Hello Arvin!
Perfect Plan

Nara wriggled lazily, feeling her body warm, and the pleasant scent of woody perfume entered her nose. Makes it feel very comfortable. Nara liked this scent very much, and immersed herself even deeper. But suddenly Nara realized something, opened her eyes and found herself in Arvin's arms on the bed. Nara immediately shouted, checking herself if she was now completely naked. All of his clothes are complete.

Due to Nara's noisy screams, Arvin awakens. Wiggled and opened his eyes that were still half asleep. Then he saw Nara, who was now sitting next to him, staring at him with a sting.

“Ngapain lo here? Why did you get in? I locked the room last night!” Jerky Nara.

“What the heck early in the morning storm?”

“Lo why me semalem? Why can you enter the room?”

“Nemenin lo eat. Yes I can go in because I have a spare key. I don't like to sleep on the couch, my back hurts.”

“Udah I said I don't want the same room lo?”

Arvin clutches Nara's arm, drops it onto the bed and links Nara's two arms above her head. Now Arvin is above Nara's body dominating him. The fear was suddenly felt by Nara when she saw the displeased expression on Arvin's face. Clearly, Arvin has been really upset with Nara's behavior since yesterday. He really can't be compromised for the sake of this shared peace in the relationship.

“ARVIN! FREELANCING GUE!” Nara shouted in panic.

“Lo can be diem ga? Don't worry about things you don't need to believe! I want to sleep where it's up to me, don't set me up.”

Nara's throat felt choked, she couldn't say a word. Just this time Nara saw Arvin angry. It was not his usual anger when he was still his boss, now it felt different. Arvin looks very dangerous, like he's preparing to pounce on his prey.

“Why? You're afraid I'm what-what's like first? You think I sage every time, so? Can you make peace with the same situation and do not need a lot of drama like gini?”

Nara's tears decayed, amid her fear she tried to vent herself to speak. “Gue can't. Because I will never want to be your wife and do not want to menggahirin lo child!” Nara said to strengthen her heart, Arvin's hand gripped her even tighter. He wants to protest in pain but Nara doesn't want to lose to Arvin, pretending that his painful lockdown is nothing.

Arvin takes his fight off Nara. Rubbed his face rough. Not understanding how to deal with the attitude of Nara who hates him so much. Yeah, he knows he's wrong. So now Arvin is trying to make it up to him. She wants to give a good life to Nara and her future son. Why is everything so hard like this anyway?

“Gue will sleep in the room. Bodo is the same as you! I married you because there's my son in your stomach. Don't feel special.” Arvin said annoyed. He did not want to debate useless things that could potentially expand everywhere. Arvin will atone for his sin on Nara, no matter how the girl behaves to him.

***

After Arvin leaves for work, a woman comes to clean Arvin's penthouse. Filling food in the refrigerator, and shelves in the kitchen. She also cooked breakfast for Nara and left after that. Nara is actually reluctant to accept all the good that Arvin did. He felt that when he accepted all of that, he had betrayed his own feelings. Accept the man who has made his life as ruined as it is now.

Nara continued to lie on the bed, confused as to where her life was going now. Arvin's words this morning hurt him even more. She already knew that Arvin's goal in marrying her was to take responsibility for her pregnancy. There's nothing but this wedding. If only she could abort her baby. He will be happy to do so.

Nara's stomach screamed of hunger, finally giving up and getting out of bed. Eat the food provided by Bi Marni this morning. In addition, Nara also ate snacks stored on shelves and refrigerators. All day the hunger did not go away.

Nara had read it in an article on the internet and saw it for herself when Amelia was pregnant. Her appetite suddenly became high, but sometimes Amelia refused food altogether. Making him vomit and limp all day. Just be careful if this baby bothers her. Until now its existence has made Nara's life is not because. He didn't want to add to his burden of life by feeling all the discomfort.

Fucking baby!

***

His words this morning were too much. But that's not what Arvin thinks about Nara actually. Since the incident that night, it is hoped that there is a special place for Nara that can not be explained at all. It may not be a feeling of love, but it is caring. He cares about Nara after all that. He wants to see Nara okay.

His mind was complicated and runyam, his steps felt heavy to go home. Meet Nara and face all her hatred and anger. He was afraid of losing his temper again like this morning. Saying things that might hurt Nara.

When he arrived home, Arvin saw Nara sitting at the dining table along with the food served there. Spaghetti and a few pieces of melon and watermelon.

“Lo hasn't eaten a malem, has he, Vin? Here eat first.”

Arvin just nodded confusedly. Why did Nara suddenly cook him food. This morning he refused it. Has Nara changed her mind? Or is it because of his words that say that he is not special to Arvin that Nara needs to make things better? Despite Arvin's current questions, he sits at the dinner table.

“Oh I bought this.” Said Arvin handing over a box containing Iphone to Nara, “Let me call you, and if you need to contact your parents. I just stayed put.” Further.

“Gue is okay without a mobile phone, there is nothing I will contact also.”

“Gue that needs to connect. I can't telepathically. If there is anything the same how?”

Damnit damnit!

Why the hell when talking to Nara always he was carried away by emotions. Though his intentions are good and want to speak softly. But it felt like this girl made him want to continue arguing. They were silent for a moment. Arvin hasn't touched his food yet.

“Thank you for my food and I want to apologize.” Arvin said breaking the awkwardness between the two.

“Make what?”

“What I talked to you about. I feel like you are special. Since that incident somehow I keep thinking about you. Maybe at first because I feel guilty, but for a long time I felt I cared about you. I want to live well after that. Although until now I do not know how to let you feel like that. After your marriage, I think everything will be fine and you can make peace with the situation. But it turns out not,”

Arvin looked at Nara who was sitting quietly in front of him. Suddenly the girl was crying. Confused what happened. Were his words wrong again? Does Arvin hurt Nara's feelings anymore?

“Nara, I really want maa—“

Nara stood up from her chair, picking up a plate containing spaghetti that Arvin had not touched at all. Then walk quickly to the trash can, throwing the food there. He ran to the room crying.

“Nara, lo why the hell? I haven't eaten the food before, why did you throw it away?” Shouted Arvin.

“Gue don't want to talk to you! Stay with me myself!” Nara shouted from the blanket.

It sucks! Arvin sucks!

Why did he say that so lightly, making her feel guilty? But let Nara think that Arvin is a bad person. No need to apologize, no need to feel concerned, no need to make it like special in his life. Because for Nara Arvin is also not special.

After Arvin says his nonsense, Nara now feels like a criminal for plotting to kill the man by causing his peanut allergy to recur until he is unable to breathe like the last time Nara saw him faint.

The plan is perfect. Kill Arvin and after that Nara will take her own life with her baby. None of them can be happy.