Hello Arvin!
Beyond Conjecture

“Pak Arvin okay?” Adam asked worriedly as Arvin leaned his head against his chair. Close his eyes with his right hand.

From the meeting, his boss could not concentrate at all. Makes the employees wonder. He is usually very professional in any circumstances. Moreover, today he also arrived late, with blood-stained lips.

“Hmmm.” Answer Arvin briefly. “Save aja documents. Later I check.” He continued without looking at Adam.

Now he's alone in his room. Think back to the stupidity that was done earlier.

Damnit damnit! Why is it so hard to control yourself?

Now it's all ruined. Arvin has to earn Nara's trust from the start again. It was certain Nara would definitely not want to talk to him, let alone be touched by him. Same when they got married.

Arvin grabbed her hair in annoyance. He didn't know what to say to Nara. Obviously Nara wouldn't have rubbed it. Arvin has been yelling and apologizing for over an hour, until his throat is dry. But Nara did not open the door for him.

Adam kept calling to come to the office for meetings. Forced Arvin to leave Nara in a state of emotion. The message she had sent had never been read.

His faith was as thin as cloth when faced with Nara. Somehow he was so obsessed with satisfying his passion for the woman. Is Arvin crazy?

I don't think he's ever been like this in his whole life. With any woman, Arvin wouldn't have gone this far.

His phone was ringing hard in his pants pocket. Makes Arvin a little surprised. Only then did he look at the screen to find out the caller.

“Halo Pak Arvin.” Bi Marni said from the phone call.

“Iya. Why, Bi?”

“This Neng Nara said her stomach hurts. What should I do, sir? Take it to the doctor?”

“Hah? What pain does it mean?”

“What yes he said. Torture it stomach.”

“Yes I've come home, Bi. Wait a minute.”

Arvin rushed home. Leave all the remaining work and meetings that day. Thought garbled. Was it because of her behavior this morning that made Nara sick? Arvin won't forgive himself if anything happens to Nara's womb.

Damnit damnit! Really stupid!

It shouldn't be like this. Nara must have been so shocked that she became as sick as she is now. Along the way only bad thoughts were in Arvin's mind.

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“It's okay, Neng? If his stomach still hurts to fall asleep in the room.” Said Bi Marni worried as Nara suddenly appeared in the kitchen and sat down at the dining table. Only a nod and a smile could Nara give in response.

Nara just nodded. He's feeling better now. Bi Marni must have been very panicked to see him cry while saying her stomach hurt. Her stomach was uncomfortable, but she was crying for another reason. Of course because of Arvin's outrageous behavior this morning.

After getting a warm compress and resting for some time Nara calmed down. He also thought of many things when his emotions had already started to drop.

“Bi Marni, can I not?” Nara was doubtful.

“What's up, Neng?” Bi Marni sat next to Nara serving fruit and snacks, then sipped her favorite fresh hot tea. Join Nara for a small snack before lunch as usual.

“If guys.. ga dapet ration..emang will kayak how?” Tanya Nara stamped. Shame and weird.

Not that Nara would do that with Arvin. It's just that he's curious. After rethinking Arvin's behavior this morning and yesterday that was very aggressive asking for physical contact with him made Nara feel disturbed. Some of these things have been discussed in his online class. But Nara ignored him, thinking Arvin had never shown such a thing before.

Bi Marni who was drinking immediately coughed at the question of her superior. Strange but funny. Maybe because Nara is still a new wife so she is very confused.

“Pak Arvin often asks?” Bi Marni said while whispering. There was no one there but the two of them. Nara just scratched her neck awkwardly.

“Normally emotional. If the Sundanese word mah rungsing. What yes. emm.. fussy it is.” Bi Marni replied it was hard to explain.

“Emang should be followed huh?”

“Yaa. should be yes, as a wife to please husband. Neng Mah is pregnant. If the midwife or doctor says it's okay, it's okay. Yes right?”

Nara nodded in agreement. They had never asked anything about this to Doctor Yustia during the control. I never thought about Nara either. He had only read on the internet a while ago. Confirming his wish of knowledge.

“If said guru najai mah, if the husband asked to continue to be rejected tuh sin. But back to the condition. If you are sick or pregnant like Neng Nara can be chatted well with Mr Arvin, or helped play alone?”

“Hah? Play by yourself what does it mean?”

They jumped in shock when they saw Arvin enter the penthouse with breathing still panting for half-run in the hallway, fearing that Nara's pain was getting worse. She still remembers finding Nara toileted in a weakened state almost miscarried.

But when he arrived, Arvin saw Nara sitting casually at the dining table while chewing the fruit peeled by Bi Marni and chatting. Nara is shocked to see the arrival of Arvin who looks very panicked. But then his expression turned to shame as if he had just been caught committing a crime. He turned his eyes away from Arvin.

“You okay? Said your stomach hurt?” Ask the confused Arvin.

“Udah Aunty compress pack anget fabric. He said it's okay now. Aunty was panicking because Neng Nara was crying.” Reply Bi Marni.

Nara just shut up. Pretending not to care about the existence of Arvin who is now sitting in front of him. Then busy eating one by one make melons on a plate.

“Bi Marni, can go home now.” Arvin looked away at Bi Marni.

“But it is still half twelve hours, Sir.” He said he was confused when he saw the wall clock.

“Nothing. Home from cepet.” Reply Arvin while nodding and smiling giving code want to be left alone with just Nara.

“Oh yes. Aunty comes home if it is.” Reply again with a smile on Arvin.

After Bi Marni died, the atmosphere became quiet. Nara was busy playing the cut fruit with a fork, without a word being heard and not looking at the man in front of her. Arvin continued to notice the mute Nara, crossing her arms around her chest, her back leaning against the chair.

“Lo.. why go home cepet?” Nara asked breaking the silence.

“Bi Marni was on the phone saying your stomach hurts. Are you really okay? We'll go to the doctor now if you're still sick.” Reply Arvin is worried.

Nara nodded, “Gue is fine. Cramps dikit.”

Arvin breathed a sigh of relief. His hand rubbing his face removed the tension he felt upon receiving news Nara suddenly got sick.

He was now confused about having to face Nara, due to her extremely unkind behavior this morning.

“I'm sorry for this morning. I was wrong not to control myself. Always can't if ngadepin you.” Arvin said honestly. Embarrassing indeed. But that's the truth. He was suddenly very excited when he touched Nara.

Damnit damnit!

His brain is really dirty.

Nara was silent for a moment. He looked around without looking into Arvin's eyes. This was a conversation Nara never expected. Very awkward and weird.

“Gue knows that you are high tension again. But I'm not ready and I don't want to do that right now. I do not promise I will also want to do it the same lo or ngga.” Nara said awkwardly.

Arvin was aghast at Nara's quieter reply than he expected. Remembering how shocked he was this morning. He thought that Nara would yell and scold him as usual. Why did Nara suddenly become so understanding? Is he really trying to slowly build a relationship as well as he seems?

F*ck!

Now Arvin is really very sorry because his passion precedes his sanity. He said he was going to start slowly.

“Nothing. I was wrong. We slow down. I will not make it.” Reply Arvin with a smile.

“Do not play the same carelessly people. You will get a disease later. Lo play by yourself if you want to go again. I don't want to help. Don't know how.”

Arvin couldn't help but laugh. He covered his face with one hand. It was weird, funny, and ridiculous to hear that from Nara.

Arvin seemed to be reminded that he was dealing with Nara. The strangest woman he's ever met. Who would say don't scold him because he was in a lot of trouble, who came to him believing listening to Arvin sing would bring good luck, and now telling him to play alone to vent his passion.

Bizarrely.

Funnier.

Arvin won't be bored with Nara.

“Why the hell do you laugh?” Tanya Nara was upset with Arvin's reaction.

Arvin tried to stop his laughter but it was very difficult, “OK later I alone. I'll teach you how if you want to know.”

“Who said he wanted to? I am disgusted by you. Don't laugh! Bawdy guy!”

Nara leaves Arvin and goes into the room. Arvin is alone in the kitchen.