Hello Arvin!
Don't Be Afraid

Supposedly after that hot night of struggle, relationships will lead to good things and be more romantic. Arvin's guess is wrong. Last night he couldn't shake the feeling of resentment in his heart. While Nara became silent. They slept on each other's backs, as if nothing had happened before.

Until the morning before Nara remained silent. Even until they returned to Jakarta Nara did not say anything to him.

Arvin's anger had subsided, he had not thought about the events of last night anymore, which failed tremendously. What did Arvin expect? Though clearly venting his desire is the last thing on his list to take Nara's heart.

Arvin's in a hurry. It's always like that. Or is it Nara who has a hard time opening her heart and letting Arvin conquer her? He doesn't know which answer. Now most clearly visible is Nara's reluctance to make up with Arvin.

His heart is tired. Why is it so hard to get Nara's heart? Why couldn't he tear down the wall of hatred built high to separate them?

Just now he was happy with the intimacy of their relationship, now it was already spoiled. Nara chose to roll herself back in silence and abandonment.

“Now I'm wrong what else until you don't want to talk to me?” Said Arvin tired, after 2 full days silenced wordlessly by Nara.

Nara just shook her head. He doesn't know what to talk about with Arvin. He doesn't understand how to explain it. His heart was completely unsettled after that night.

Everything was out of control and his plan. Nara is terrified of acting that far, letting Arvin explore her body again, and she enjoys it. Nara felt guilty for herself.

“You can't if every time there's the same problem I'm doing it like this. Not talking and finding solutions. I don't understand where I am, Ra. Is it because of yesterday's problems in Bandung?”

“No more talking yesterday.” Nara refused to talk about it. He wanted to forget and change the time so that he would not do that uncontrollable act again. Impossible indeed.

Nara moved from the dining table. But Arvin kept him from sitting there by clutching Nara's wrist.

“Sit! Obrolin this problem until it's settled!” Arvin's orders were firm.

Nara sat back down, shrinking her seat. Staring at the clear dining table surface. He wanted to be left alone now instead of being interrogated like this. His mind was boisterous, unable to think anything.

An uncomfortable atmosphere of silence emerged between them. Arvin looked at Nara who was still unwilling to open her mouth, explaining what had happened to her. He snorted in annoyance after some time had passed still the same as that.

“I'm sorry.” Arvin said resigned, although he did not understand his fault where. Nara approves of all the things Arvin did that night, he also asks permission first, and stops when Nara is reluctant to continue. Arvin also did not start attacking Nara as before. Where is the fault now?

“I'm sorry for the mood. I know you don't want to admit it to me. Next time I won't like it again.” Arvin continued, although with all his heart to reduce anger and resentment because it feels unfair.

Arvin will feel guilty and responsible when all the events are his fault. But what happened at that time was not his fault.

“Lo is not wrong, Vin.” Nara opened her voice.

“Terus why do you mediemin and ngehindarin me continue? I guess after this I have a chance to build a good relationship with you. Why does it feel like I should start all over again?” Arvin said honestly. Everything he does is in vain.

Nara looks at Arvin, trying to find the right answer to answer all of Arvin's questions and questions for herself.

What did you feel about Arvin?

Right now he was still afraid to open his heart to Arvin. That night his instincts were like guiding himself. There's a part of Nara that wants Arvin. That guy is so foreign.

Nara does not like the feelings caused when she was with Arvin. Complicated. Until now Nara believed such complicated feelings were not love. Hence Nara avoids Arvin, blocking all feelings that arise when being near him.

“Gue fear.” Nara's reply was weak. His gaze dimmed while playing his fingers agitatedly. “Gue is afraid to have the same feeling lo.” Honestly follow.

“Why?” Tanya Arvin frowned confusedly. That was the goal from the beginning, right? It made Nara fall for him. But now he blatantly rejected it.

“Gue can not and do not want to have the same feeling you. Yesterday and the previous. I don't know why I'm doing it.” Nara's mind was tired, she didn't want to discuss it anymore with Arvin. By saying this maybe Arvin will understand that he does not want to continue the conversation.

No. gabe. Nara must have feelings for him too. She knew that night Nara wanted to give her heart to Arvin. But something still held his heart until now.

“You still haven't apologized to me until now, Ra? You still think I ruined your life? Have you failed in marriage? Make your parents' relationship ruined, is that it? That's why you deny your own feelings, right?” Attack Arvin upset.

Nara did not answer. He did not deny what Arvin said.

“Genesis yesterday is proof that you actually have the same feelings as me, right? But you choose to keep lying to yourself like this. By way of evading, with diemin me.”

“Gue doesn't want to talk about this anymore, Vin. Please stop!” Nara said evasive, she moved from her seat to the toilet.

“This discussion will be fine, Ra. I don't like it in diemin.”

Arvin chases after Nara, stopping her from locking herself in the toilet by keeping the door open.

“Gue doesn't understand how I feel. Everything's complicated. Love me time, Vin. Lo says we go slowly. Don't make me like gini.” Nara said hysterically, her tears were shed. He was very frustrated with his own heart and feelings.

“So I have to how do I keep you, Ra? You get me that, don't want real communication, lie to yourself. Then we want to go slowly kayak how?” Force Arvin. He does not want to tolerate all of Nara's behavior anymore.

“Ga can, Vin. I'm scared.” Nara started to sob. Head dizzy. He can't be ordinary anymore towards Arvin after the incident that night. Now all he does is want to avoid and not be disturbed.

Arvin pushed the toilet door wide open. Nara was falling and almost fell. But Arvin soon catches Nara's left wrist and waist. Then corner it into the washbasin cabinet.

“You should be afraid why the hell, Ra? Don't be afraid to feel the same way about me. I won't leave you, I will take responsibility for your life and that of our baby. You will not live in lack. I will love you all, including my heart for you.”

Arvin looked at Nara's watery eyes filled with tears. He grabbed her face and landed a soft kiss on Nara's lips.

Arvin doesn't like to be rejected. Never experienced rejection by any woman in her entire life. This time he would not accept the rejection from Nara. Although he had wanted to give up because of the attitude of Nara that he did not understand, but now Arvin wants to continue it again. Forcing Nara to love him. Arvin was upset and impatient.

“You don't hate or fear. You're stumped. That complicated feeling you share with me is love, Ra.” Whisper Arvin as he let go of his kiss.

“Ngga. No.” Nara Struggles.

“So why did you mention me then, Ra? Now you want to, right?”

Arvin's hand revealed the skirt Nara was wearing. Touching his fingers to his smooth thighs. Strain it up. Touching the part of the body that is still closed internally. Nara gasps.

“Arvin! Stopit! Please, don't think gini!” Pinta Nara is desperate. His hands were trying to get Arvin out of his body. The feeling rippled violently when Arvin started swiping his fingers there. Make the part immediately wet. His knees became weak.

“Don't get me. If not, I will do worse than this.” Threatens Arvin and releases Nara and leaves.

Leaving Nara with a strange feeling. His body was trembling. Fear, fear, and pleasure that he could not explain.

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1 Chapter only. The author is busy wehehe