Hello Arvin!
Why Cry?

After getting tired around the mall, buy a few pieces of clothes and bags. Nara decided to rest and have dinner at Kempideli. One of the bake shop that serves a lot of types of bread, pastries, cakes, to pasta and sandwiches. Back when he was working, his friends would bring him here after work. Gossiping and telling stories about office people. An activity that Nara really misses.

Nara has no friends to tell her now, her life is isolated because of the shame of being pregnant out of wedlock. He cut off all his friendships with his old office people.

Maybe now they also already know the rumors about Nara and Arvin. Judging by how difficult Arvin's position is to face the top pretenders there, Nara believes his subordinates have swallowed up Arvin's scandal with him.

Surprisingly now Nara was not so afraid of all that. Shame and stranger because of the bad deeds in the past and also her pregnancy, one by one the feelings she tried to fight.

As his mother said, everyone has their shame and mistakes in the past. Nara realized her life was not so bad when she told him about the gossip of the top officials in the office to Arvin. Everyone is the same, as immoral as him.

They live life as usual again, after blasphemy and scorn. It will all pass. Life will go on and Nara deserves to enjoy it. This time Nara wanted to become stronger and bolder as well. Like Arvin who always looks fine even though the world around him is as destroyed as Nara.

“This chicken finger sandwich, minestrone soup with garlic bread, green tea black sesame roll, orange juice and green bliss mocktail. Please enjoy.” Said the waiter kindly while serving the food that Nara and Arvin ordered.

“Gue kangen very similar food here.” Nara said excitedly, looking cheerfully staring at the dish in front of her.

Arvin smiled watching, lately Nara's mood is so good. She also feels a lot of changes in Nara's behavior, more attention and understanding to her. Is it possible that since Nara had already gone through a difficult first trimester, hormonal changes during early pregnancy made her more explosive than she is now, which looks healthier and cheerful.

“Do you like to eat here?”

“Hmm.dulu. Same office management.”

“You're not in contact with them anymore? Ajakin dong gathers again. Let you not be bored in the apartment continue.”

“Create what? They're our fitting office buildings in good condition, when we're in a scandal like I'm now. They must be the first to pick and find the gossip. You don't know how much I hate the same. Eh suddenly I'm pregnant with your child and marry you. How won't it be gossip material try?” Nara then feeds a full spoonful of her minestrone soup into her mouth.

“Oh. So you got me from behind?”

“Iya. Do you not want how nyebelinya lo work? The prankster, talking about the origin of the plash, likes to snap, likes at will. I really am not fit to be my boss. I have never had a boss smilebelin lo.” Nara grumbled in annoyance.

“But now no, right? You saw what I really was like. handsome, cool, pinter, fine, attention, husband dream—”

“Tits, untidy, pervert, laborer, deceiver, playboy.” Cut Nara.

Arvin laughed before feeding back his sandwich. “You really do not mind coming to his wedding Mr Akmal? Will there be a lot of your office? If you do not want to come there is also okay.” Tanya Arvin was worried.

Nara suddenly agreed to join the wedding of the son of one of the top Aditama Corp. he instead happily offered to accompany Arvin. Now he is even very excited to shop for the event to look beautiful. Arvin was astonished himself.

“Nothing really. My origin lo nemenin like fitting dinner with the family lo it. I can't keep hiding. Let you also not be more insulted by them because of the kayak event is alone.”

Arvin propped up his chin on one hand and then looked at Nara with a smile, “I'll be right next to you. Don't worry.”

“Gue again eat yes. Don't make me nauseous as you are. Disgust!”

“What is it like?”

“Ayang ayang's. Stop mamggil like that. Amused me with it.” Nara said while shuddering.

“If you don't want to be called ayang.. My love's? Darling's? Honey?”

“Uh please stop. Disgustedly. My ears can bleed.” Whine Nara while holding her ears with both hands.

“Do not do that either. Ordinary, I don't want to seem very fond of lo.”

“Oh so you now like me?”

Nara was silent for a few seconds, “Who said?” Ask the wrong behavior.

“You. Just now.” Reply Arvin calmly.

“Do not talk much. More meal.”

Nara lowered her eyes on the garlic bread and dipped it in the soup. Arvin continued to look at the misbehaved Nara with a smile. I don't know when Nara will be honest with her feelings. Just like this is enough for now.

There are still many things that he must go through to get Nara's heart completely, one of which makes Nara can forgive and eliminate the fear of starting a romantic relationship with him.

“If I want to see to people if I like you.” Whisper Arvin while leaning his body forward. Then a short kiss on Nara's lips.

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Nara does not want to sleep yet, she is still reading the romantic novel she just bought this afternoon with Arvin while in the mall. Her story is interesting and gets her washed away. Nara loves the male characters in the novel.

Surprisingly what he imagined was the face of Arvin. Every time the male figure started to let out a strange and funny flutter. Nara was like seeing Arvin do it for her. It made Nara lose her focus on reading.

In addition to buying her books, new clothes, and bags and shoes, Arvin also bought her a beautiful ring that now adorned her fingers on Nara's left hand.

Jean Schlumberger's Tiffany & Co collection includes platinum rings with diamonds and sapphires. Nara liked him very much and kept looking at him from earlier.

When Nara was busy looking at her fingers using the expensive and beautiful ring, there was a sound of vibration from Arvin's cell phone that he kept on the nightstand. Nara doesn't care. But the phone continues to vibrate causing a noise that is quite disturbing.

Arvin's still in the bathroom, cleaning himself up. Nara shifts from her seat, picks up Arvin's phone, then sees the caller's name on the screen. It's the second time Nara has seen this name on Arvin's phone. But this time his heart suddenly ached instantly.

‘Keysa’

That's what it says there. Making Nara instantly silent and do not know what to think. Nara almost forgets that neither she nor Arvin still have an unresolved past. They still hold close to those who have filled their hearts in the past.

Nara heard the sound of the door opening. Quickly Nara saved the phone that was still vibrating on the device, then lay down pretending to be asleep. I don't know why he had to pretend like he was now. Showing indifference to the call, while his heart was currently turning heartless.

Arvin who had just finished the shower came into the room. The ravishing scent of soap ventured into the air as he entered. Nara could kiss him even from afar and turn her back.

“Your mother is now handled? Who are you there?” Arvin said sounding frantically speaking on the phone. “Ya I've been there now.” Further.

Without saying goodbye or explaining anything to Nara, Arvin immediately came out of the room and rushed to Keysa. Nara could hear the sound of the penthouse door closing with a beep from the automatic door handle. Without a word Arvin leaves Nara to fulfill Keysa's call.

Nara shouldn't feel like this. He hasn't given his heart to Arvin either. Why feel disappointed when Nara has no feelings for Arvin?

Iya, kan? Seharusnya begitu, kan?

But why did her tears suddenly drop and she started sobbing alone?