Hello Arvin!
Trying to understand

Ghofar waved at Arvin, opening the door to Groove Bar. There as usual there are already his bandmates and employees who are preparing to open later tonight. Arvin was there just to get rid of it, he really couldn't stand being at home because of Nara's attitude.

For a week they kept arguing over unimportant things. He was always sensitive near Arvin, as if at any moment he would do evil to him. Even more these days Nara deliberately ignores the existence of Arvin, does not reply when called and does not respond when spoken to. Arvin could lose his temper.

Arvin sat down on one of the chairs, sighing deeply. His friends who have known Arvin since High School are very upset with Arvin's habits when there is a problem. After that Arvin told them honestly.

“What? Anj*ng seriously, Vin? Lo ngehamilin son of a man?” Gege asks in shock when Arvin tells him about Nara and their marriage.

“Cewe you ever brought here? Which mabok?” Aldi continued no less surprised.

Arvin nodded, “Mabok because he was given a drink with Ganjar. B*ngke lo!” Arvin said annoyed at the bartender who is now busy wiping the glass while listening to the Fortunata boy's chat.

“But I'm guilty. Lo who can't control your bird, even turn on others. T*i lo!” Reply Ganjar.

“Terus lo now have mated with him, so?” Ask Restu.

“Hmm.. Ud a week.” Arvin sighed heavily, an annoying week in his life.

“Wah I did not think that lo sampe can be like that, let alone the girl is not really the lo type deh.”

“Iyee, this is Eka's type. Home girl, plain, being on the straight path.” Said Aldi pointing at Eka who had been silent and expression serious.

“Gue seems to be wrong circle deh. Criminals all lo on.” Eka said, “Especially the lo, Vin. I really didn't expect my friend to be that.”

“Gue to the atmosphere, anyways I'm responsible. I married her.” Arvin said.

“Keep with lo marital him the problem is instantly finished, so?”

“Yes that's why I'm here, I have to worry about how my wife ngadepin. He really does not want me to hold, do not want to talk to me, do not consider me, angry continue, cry continuously. My fatigue is.”

“Bawaan orok also cuy time. Tasya pas pregnant also do not want to decet-deket me, he said the smell of my body makes nausea pingin vomiting.” Said Aldi who was experienced and the only one who already had children.

“But real, body odor lo kayak ***** rhino.” Gege said scrawled which then greeted Aldi's flutter in his head.

Eka sighed, “Gini, Vin. You wish him well after you ruined his future? Ga be married to his girlfriend, pregnant lo child, his parents ngusir him and you still think he will say ‘wah I am lucky Arvin want to be responsible as his actions’ that right? Da*mn you such a j*rk man.” Eka.

Arvin rubbed his face violently. Closing your eyes and acknowledging everything Eka said was true. He doesn't deserve to be forgiven. Now he seeks self-justification by complaining about Nara's attitude towards him.

“If the girl is a member of my family, then I have reported to be in jail anyway, Vin.” Attack Eka.

“Be careful, Vin. You will be able to lecture 4 SKS with Eka about women’s right, gender equality, and s*xual abuse material. His name is lawyer.” Said Gege pumping patting Arvin's shoulder.

“Eh you want a cute lo cici suddenly failed to mate because it was dib*sa people?” The word Eka impassively pointed at Gege.

“Yes he should take responsibility. But it does not immediately make the child mentally so good again, right? You think this soap opera in*siar, girl is easy to forgive a guy who ngelakuin things bejad to him without consent?”

Arvin was getting worse and felt guilty hearing it. Yes, Eka has been telling the truth since. Arvin felt happy because he dared to take responsibility for his evil actions. Without wanting to know how Nara's mental state. She is eager to hug Nara, saying she will do anything for him for him to be fine. But of course none of that Nara needed from him. The main source of all the pain Nara felt was Arvin.

“Gue. I tau. So I want to ask for advice how should I? Honestly I'm dead-end really have to admit what's the same he.” Arvin is now completely desperate. Throughout his life, many women pursued him. Without thinking anything they would want and would do anything for him, without the need for Arvin to fight to get it. Now that Arvin is karmic, he must gather all his thoughts to get the attention of one woman. Arvin really hates feeling ignored.

“The key is patience. No other way.” Restu said casually. “It takes time to heal wound heart. She accepts and reconciles with her heart, just as she does. It's a week, Vin. Still bleeding he.” Continue with wisdom.

“Totally that is. She's pregnant, Vin. The more days he will need you as a husband who takes care of the same situation he. Believe me, have experience ngadepin pregnant women.” Aldi added.

“Nasi is already pureed, Vin. Improve yourself and build a relationship with him. Mau lo now slapped, scratched, spit on him, hold it first. It will be alright for both of you. I believe that you are not really evil-evil, even though anj*ng aja until can ngehamilin son of that person. But with you showing responsibility let alone trying to find a solution so that your relationship becomes good with him like gini, you already prove that you are a good guy.” Eka said, “Although I will never justify your behavior yes, anj*ng!”

“Inget yes, Vin. Girls who know that she is pregnant when the relationship likes to be with her boyfriend must be very depressed, especially if the family knows. Well this, your girl is pregnant and you commit the act to her without her consent and awareness, how do you want to be okay?” Gege.

Arvin put all his friend's words in his heart and mind. Strengthened himself in order to face Nara. Though adventurous times he also assured that his relationship with Nara will not last a day or two, but forever. Arvin is ready to take forever responsibility for Nara's life, as she expresses her willingness to marry him. He cannot give up and get carried away with emotions like now.

***

Nara lay on the sofa, turned on the television but didn't actually watch it. His mind drifted far away somewhere. Every day it feels like he's losing himself. Feeling sad, lonely, and unfamiliar in his new world. Especially now that Nara stopped responding to Arvin's rant, the man also started to stop talking to her. They would only look at each other and look away.

What kind of household is this?

Nara also never considered all of this to be domestic life. He always considered himself to be staying at Arvin's place, who could one day move in at any time. I don't know when, maybe soon. Nara doesn't want to stay here much longer. Meeting Arvin every day makes his feelings strange. She can't explain what that is, hate? Is it a feeling of fear?

Newly arrived Arvin, saw Nara on the sofa. Drooping uninspired. After hearing his friends' words, Arvin hugs Nara and tells her he will always be there for Nara even if she hates him. Guilt can hurt Arvin so deeply.

“Gue buyin lo ice cream. Want to eat ice cream?” Ask Arvin softly, then sit on the sofa next to Nara.

At first glance Nara looked at Arvin and then turned her gaze to the ice cream that Arvin brought. Haagen-Dazs flavor cookies & cream and dulche de leche. Then Nara got up to sit down, taking one of them. Arvin smiled at a glance, feeling pleased that Nara had not turned down his offer. Soon Arvin took a spoon so that Nara could eat the ice cream. They sit between silence.

“Kak kawar lo today enter the hospital. Opening it said. Maybe tomorrow he's gone.” Said Arvin melting the silence between them.

“Kok lo tau?” Ask Nara.

“He sent a chat to my number. He doesn't know he has a HP. How to contact lo family?”

Nara shakes. He never opened the phone Arvin gave him. The message from Arvin that he sent every day to check on Nara when Arvin was in the office was never reply. Therefore now Arvin will ask the situation of Nara to Bi Marni, the maid that Arvin hired and came every morning to take care of his penthouse.

After all the unfortunate events in her life, Nara seemed to be dissociated from life. Now he doesn't work, has no friends, no family he calls. Every now and then he would talk to Bi Marni who was very friendly and considerate. Treating a little quiet, which is not until when to meet the day now.