Hello Arvin!
Let go
Arvin immediately took care of all the needs of their vacation to Japan. He always said after moving to Australia, it felt like every day was a honeymoon. But it seems for Nara not, because Arvin all year was also busy working as usual. The honeymoon for Nara is a vacation together without thinking about work. This time, the trip can be considered as a honeymoon.
They will stay for a few days at Panorama Niseko, one of the best villas in the famous ski area of Niseko, Hokkaido. They come in winter so that the ski area there is quite crowded. They also tried this activity.
Arvin is already very good at snowboarding, but this is the first time Nara has done it. Fortunately Arvin hired a special trainer who helped Nara practice snowboarding.
For 3 hours Nara trained hard to balance her slide on the slopes around Niseko. After being proficient enough, then Nara can do a slide down the slope with enough confidence. Although not an expert, he was quite proud of this ability.
By nightfall, they drive to a restaurant around the villa that sells one of the nabe's soup menus, namely turtle soup. In addition to sea turtles, some vegetables such as mushrooms and cabbage.
Although this food is not typical of the Hakkaido area, Arvin insisted to try it. Even make reservations before leaving for Japan for this strange food, because of its expensive price and limited availability.
“I don't want to eat this, I'm afraid,” said Nara when the support was presented at the table. He chose to eat the very distinctive crab nabe around Hokkaido.
“Why? This food is rare and hard to eat. From the first if I go to Japan really want to eat this.” Arvin began to eat the support of his order, then reacted with great joy after tasting it. “Enak. The meat is soft.” Continued commenting.
Nara only watched Arvin with a strange look, between amused and disgusted. Although the shape is visible like ordinary fish soup, but Nara knows that the ingredients used are not unusual for her.
“Jijik. Why do you want to eat this? I want to go to the ramen place to eat that you know?”
“This is a very good food consumed by men. According to the Japanese, this food can increase the stamina of men in bed.” Answer Arvin casually.
Nara immediately coughed in shock, quickly Arvin thrusting a glass of water to Nara who seemed to be misbehaving because of Arvin's words.
“Kok until choking that anyway? Shocked huh? I have to prepare for battle later.” Arvin chuckled at Nara's strange-looking expression looking at him. “You want a honeymoon like this, why not fun?” Continue to feed back to the mouth.
“Contracts of kayak gini aja preparationnya much.”
“Ya clear dong. The boss has not been raging for a long time. It's time for you to get him.”
Nara immediately shuddered to hear Arvin's request. This man if given a little chance related to bed problems will be very excited. From the first his behavior has not changed, even more so.
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Nara walks into a special room in the villa, where their private indoor and outdoor onsen are located. He was just wearing a towel that he wrapped around his armpits. Arvin was already soaking in a hot tub outside the room, staring at the view of the mountain that already looks dark.
“I don't want to be outside. Cold.” Nara spoke through the slit of the door she opened slightly.
They had done something like this before when Nara was pregnant, strangely for almost 2 years they never tried it again. Though more opportunities to soak together and do naughty things like they used to do in the old apartment bathtub.
All the things they once did were painful to repeat now. Nara hates her memories of the aquarium, whereas in Sydney they live close to SEA LIFE Aquarium. Nara will hate rainy days, because it reminds her of her three vacation in Bandung. Nara hates museums, takes a bath with Arvin, watches music shows, and watches Arvin play music. Nara hates the world and all the things that remind her of the moment she went through while pregnant. That's how he thought it first.
This time Nara had already set her heart to let go of all her hatred. All the three of them moments should he take care of in his mind, as unforgettable memories. The moments in which Alyosha united her heart with Arvin, and perhaps all those memories were part of the great task of her being in the world. Arvin and Nara find each other.
“The wound is so ugly huh?” Nara said as she took off her towel and joined the onsen with Arvin. The cross-sectional wound that had now dried up, but made a strange scratch on his stomach always made his heart seem to be pierced with paints. Nara also becomes less confident whenever dealing with Arvin without clothes.
Arvin pulls Nara's arm to get her close. He touched the wound with his thumb before holding Nara.
“You've told me a thousand times like that in front of me. But I won't be bosen to say that your wounds are not ugly, all the things about you look beautiful to me.”
“I'll say this over and over again and you don't get bored of continuing to fight for a lifetime.”
“All the wounds that women get fitting to fight to be a mother I think is beautiful, a kind of sign that they are great people. Wounds that look like gini or what they keep in the heart. So I won't bosen gombalin you and say that you are beautiful.”
Arvin scoops Nara's face and kisses her, feeling every inch of her body in her arms. The warm water they are in makes their body temperature increase, including making the desire to link together and unite their bodies.
All the touches and warm kisses make the narrow room crowded with moans and the sound of water falling from the bathtub. The two men are now releasing endorphins through a union.
The game continues on the sofa, in the living room, in the room, even on the dining table in the small pantry of their rented villa. For a whole week, they enjoyed their time together. Linking as if never bored to unite with each other.
They're not even newlyweds. But every time they met face-to-face, the desire to fuse their bodies could not be restrained. This time they aim to enjoy each other's togetherness alone, before new residents appear who fill their days later.
“Vin, you know not since we settle the items we buy for our children there are items that I never willing to love to people and goods that I keep until now?” Nara said on her last night in Hokkaido.
Arvin knitted his brows in confusion.
“I'm still keeping my pregnancy journal and the shoes we bought at the mall back then. I keep carrying it in the bag every day for 2 years, maybe this is also the reason why I have been unable to be sincere and continue to be guilty. I hate every moment that tells me about my pregnancy, because I'm an evil mother. But strangely I even keep simple things that ngingetin me about it.”
Nara was now shedding tears, but her heart was somehow very relieved after saying so. Arvin wipes Nara's tears and holds her.
“Sorry I still can't let go of many things, even though I said I want to restart.”
“Nothing, simple. The shoe was our first gift to Alyosha and your journal is our track record if she ever existed. Starting a new one does not mean always wasting old memories. I also want Alyosha to always have a special place in our lives. But later simple at home yes, do not take it anywhere.”