Hello Arvin!
Anger

Arvin's confused looking for Nara everywhere. He's circling all the rooms in his penthouse. But I can't find Nara anywhere. Panic overpowers Arvin.

Nara may not escape. Lest he actually knew last night he was seeing Keysa.

Every second Arvin was getting more and more unable to control his panic. He walked towards the walk in closet, all of Nara's belongings and clothes were still there. The neat arrangement filled almost half the place. Nara couldn't have escaped without her clothes, right? A little relief gushed in his heart.

Arvin has been calling Nara's cell phone non-stop. Although it always ends with a voice “Sorry the number you contacted did not answer” from the phone carrier. His hope soared when somehow my phone call finally lifted.

“Halo Nara, where are you?” Tanya Arvin hastily.

“Halo, Mr Arvin? This Bi Marni.” Answer the voice over there.

“Where's nara? How is the phone with Bi Marni? Why didn't you pick up my phone?”

“Quiet, Sir. Calm down first.” The reply calmed Arvin who brushed off many questions, “This is us again at IGD—“

“Kok can be on IGD? Nara why?”

“So this morning when I came, Neng Nara had the same stomach ache and headache, he said. I have compress the anget kayak first but it does not work even more pain. We went to IGD. Now it's okay. Neng Nara again sleeping abis can treatment.”

“Kok Bi Marni didn't call me anyway?”

“Kata Neng Nara is not needed. Tell the phone of the security guard below to ask for help so quickly. Afraid why-why wait for Mr. Arvin to come home.”

“Still yes, Bi. I'm there now.”

F*ck!

Arvin continues to curse in his heart, cursing himself for forgetting to call Nara all night and not knowing that his own wife is sick. He left Nara alone in pain. If only Bi Marni had not come to work this morning, Nara might not have survived.

But why didn't Nara search and contact her when she wasn't feeling well? Arvin disappeared all night. Is it because he didn't have time to think about Arvin in pain? Not likely. This strange feeling troubled his heart.

After arriving at the IGD, Arvin went to the care doctor and asked for his explanation regarding Nara's condition and made sure nothing serious happened to Nara and her baby. After getting the doctor's explanation, Arvin was relieved because his condition had improved. Although the doctor provides a referral to check with the obstetrician later.

“Doctor's word doesn't need to be treated. Just observation only a few hours already can go home.” Bi Marni said as Arvin approached them. Then sit on one of the chairs near Nara's bed. He looked at his wife who was asleep.

“Tadi mornings Nara in so much pain huh?” Tanya Arvin regrets her stupidity for leaving Nara. He should have come home soon after Keysa's family arrived.

Arvin hasn't known since when Nara was sick. It might have been a long time before Bi Marni had come to her aid. Arvin won't forgive himself if something happens to Nara and her womb.

“Iya, I had a panic also fitting Neng Nara crying stomach ache even though I had compress.”

“Still nolongin, Bi.”

“Iya.” Reply Bi Marni, “Pak Arvin is okay, right? How do you like that ketapkan? Work until lack of sleep? Take a rest while sleeping here. If there's anything I'll tell you.” Bi Marni continued when she saw eye bags twitching in Arvin's eyes.

After hearing that Arvin just realized his body felt very tired and dizzy. Since then, he has only focused on panic when he found out that Nara was in the hospital. To forget that all night did not have time to fall asleep because it accompanied Keysa and took care of his mother's funeral.

Difficulty starting to calm down. Arvin felt sleepy all of a sudden. Not so long Arvin also fell asleep in the chair, next to Nara's bed.

...****************...

“You don't want me to run out of nowhere last night?”

Nara leaned on several pillows while stroking her stomach which still felt tight. Although it wasn't as painful this morning. After 6 hours in the IGD, he was allowed to go home. Now he's in the room feeling awkward when dealing with Arvin.

Last night she couldn't control herself to keep crying. His feelings are hurt when Arvin goes to see Keysa. Without saying anything to her, Arvin left with just a phone call. Even at night like yesterday.

His heart rumbled great. Nara did not understand why she could see Arvin with another woman. Nara knew long ago that Arvin was still in a relationship with his ex-girlfriend. Storing his memory neatly, even in his mobile photo gallery.

Somehow Arvin was irritated to hear Nara's indifference. It's as if she disappeared from Nara's world won't matter.

“You know where I really am?”

Nara did not answer. Just exhaling a loud breath. Annoyed by Arvin's behavior. His stomach suddenly stiffens back considering Arvin left for the night with Keysa.

It sucks!

“I finished nemenin Keysa. His mother went to the ICU and died last night, I stayed there until morning. I'm sorry I didn't tell you first. You were asleep, so I didn't wake up.”

This is one of the many reasons Nara often stops herself from falling for Arvin. She's a female player. Unbelievable. Easily make a promise to him. He still sympathizes with other women like that.

“Oh. Is he okay staying? Though now he definitely needs lo bang.” Nara said cynically.

“You don't care if I go all night and meet another girl?”

“Ngga. Wh why? You hope I care what you do and get jealous, so?” Nara told a lie.

Arvin was troubled by Nara's words. His uneasy feeling from the morning when he did not see the notification from Nara made him disappointed. Arvin wanted Nara to feel jealous. Just little. But there was no feeling at all. Why is it that when Arvin feels close to Nara, suddenly he always pulls himself back? It was as if he had never given her hope a while ago.

Ja.

Arvin hopes Nara is jealous and angry with him alone. Compared to being indifferent like now. It made his heart uncomfortable and worthless.

They remained silent for quite a while. Arvin regulated his emotions by breathing regularly. Eliminate the fret and disappointment that repeatedly hit him.

Nara felt a rumble in her heart growing louder hearing Arvin easily say meet other women. Like without regret. Like all that is natural. He wanted to scream right now.

“Low is your mind. Great feeling that makes other people have to feel jealous and need your help? He's feeding that big ego of yours by calling you fitting he needs? You feel like a hero, right?” Nara's words broke the silence.

It feels like exploding. He's been keeping all his stuffy feelings from nightfall. Feel the pain until crying until morning. Now he can't control it anymore.

“What do you mean say like that?”

“If you easily come to him because he needs lo. You should have chased him, Vin. Don't even keep making me feel the same you, pretentious attention to me, and ngobral lo promise if I can be happy. Nyesel I had time to believe the same talk lo!” Nara began to be unable to stop herself and her words. Her tears were falling uncontrollably.

No. gabe. No. gabe.

Arvin was wrong.

Nara jealous.

He began to speak quickly and vent his anger and annoyance. Arvin smiled at the glance feeling victorious. It.l! He shouldn't be like this.

“Nara relax first.” Arvin stopped the sobbing Nara, and tried to hug her. Nara brushed off Arvin's hand and distanced her body.

“If you are serious about me and want to live with me. Why do you go and prioritize other girls?”

“I'm sorry. I was wrong.”

“Gue can't believe you, Vin!”

Arvin hugged Nara who was still emotional and sobbed. Everything feels confusing. He is both happy and sorry. Arvin shouldn't have come to see Keysa. But why would Arvin be happy to see Nara's reaction now?