Hello Arvin!
(Not) First Night

Nara still remembers the last time she was there. The panic, fear, and pain he felt mixed into one. Early in the morning Nara collected her clothes scattered in the room somewhere. All of that is still being recorded by him. At this time Nara was standing awkwardly by the door, reluctant to enter the Arvin penthouse.

Now she has to stay alone with Arvin, who knows what he can do to her.

“Ngapain anyway lo stand there? Want cosplay to be a welcome statue?” Arvin asked after transporting Nara's belongings and keeping them on his walk in closet.

“Gue don't want same room lo.”

“My apartment has only 1 room. Don't bother lo.”

Nara stepped into the bedroom, picked up a pillow and a blanket and threw it on the sofa.

“Lo sleeps on sofa.”

“Dih ogah's. This is my apartment, why do I sleep on a sofa?”

“Terus lo want so this pregnant girl sleeps on the sofa?”

“So you don't want me to talk about your pregnancy. It's my turn to use your pregnancy card let me recede. Ogah ah, anyway we sleep in the room.”

“Gue do not want to decet-deket same lo, let alone the same room lo. One more, don't touch me!” Snapping Nara then went into the room and locked her up.

Everything about this room reminds Nara of that shitty night. The sight of the flickering lights from the large window facing straight to the bed made his mind gloomy. For her entire life, Nara will not forget the day that her will was taken for granted by Arvin.

Unknowingly tears came down her cheeks. Nara sat on the bed, sobbing. Feeling sad, lonely, scared, and confused. His world was like a somersault overnight. He was eager to go home, feeling the mattress in his warm and comfortable room. She was eager to get back with Reza, this time Nara would hug her tightly. But all those wishes he could never make. Her parents have already expelled her, leaving Nara to stay with Arvin and Reza will never forgive her. For several hours Nara continued to cry, rolling herself under the blanket until she fell asleep.

***

The atmosphere was completely deserted and unfamiliar when Nara woke up. The digital clock on the nightstand shows at 00:15, already past midnight. The hunger that wrapped around her stomach suddenly Nara felt, waking her from a deep sleep.

He felt sorry for refusing Arvin's offer to eat this afternoon. Damnit damnit! If Nara had not been upset and proud of Arvin, she would have eaten him. Now Nara desperately wants to eat the I fu noodles that Arvin ordered for her, or whatever. Nara was so hungry that her stomach hurt.

After considering for quite a while, Nara walked out of the room. The kitchen and the middle room are quite dark. Just the light from the kitchen set. Arvin was sleeping on the couch, wearing a plain grey t-shirt and black pants, curled up behind a blanket. Every time I saw Arvin's face, it was only a pique that Nara had in her heart.

Immediately set foot into the kitchen looking for anything that can be eaten, biscuits, fruit, or anything that can save the scream of his stomach is very hungry. But none can be found. There are only a few bottles of cold water in the fridge. With Nara closing it.

Why does Arvin live like this? Did he never eat? Why do you look like a vagabond and a lack of people?

Nara approached Arvin who was soundly asleep on the sofa. Puckered her lips when she saw her husband's annoying face. Peaceful, quiet, comfortable. Arvin shouldn't have felt it all. He should be as miserable as Nara. A loud clap of Nara landed on Arvin's arm. Climbed by the sudden slap, Arvin awoke. Her eyes stare around and see Nara sitting on the small sofa next to her.

“Ngapain anyway lo?” Asked Arvin annoyed.

“Gue laper.” Nara replied with a frown, her hands folded, her eyes staring fiercely at Arvin.

“Gue layer. In your apartment there is no food.” Repeat Nara again. Nara actually hates having to wake Arvin up. He must ask her for help. But now that it's an emergency, her stomach is sore and sore, it needs to be filled immediately. While Nara did not have a penny to buy food in the minimarket under the apartment.

“And I said also what, so that if I bargain the food was eaten!” Arvin said scolding Nara.

“Why in the apartment you have no food at all? Lo poor huh?”

“Ck.. I haven't had time to shop and I also rarely eat here.” Arvin is annoyed at Nara who is acting like she wants to, wakes up her sleep and is now indistinctly angry. But he could not bear to see her starving. He must have been so hungry he woke her up like now. “Nih. Pesen good. There is no HP, right?” Arvin handed his phone to Nara.

“Tell me tell put it in the lobby just like the security guard, if the courier mall can not go up.” Arvin then laid himself on the sofa covered his body with a blanket, “You know me if already, later I take under.” Furthermore, his eyes had now closed again.

Nara ordered a burger because the restaurant was open 24 hours. Waiting for 30 minutes, while playing Arvin's phone. Actually out of boredom, not out of curiosity about Arvin. In his photo gallery many photos with his friends, band groups, music events, camping, sea views, mountains, books, and expensive guitars.

There are no pictures of his family at all, Arvin also rarely takes pictures of himself. Most of the photos are with his friends. Nara's finger stopped when she saw one photo, Arvin hugged and kissed a woman's cheek. Then another photo featuring the woman herself, looked very beautiful. Wavy hair, white skin, and a face like a western blend. Nara recalls the woman Arvin took with her after finishing the music show, both under the umbrella and smiling at each other. Nara forgets that Arvin also has a girlfriend. What was their relationship after Arvin married Nara? A sudden stifling feeling grew in his heart. He immediately closed the photo gallery.

The phone call suddenly sounded. Surprised Nara who has just quietly opened privacy on Arvin's phone, as if just caught red-handed. Arvin immediately snatched the phone from Nara's hands.

“Iya yes. Simpen only in Pak Satpam yes. I'm down soon.” Arvin answered the call.

Arvin immediately went out to pick up the food that Nara ordered. He returned 5 minutes later, carrying the bag he had handed over to Nara. Without saying anything, he continued his sleep.

Somehow Nara's feelings felt mixed after seeing the woman in the photo gallery Arvin. Was she sad to let Arvin marry her? Did they break up? I think he ruined someone else's relationship. Nara understands the woman's sadness when her partner chooses someone else, she is also still in a state of heartbreak after losing Reza. This shouldn't have happened. If only she wasn't pregnant. Nara hated her pregnancy.

He bit the buger while crying, occasionally sobbing with falling tears. Why is his feeling so volatile today. Suddenly sad, upset, sad again, upset again. Nara doesn't like it.

Arvin came suddenly and wiped away Nara's falling tears on her cheeks with the back of her hand. Then sit down to join Nara at the dinner table. Noticing Nara's face chewing while crying in front of her.

“Why do you cry?” Asked Arvin softly, his face still looked sleepy.

Nara just shook her head, giving no answer.

“Tomorrow I asked my maid to buy a lot of food, let you not laper at midnight. I don't have to cry, you will choke.”

Arvin keeps watching Nara eat, while propped up by the chin. Reviewing a little smile on his lips when he saw the woman in front of him greedily eating burgers, crispy chicken, and fries while continuing to shed tears. Funnier. Very humorous.

“Ngapain anyway you see me eating?” Look at Nara sebal.

“Pity you eat alone.”

“Gue doesn't need to be pitied. Don't look at me! Dissatisfied know not!”

Arvin chuckled and then lowered his head on the table. She fell asleep soon, as she was still very sleepy. But she kept Nara company sitting at the dinner table until it was over.