Deposits
- Keisha Borrowed Andri-cell phone

“Love can sometimes make someone happy, sometimes it can also make people hurt. Me? Don't ask me what my love is like! Everything mixed into one. Sometimes my love is happy, because I am always spoiled and always loved and sometimes also my love makes people hurt because my love is not entirely mine.”

- Canary

Canary:

Braaaggh!!

I closed the door of the apartment violently, I leaned against the door and looked up at my head trying not to let tears fall down my cheeks. I put down my groceries carelessly, all my energy drained away from seeing the scenery that cut my heart.

I walked weakly towards the sofa that was in the guest with a blank look. My mind has not fully recovered, my wounds have increased, I don't know what I feel right now is only the pain I feel.

When I landed my body on the couch, I still couldn't believe that I was. Me? A Kania, for the first time jealous of Keisha and Andri for their togetherness, err! Not his friendship, but his affection.

If behind me is okay, but they do it in front of me, when both my eyes are looking at a very close distance. I don't know, does Andri not feel that I'm jealous? Does he not feel that I am hurt by seeing his affection for his wife?

I could only sigh violently, then I lowered my head. I want to cry, I want to scream. But will everything be okay? I guess not! because until then I won't be like Keisha. Yeah, I wouldn't be like Keisha, couldn't make out in public and everyone wouldn't know that I already had one.

Because of what, because until any time I will still be a mistress. Savings that will not be known by many people. After all, anyways I was also free to cry as hard as possible because my tears had drained out last night, there was no more stock to remove it.

Now, all I can do is lean on the couch with both eyes closed. Trying to neutralize my emotions that go up and down, trying to keep me from getting emotional. I think my love for Andri is getting bigger. It was proven that I was jealous of him when I was with Keisha. I'm jealous I can't be him.

Can I sue Andri again? Can I be like Keisha? I want everyone to know that I deserve to be loved and loved in public. Yeah, I think I can sue all of that. Because I'm also a woman, who needs to be asked the clarity of her status.

The kling!

Notification of the message into my phone, I also lazily pulled out my phone in the coat pocket. It turned out that it was a message sent by Andri, I immediately opened it.

Andri:

Kania, are you looking for an apartment?

I just read the message, I don't intend to reply. I guess, I'm really hurt because of her. Let me ignore him, that he may feel this pain.

The kling!

One more message came in, from the same person.

Andri:

Kania, reply. I'm afraid you're on the road.

The kling!

Andri:

Kania! Don't just read the message. Reply, I am worried about you.

The kling!

Andri:

Are you angry with me? Please tell me, what's my fault, don't ignore me like this.

The kling!

Andri:

Kania, reply!

Andri:

What happened to Kania?

I stared at my phone with all the messages I sent her. Oh, my God, he's really mad at me. I also decided to contact him.

The number you are calling is inactive

I immediately disconnected the phone to hear the operator who answered, he turned off his phone. I don't know how to persuade her, because for the first time Kania was angry with me besides that she was always patient with me.

“Ckk! Agh!” I could only shake my hair with a huff.

Uneasily? Yeah, that's exactly what I'm feeling right now. Not agitated anymore, but almost frustrated by Kania. I knew that this would happen, because I had felt different from Kania's gaze at the cafe and in the end I decided to contact her. That's right, he's mad at me, this must be because I'm with Keisha.

I can only squeeze my hair, I don't know how to “Mas,” I turned, Keisha smiled. Yes, Keisha was discharged from the cafe to pay for our drinks earlier and I deliberately waited outside for her to wait, even though I was looking for an opportunity to contact Kania more easily.

To lie? I don't know my lies a few times, and I don't know why I can lie to my wife so easily. A sin? I don't know if I sinned because of this, but all I know is that lying is a sin, a sin.

“Eh, Kei,” I returned his smile and put my phone back in my shirt pocket.

“Over time can you wait? Sorry yes it was still ngantri first.” his words with a squeezing expression right.

“Hem, no way. Lagian Mas also never tired of waiting for you.” me while stroking the soft shoots of his head.

All I said was, the words that are not true are there. That was my deceptive remark, so Keisha would be happy to hear it.

Keisha smiled again “Mas earlier why? How come Kei saw Mas like a restless person, what's wrong? Is there another problem?”

I fell silent, and Keisha noticed me. Aghs! Why anyway? Why do I always see in my emotions. If I stay like this, Keisha can suspect me in an instant.

“Eng—anu, earlier,” I rubbed my neck that has started sweating, my brain was thinking hard trying to find the right reason to make sense.

Suddenly a bulb came out from the top of my head “Ahh it, was Mas dikasi tau Vania. If there are mas employees who have leaked company secrets and then dikasi tau to other companies, so that the Mas company is destroyed.”, I said. Seeing Keisha's surprised reaction signifies that the reason I made her believe. Totally innocent, I thought.

“Really? Oh God, how could the Mas employee do such a thing to Mas."

I can only laugh in my heart, this time I can not be seen anymore, I also changed my expression with as serious as possible “Yes that's how Kei, Mas also did not expect him to be so. So tomorrow Mas must clean up the employee as soon as possible so that the company Mas fine,”

Keisha clasped my hand “May you get through it, Mas, don't forget to pray to God. God will help all your affairs,” I just nodded slowly.

“Ah yes Mas, I can borrow your phone no?”

I looked up, surprised for sure why he suddenly borrowed my phone. Moreover, I just sent a message to Kania.

“U-ntuk what Kei? Where's your phone?”

Keisha showed me a pink pink wallet. Waitaminute! Isn't that Kania's wallet, why is it in Keisha's hands?

“So right in the cafe, I found Kania's wallet. Maybe this is because he went in a hurry to drop his wallet. That's why I want to borrow your phone, I want to call Kania that her wallet is the same as mine. My phone is also running out of pulses, so where's your phone?”

******!, thought I.

Not that I don't want to borrow my phone, because the message I just sent to Kania has not been deleted at all.

Oh, naw! don't get caught now.