
Keysa stared blankly at the table in front of him. Her watery eyes could not bear her crying and sadness. The more days his mother's condition worsened.
The thing Keysa wants right now is to see her mother happy and make her wish come true. But he can't do it alone. There's Arvin who needs to be involved in the business. While the man was already very far from his reach.
“Actually your mother's condition is like how the hell?” Tanya Arvin who joined the hospital cafeteria table with Keysa. He brought 2 cups of hot coffee and stored one of them in front of Keysa.
“Mother has complications, Vin. Yesterday the sugar was high until unconsciousness. When examined, the doctor said the mother also had stage 4 kidney failure. Now he has to wash his blood 2 times a week. If it's this bad, the doctor can not give hope that the mother will live long.”
Arvin leaned his back against the plastic chair. Sympathetic to the circumstances of Kaysa and his mother. Keysa's mother was already part of her life, one of the people who gave her the parental affection she didn't get when she was a teenager. They're very close.
“You're not short of money, are you, Key?” Arvin wanted to help despite not knowing what he could provide other than financial support.
Keysa smiled bitterly, “Make the current cost of care covered by insurance from my office. But I don't know for later, I want to resign for nemenin mom to medicate.”
“I will bear all your mother's medical expenses. Do not quit your job. I'll send someone to take care of your mother, too. Don't worry.”
“Still, Vin.” Keysa smiled with relief.
Arvin has always been good. Very good to him. Although sometimes he is too honest and difficult to control his harsh comments on others. But Arvin is always easy to empathize with the difficulties of those around him.
People have loved Arvin for a long time. He is very popular, not only because of his handsome face and position as Chairman of OSIS, but many other things that are amazing from him. Keysa's the one who's always admired that guy.
One day Keysa ventured to express his feelings for Arvin, unexpectedly accepting him. From then on, their love and friendship story begins. Keysa accompanied Arvin in the worst moments of his life when his grandmother died. Keysa also existed when Arvin continued to fight with his father who wanted him to study abroad and replace his position later.
Keysa has been around until now. Although not as a lover. Their love story is not that smooth. They always break up for trivial reasons. During the break up, Arvin usually randomly receives the girls who approach him. Then disconnect them when bored or too many demands.
In the end Arvin will come back to her again. As it continues until they break up because Keysa is always impatient with the status of their relationship. Ask for marriage all the time. But Arvin never gave a certainty.
Keysa still hopes Arvin will come back to her as he often does. Especially hearing about Arvin's wife who never loved him and only forced to marry him because there are children to be maintained.
Keysa had high hopes for their separation. But Arvin instead moved to pursue the woman. Doing things she never did for any woman she was dating, including Keysa. The more days it feels hope to return with Arvin to be lost. But strangely he still came, for the reason of meeting his mother.
“Vin, I want happyin mom.” Keysa said, then paused his sentence “I want him to calm down not thinking about my future again if suddenly died. I want to ignore the expectations of mother with marriage with you.”
Arvin knitted his brows, and prepared to open his mouth. “Arvin denger first!” Prevent Keysa. Know Arvin will comment on his words, “Marriage-free series. Just pretending. You don't have to be my husband if you don't want to, the important thing is that you know that I'm married to you.”
“But he doesn't love you, does he, Vin? I'm horrified from the kids that you keep chasing him so he can have the same feelings as you. Until now he couldn't, right?”
“I must continue with him, there is my son in his stomach.”
“He doesn't love you, Vin! Take him off and bring his son. I can take care of your son!” Keysa was impatient. He's lost his mind. He wants Arvin, for himself and his mother's happiness.
“Key, I think you understand because you know what my relationship is with mom and mom. My son should be raised with his birth mother. Nara may not love me, but she loves her son. And I don't have a problem with that.”
Arvin knows Nara can't possibly hate her own son. Even though he tried to break it. Now he accepted the boy growing up.
He diligently took vitamins given by doctors without Arvin to supervise, he always pay attention to his food intake even though the food is not liked, he said, she always seemed happy when she heard her baby's heartbeat when she went to the doctor, she kept all the results of the USG in her pregnancy journal. Now Nara is also more diligent in taking online classes for the health of pregnant women and children. If not for love, then what?
Arvin knew very well that Nara wanted her baby to be born healthy. He has also said he will take care of her with Arvin. That's enough. Although Arvin is getting greedy wanting Nara to also notice his feelings. Arvin wants Nara to fall in love with him too, just like he fell in love with the baby he was still having.
Throughout his life, Arvin avoided talking about marriage. He was afraid that he would be as evil as his father would be. But with Nara marriage is imperative, as is replacing her father in the company. Over time, it doesn't feel bad to live. Although sometimes heavy and annoying.
Now she is faced with Keysa's coercions of wanting a relationship that is more than just a friend. Arvin can't. His unfortunate feelings for Keysa would not have led him to assume his cursed destiny as the third man of his marriage.
“You love him, Vin?”
Arvin nodded.
“More than dear you same me?”
“I love you guys in a different way. I love you as a family, as an old friend, and as someone I care about. The same with Nara. I love him because I want to live with him, and raise the kids.”
“I can also live with you and raise your son, Vin.”
“Key, I don't want to talk about this anymore. Pleases. I just want to help you and your mom. Not to marry again or marry you. Please don't misunderstand me with my help. I can't leave my wife.”
Keysa can't take it yet. He still wanted to make my mother's wish come true before she died. With Arvin his mother will be happy. With Arvin his life will also be happy. Keysa is sure Arvin will be happy with him too. Compared to women who don't love him.
Suddenly hatred appeared in her. Why should that woman make Arvin feel moved? Why did she marry Arvin? Keysa should be in that position right now. Only he understands Arvin and all his past injuries. Not the shitty girl who teases Arvin.