Deposits
- Long No Meet

“Funny indeed if we try to avoid the past but the past instead comes with its own. Sometimes people want to forget it all but God is great, God has planned it all so beautifully

- Keisha

Keish:

My legs were swaying from my overwhelming nervousness. Every now and then I steal a glance at this man in front of me. He was seriously writing something on his paper, his hair was deliberately standing up, his face was very white and did not forget *** flies in the corner of his eyes make him more perfect in the eyes of women.

I sighed, why should she be my consulting doctor. Is there no other doctor besides him? Is he the only obstetrician who can overcome my infertility? Agh! I want to roll on the floor right now.

However, I can't possibly do that ridiculous thing in front of Haikal. That's a shame to me.

It's not that I don't want to see him, it's not that I don't want him to be my doctor. If it wasn't because I had business with him in the past maybe I wouldn't be this shy. The problem is that I once did ta’aruf with him and I myself canceled ta’aruf it because I received a proposal from Andri.

At that time I did not think about how she felt, I just thought about how I felt at that time who was very happy. Now, I have to meet him again and deal with him as he is today.

Sometimes I glance at his right hand and his left hand, who knows there is a ring on his ring finger that indicates that he already belongs to someone else. But I didn't find the ring, where was the ring?

Did he intentionally not use his ring to make him look his own? Ahh or maybe he didn't use the ring because it was in business hours? Ahh time yes? Eh? Why am I even thinking about the ring on her ring finger? Ahh Keisha! What have you thought, huh? This isn't funny.

“This,” Haikal gave a piece of paper to me I also received it.

“All I have noted there, so you just follow the procedure. And I've recorded what foods you should eat so that you are fertile quickly and have children. Indeed, you were previously declared barren, but it is not wrong if you continue to try and often consult a doctor.” explained to me.

I can only smile awkwardly while nodding “Iya thanks doc, I will follow her,”

Haikal fell silent, he resumed his writing “Tomorrow you can come back here again around three o'clock in the afternoon. Morning and night my schedule is full by other patients.”

Gosh, then, tomorrow I'll meet him again dong? Aaahh, no!

“Hehe, yes doc. This time it is no more, right?” I asked him to speed up this meeting. This awkward feeling made me tormented.

“No.”

“Hem, well if there is no more, I'm sorry first,” I immediately stood up and turned around to leave the room Haikal.

However, my steps instantly came to a halt when he called me “Keisha!”

“Ha? Yes?” I turned around and saw her.

I fell silent, not because I was surprised but my heart beat once and it was very painful. I don't know why, I'm confused too. I saw Haikal's face could only grimace. Intent to avoid his total failure, he instead invited me to the cafeteria and it was together. Both? Oh no!

Haikal:

In front of me this is still the same woman that I saw years ago, she's still the same one I saw for the first time. But the difference was only in status, at that time she had no status but now she had become a wife of my assembly mate.

I don't hate that fate, I'm grateful that he's okay now and he looks happy from before. I'm even grateful for that.

I think he looks uncomfortable with me, clearly visible when he drinks his drinks up to many times. Hahah, it's okay, it's only natural that we haven't seen each other for years after that incident. I don't know if I'm avoiding her or if she's avoiding me because she already has a husband, no one knows but that's the way it is.

I sip my tea slowly “How are you Kei?” tanya I opened the conversation informally, not like before. The problem is now we are not patient doctors anymore, but like old friends who have not seen after all these years.

“Heuh? Hehe, good Kal. You how? Okay?”

I smiled “Alhamdulillah Kei, as you see this. I'm fine,”

“Alhamdulillah.”

“How's Andri doing? Is she okay?”

“It's good also Kal, it's just lately he's been busy with his job.” I nodded my head to understand, I already know if Andri will be busy this. In the article, he was named the leader of a successful company. Also seen from Keisha who went to consult without Andri.

“Ahh yes Kal, hemm, sorry if my question offended you. You're married?” ask her doubtfully.

I just stared at her and sipped my tea again thinking of the answer to her.

“Hem, if you do not want to answer, do not answer Kal,” said again with a bad tone.

“No, I want to answer. For the time being I'm not married to Kei, I'm more focused on my career than looking for a life partner. In part I do not need to bother my partner how, because at this time God has not sent a single woman who is able to open my heart.” I explained to him.

He seemed to nod understanding “Sabar ya Kal, someday you will get the partner you want really. Just be patient, don't forget the effort and prayer. Surely God will give the best for you.”

“Aamiin Kei.” he smiles.

God, can I pray for this moment? I want a partner to live like this woman in front of me, not that I asked Keisha to be my life partner but that I asked for one like her. Silly I ask You like this, but this is what I want and this is my prayer.