according to plan if it's related to Nara. He could suddenly be badmood, suddenly unable to cooperate, and now he suddenly went home without telling Arvin. Makes it emotional. Why is it so hard for them to communicate well. Arvin was very upset with Nara's behavior like this.

“Nara!” Shouted Arvin as he walked into the penthouse. No answer at all.

Arvin circled the living room, walk in closet, kitchen, and room but did not find Nara. The only thing Arvin hasn't seen is the toilet. Sure enough, Nara was there. Sleeping while sitting on the floor, his head drooped leaning against the sitting toilet.

His face looked tired, sweat soaked his hair that was irregularly covered his face. All of Arvin's anger was gone at once seeing Nara's helpless condition. How could he possibly scold Nara right now. Totally bonkers. Up and down his emotions so quickly just by looking at Nara's face alone. Earlier his head was about to explode from anger, the next second everything was dimly switched worries.

“Lo why go home first? Pain?” Said Arvin softly, coming to sit on the floor. Get rid of the wet strands of hair that covered Nara's face.

“Gue wants to die.” Nara said weakly.

Arvin's eyebrows are confused, “Lo why?”

“Gue don't want to continue getting pregnant. I want to die.” Nara straightened her body then started sobbing. Both of his hands now covered his face. His body trembled as the sobbing grew louder.

The vow! Arvin doesn't know what to do to appease Nara like that. For almost a minute, Arvin only saw the woman in front of him decay with grief that Arvin did not understand.

What's up again? Why is he like this? Did something happen?

Although Nara always refuses and hates her touch, this time Arvin has no choice but to embrace Nara. His fragile thin body he embraced with all his heart. Hope he doesn't break away.

Arvin could only feel his feet tingling and his shirt wet with Nara's tears. His crying stopped, changing into a sound of slow and calm breathing. Nara fell asleep as needed. For the first time.

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At 02:30 Arvin usually starts waking up. Now in the jam he has opened his eyes, like he has been on the set of natural alarm in his body.

How not, almost exactly the hour every day Nara will disturb him. Have him cook something out of hunger, or wake him up in a fuss because of stomach cramps or want to vomit.

But this time no, Nara slept quietly next to him. Still hugging Arvin, not taking him off since he was laid in the mattress.

Arvin watched Nara's sleeping face. Peaceful and beautiful. It should be like this every day. It would all be easier for them, if there was no drama and debate until they parted ways.

Thinking about the breakup that would last a few months from now, made Arvin a little unwilling. I don't know.

Deep in his heart he wanted to raise their two children. Maybe it is not because of united love, but at least survive for their child. Arvin knows how much Nara hates him. There's no way this girl has feelings for him.

Arvin brought his face closer, peeking softly at Nara's lips briefly. It was hard to ignore those beautiful pink lips. Nara didn't wake up at all. Arvin was relieved and smiled his mischievous smile.

Again, it might be okay.

Arvin kissed her again. Somewhat long. Then noticed Nara's fear of waking up. But he's still asleep. Tumbens. Though he was very easy to wake up even because of the small movements of Arvin though, then angry at him.

Once more. Arvin was curious.

The kiss this time was longer and more intense. Her tongue began to wildly guerrillaize Nara's lips. Longtime. Gentler. Arvin has lost control.

She grabbed Nara's face and continued to kiss her aggressively. His hands began to move to his waist, tucking into the t-shirt Nara was wearing.

Arvin could feel Nara's soft, warm back skin. Dropped many times. Arvin loved the sensation when he touched Nara's yoke. Like an electric shock that makes him shocked and comfortable.

Damnit damnit!

Arvins! Control yourself!

Instantly Arvin let go of all his touches. Stay away from Nara who is now writhing uncomfortably in her sleep. But he fell asleep again.

Arvin almost did something dangerous. He immediately threw cold water on his head. Calm his mind that was running everywhere. He did not want to take advantage of Nara's miserable moment for the sake of his wish.

Arvin chose to lie down on the sofa. Avoiding himself from his suddenly uncontrollable desires. Damnit damnit! Why is it so hard to fall back asleep.

If it continues like this. Arvin is convinced that one day he will lose his sanity.