Hello Arvin!
Being at a different point

Nara woke up from her sleep, feeling her chest hurt a lot. Remembering what he heard in the dream. His subconscious hinted at something to him. A foreign feeling arises in his heart when he heard someone call him “Mom”.

Nara is becoming a gambit with her decision now. Do I have to accept this baby? But she couldn't afford to raise the child of someone she hated so much. He didn't want anything to do with Arvin in his life.

His gaze was still sleepy, staring at the streets that had now turned dark. The street lights are brightly lit. Strange, when he came out of the hospital it was still late afternoon and the sky was still bright.

Nara knows the distance of the hospital where she was treated not far from Arvin's residence, it only takes 10 minutes from there. Why is it like he's been driving for hours?

Nara straightened her drooping body leaning beside the steering chair. Looking at the scenery outside that felt familiar to him. For many years Nara passed through this path. Even though it was dark the night hid the true scenery there. He's so poulted out of his head.

“Arvin, why did you come here?” Ask Nara to panic. But Arvin was silent. Stay focused on driving. “ARVIN!” Shouted Nara.

“Gue want anterin lo go home.”

“Ngapain?” Nara's eyes rounded in shock at Arvin's reply. Why did he suddenly drive her home? “Arvin cepetan stop!”

Arvin doesn't speak of Nara. His hands were being driven, staring at the straight path in front of him. Upset by Arvin's silence, Nara pulls up the hoodie arm she was wearing. Shake it. Ask Arvin to stop.

This disturbs Arvin, he does not want an accident because Nara continues to grip his arm. The car finally pulled over, near the sidewalk between the stalls that had closed.

“Ngapain lo nganterin me to home?”

“Gue anterin lo go home so you can stay with your parents again and improve them. You don't want to stay with me, do you?”

Nara was silent at Arvin's words. This is not what Nara meant. Nara wants to go home and meet her parents. But they wouldn't just take it that easily either.

What brought him home was Arvin. Surely her father would be angry, consider Nara was not good to take care of her husband until sent home like this.

“Lo want to improve again with your parents, right?” Ask Arvin again.

“They won't accept me, Vin. I don't know how my dad is. I can't stay at my parents' house. Now they never leave the house because they are ashamed of my circumstances. Especially if I stay with them.”

“Ya how do you want? Lo who said that you can not communicate and meet again with them? Let me beg you to let them forgive you. It's also my fault that makes you like gini. I'm the one who advanced.”

“Lo not sure, Vin? I can't go home! They don't want to see me.”

“Gue will say the same to them. Lo denger no hell?”

“Arvin!” Nara's snapping emotions. “Lo thinks it'll be easy? With your apologies and begs doang? Why the hell do you act alone like I don't talk to me first, when it concerns my life.”

Frustrated because Arvin never understood how his life worked. Only with courage alone to face the wrath of his father is free. Coming to them in this state was suicide. Arvin's arrival will even make the relationship between Nara and her family more complicated.

“How do you yourself go? Lo also want to fall your content when it is also my child. He's in your stomach, Ra. But he's got me.” Arvin said with anger, He really can no longer think how to build a relationship between them.

“Lo want to return me to my parents' house because you really do not want responsibility, Vin?” Accuse Nara.

Anger gathered in Arvin's head to hear the accusations. Where basically the stupid conclusion that Nara thought. His purpose is for his good.

“What do you mean say like that?”

“Lo pretended to be a hero by saying he wanted to take responsibility when now you want to turn me to my parents' house. Hand washing same all deed bejad load!”

Arvin clasped Nara's arm, staring at the woman with flaring emotions. “Gue never complained about the same attitude you to me who like anj*ng so far? Never did I not help you, do not pay attention to you, you take care of you? I even want responsibility from the beginning but with tol*lnya lo nolak me. Now I want to anterin you to your parents' house because you can't see them, right? My goal is good, but you never see it because you are blind to the same lo hatred I.”

Nara grimacing. Arvin's grip on his arm made him feel pain. He tried to let go, but Arvin was too strong. Plus his emotions are exploding. Damnit damnit! Nara's really looking for death has ignited Arvin's emotions like now.

“Gue know my request jerk and do not know yourself very much lo. I want you to be born, Ra. I took care of him after birth. You want to admit him or not, clean up. Lo want to ask us to separate abis lahiran, I will also want lo. The boy's origin is alive.” Arvin continued, who was still furious with Nara's attitude. So thought Arvin.

Arvin felt so guilty about this crazy request. There is no benefit for Nara if she continues her pregnancy. If Nara was with her family, maybe things would be better.

Maybe by being in the middle of his family, Nara will be calmer. At least that's what Arvin thought, but it turned out to be wrong. Ja. Arvin was always wrong. He no longer understood what was right in each of his actions for Nara.

“Please hand me.”

Arvin took off his grip, saw the reddish marks coiling there. Damnit damnit! Nara had just been discharged from the hospital and now Arvin was being rude to her.

Nara's words made her lose her patience. Even so, seeing it like that made Arvin feel guilty. He shouldn't have used violence like this.

Nara's confused, gamang. He can't go home, but he hates having to stay and meet Arvin every day. His feelings get complicated when he finds out that the thing in his stomach is a living thing he wants to keep.

Arvin didn't have to ask her to continue her pregnancy. Nara wanted the baby to grow. But his fear and hatred of Arvin made everything look just as bad a choice.

“We go home to lo.” Nara said opening her voice after they were long silent in the car.

All their quarrels were always without a solution, and hardly changed anything. Always be in the same spot from the beginning. Nara hates Arvin. Arvin who wants to keep Nara's pregnancy. But maybe different times. Nara also wanted to defend her petite creature.

“Gue will defend my pregnancy. Abis she was born, I want us to divorce.” Nara continued, setting her heart.

Everything is a bad choice. Aborting him would risk making him regret for life for killing this innocent baby. Maintaining it will also risk damaging the sanity of Nara because it must continue to be in contact with Arvin. Why doesn't life give Nara happy things?

Arvin is surprised by Nara's decision, not expecting her to continue her pregnancy. But his feelings suddenly felt relieved. At least for now, she felt hopeful.

“OK, if it wants to lo. You stay with me until you lahiran. And I don't want you to admit to dangerous things like yesterday again. ” Reply Arvin.

Nara nodded. Shift his eyes to the streets. It started raining outside. Slowly getting more intense and bushy, flushing the road.

The lights look biased in the distance. Just like the future Nara was aiming for after this. Arvin started the car back up. Now they are on the road, joining other cars. Through rain and traffic.

“Hand lo still hurts?”

“Ya according to lo?”

“Sorry.”