Hello Arvin!
After Losing
The door of the room opened, Keysa entered in a hurry. His long hair fluttered as his quick steps led to Rivanno's table. While in front of him, he immediately handed a piece of paper to the table.
“I want to resign,” said Keysa staring at Rivanno.
“Why?” Rivanno replied calmly, smiling and tilting her head.
“I've received work in other companies whose benefits are greater than here.”
“Masa? Not because you're scared of me, are you?” Rivanno got up from the chair, approached Keysa and hugged him from behind. “You want to escape because you already know what I'm doing, right?” Rivanno whispers, sounds very scary in Keysa's ear.
“What do I mean I don't understand,” Keysa replied nervously.
“You understand, because now you are also involved in the flow of company funds into the higher-ups. You resigned for fear of being dragged into this case, right?”
Keysa. He did not dare to answer anything. Yeah, he was really scared. Didn't expect to get involved in an illegal conspiracy by the people in this office. Especially now that Keysa is a Personal Assistant from Rivanno, well aware of all the crimes he committed. All their flow of funds, scams and sneaky games.
“I really don't know anything, Van.”
“Key, I know you're not a fool. You must know what I'm playing here. Unfortunately I don't want to let you go.”
“Ivan!” Keysa snapped away Rivanno's hand that was holding her. They were now staring at each other fiercely.
“You work here to win Arvin's heart, right? Now your goal has not been achieved, when you want to give up anyway?” Rivanno grinned, making Keysa instantly feel the goosebumps all over his body.
“I ... have no feelings for Arvin. It’s not worth the fight. I am the same deket other guys,” said Keysa explained with stammering. Lying about his feelings.
Although Keysa still hasn't forgotten Arvin, she already doesn't want to force her love anymore. He was too tired and felt sick alone. Begging Arvin's love and attention only makes him lose himself. Keysa wants to go far beyond Arvin and be free from Rivanno.
“But lie. Ckck..” Rivanno sat on the edge of his desk, still staring at Keysa. “You know that Arvin just lost his baby? His son died in the womb. Good news, isn't it, Key? This should be your chance to enter again in Arvin's life. The girl you hate can't give Arvin offspring, Key. I can make new plans so you can get Arvin,”, Rivanno said.
Keysa looked at the man in front of him with a hapless look. “I want to hand over my resignation letter now to HR and permit lunch outside.” Keysa did not criticize Rivanno's persuasion.
Now that he knows, it turns out that his existence is only used to get rid of Arvin from the company with cheap gossip.
His feelings of love are instead used by Rivanno to bring down his cousin, control the company, and embezzle money with irresponsible higher-ups. Keysa really died a flea after knowing all that. He does not want to get caught up in the evil of Rivanno.
“Keysa! Do you think you can run away by resigning from the company? You won't be able to do anything out there!” Rivanno.
Keysa doesn't care about Rivanno's bullshit anymore. Soon he came out of the room, handed his resignation letter to HR and headed for the car park. He calls Eka to ask for Arvin's new number and tells her of all Rivanno's rot.
Rivanno looked riled up after Keysa's departure. He knew the girl must have immediately informed Arvin of all the illegal practices he and his colleagues were doing at the company. In fact, he could have gathered evidence to hand over to Arvin.
“Why not ready yet, Van? We'll have lunch with the KAP auditors at PA.SO.LA Ritz-Carlton.” Tio had just walked into his son's room, annoyed to see Rivanno instead sitting around leisurely.
“Well, Keysa knows about our game. Now he's asking to resign. Surely he will also leak about us to the Arvin,” said Rivanno rather afraid.
Tio's eyes immediately squinted, he pressed his lips making a displeased line. Before finally breathing out.
“It's wrong you entered amateurs like him. Moreover, the girl is crazy about the same Arvin. From the beginning he won't be on our side.”
“But he's the only card that Arvin can drop out of the company, Dad.” Rivanno looks panicked.
“Dad to do?”
“Shut her mouth so as not to leak our secrets forever.”
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Doctor Yustia's room felt colder than usual. Moist and gray. And every time they come they always look forward to it, happy because they can see the child in the womb of Nara.
Unfortunately not now. They came there to check on Nara after the birth, to see her postoperative condition 10 days ago. His stomach wound had gradually healed, but his heart had not. Nara continues to be squeezed by deep sadness after the loss of Alyosha.
Nara still blames herself for the incident. Although Arvin has assured that all that is not his fault and out of his control.
Arvin knows very well that Nara wants the baby just like her, even though she had the heart to abort him. All that's over. Punishing yourself for what he has corrected, is very unfair.
Doctor Yustia performed many procedures to see the development of Nara's abdominal wounds. After that they sit back at the table while prescribing medication for recovery.
“All checks are okay. The wound also began to dry and there were no other complaints after the puerperium. I'll prescribe it to drink later. 3 Weeks more come here to check up again.” Doctor Yustia wrote down the prescription on a piece of paper.
“I can get pregnant again right, doc?” Ask Nara in doubt.
Doctor Yustia smiled, understanding Nara's worries that were now becoming insecure and afraid of not being able to have children and keeping them in the womb.
“Can, can definitely. I'm young, healthy, no problem. It's just safer to wait another 2 years after surgery. His body is better prepared and healed. Including recovering psychologically as well,” he explained.
“What if it happens yesterday again?” Nara looked sad and sad.
Doctor Yustia shifted her chair, now faced directly with Nara and clasped her hands.
“Mother, actually nothing is certain what it will be like. We have done the examination and diagnosis related to IUFD or stillbirth that yesterday the mother experienced, leading to the diagnosis of the release of the placenta from the uterus that causes the baby Mother can not supply oxygen, so it can die in the womb. What cause? Many,” said Doctor Yustia staring fixedly at Nara. “Can be prevented and treated? Lt could. With history like yesterday. We can pay more attention to the second pregnancy later. Be more careful and know what to look out for. So don't worry anymore. Okay?” Continue gently and motherly.
Doctor Yustia certainly knows and probably handles many cases of pregnancy like that. Of course, it also faces mothers who are very worried and do not believe in being able to get pregnant again. He kept encouraging and giving the explanation that the mothers needed at a time like this.
“I know Mom is still grieving. No one was cheerful and strong after this. But I'm sure because I've seen many parents through it, they have the spirit to return to get offspring. Mother's pregnancy history yesterday is quite heavy indeed, but that does not mean it will be like that later, because I do not see any abnormalities. For later pregnancy, I hope Mom and Dad are ready physically and mentally to avoid events like yesterday. Pregnancy is not easy, not just physical things that change but psychological parents as well. So besides waiting for your body to be ready again. I hope Father and Mother also recover from the loss, and can be more preparation.”
Nara and Arvin nodded and listened to the extremely soothing explanation from Doctor Yustia. Feeling that he is not only good in his profession, but very human to his patients.
After the consultation session with Doctor Yustia, their feelings became even more relieved. They may have felt a loss that left all hope buried deep. During the past week, they were hesitant and afraid to try again to have children.
Now they feel like they have hope again, and will always have hope. Although it never fails, but the failure is a history and valuable lessons to do it better later. Not only medical cases that make them aware of the possibility of recurrent events, but also mental matters to be better prepared to be parents.
It used to be both very common and Nara's pregnancy was the least they had ever planned. Although they learn a lot from the incident does not mean that everything will run easily and without obstacles. All of that may be a test as well as a punishment for both, in order to live a better life in the future.
Arvin is still in the car, parking his car in the garage, while Nara has already entered the house first. The phone in Arvin's pants pocket vibrates when the car is fully parked.
[Eka: Vin, Sorry. I know you're sorry about your son. But I just want to let you know that Keysa died in a single accident on the JLB Toll this afternoon.]