Deposits
keisha's Apology to Haikal-Haikal

“My life, I'm the one who manages it, I'm the one who runs it. Other guy? Only pretentious about my life and can only interfere in my life affairs.”

- Canary

Keish:

The hospital, just white, the smell of drugs popping into my nose made my head turn dizzy. Maybe later I will get used to this scent because I will often go to the hospital for my consultation. Suppose my consultation is not in the hospital but outside. Of course I'll be happy and won't smell this again.

I am currently sitting on a chair, waiting for the patient who is consulting is still in Haikal's room. Sometimes I sighed softly remembering where Andri had suddenly gone to Paris without notice to me before.

Really, this is Andri's first time like this to me. I don't know why Andri's like this to me. Usually, whatever it is, he will tell me even if the day before he will leave.

But as she looked different today, I saw both her eyes, that look if she didn't care about any of this. The look seemed to imply that there was something.

Astaugfirullah...

What's wrong with this self? Why am I always so bad at thinking to my own husband? I rubbed my face slowly while rubbing my chest. O Allah, help your servant, keep away from prejudice.

“Sorry, long time ago?” the sound made me look up straight away.

Suits white suit, his thin smile and not forgetting with his hair crest raised up makes Haikal charisma suddenly rose many times. I immediately averted my gaze this did not let me long see the scenery that I should not have seen.

However, I have to keep this view, see something that is not his mahram was banned from religion, especially this self who is still the wife of people.

I also stand “Ah is okay Doc, not long too. I also just came.” I smile.

He sighed then put both hands in his doctor's suit pocket “No need to be formal to me Kei, I feel bad if you are too formal like this,”

I'm silent, formal? Like I'm mediocre to it.

“Hem, how is today his consultation outside only? Coincidentally this day I overcame so many patients, that it made me crumble in the room. Do you mind that Kei?”

God, did God just grant my prayer? I asked not to consult in the hospital, because I also did not like the smell of the hospital that was so attractive. Now Haikal himself wants to invite me to consult outside. What do you mean, all chill?

Seeing me who was silent for so long, Haikal also sighed softly “If you don't want to, if we consult here Kei. Let's go to my room,” Haikal is about to turn towards his room again.

“Out only.” Speak to me quickly.

Haikal immediately turned around again looking at me with his smile. Geez! What's the matter? Why would I even agree to consult outside? I could only grimace, cursing at the words I had just uttered.

Agh! Really sucks.

We were both sitting in a cafe not far from the hospital. Now, I breathe fresh air after hours of being in the hospital. There's not much I've talked to Keisha about this consultation.

There are only a few things that I have to tell for her, in addition to effort, healthy eating, healthy lifestyle, fertility from her husband or herself and also accompanied by prayer.

However, if we follow all the ways, if God does not want it, it will not happen by itself.

I looked at my watch clock which was already showing at half-five in the afternoon, long enough I thought.

“Hem, like he got here just consulting his Kei. Tomorrow you do not have to come, come the day after tomorrow.”

“Thank You Haikal,” said.

I just smiled then nodded “But don't forget, you have to pay for this consultation, heheh,” I chuckled.

He also laughed a little, when he saw his laughter my heart immediately thumped. I immediately averted my gaze and cleared my throat trying to neutralize this nervousness of mine.

“Haikal,” call her.

“Heuh? Why Kei?” ask me.

He seemed to be sighing, like he had something to say, but what? Just makes me curious.

“Sorry,” his word.

Aye? Why is he suddenly apologizing to me? What was? Did he make a mistake until he apologized to me?

“Sorry, because I used to have decided ta’aruf it. I should have finished it up to the time we agreed. But I just decided and accepted another man's proposal. I don't think if that time was running ta’aruf with you. I liked the man I had always wanted, and when he proposed to me. I just took it for granted, I guess at that time you didn't save your hate on me Kal.”

I smiled, and she apologized for that. Haaha, what's wrong. But hearing his explanation at the moment, made me calm down a bit. The incident 12 years ago makes me a little surprised, why he decided ta’aruf this just like that for no definite reason.

Now, I've heard her answer from Keisha's mouth straight away, “I don't want any hatred between the two of us Kal. We've been friends since we were kids, but we need to be separated because you moved cities. And we met again in college, but different stories. That is, you want to run ta’aruf with me. But what is power, God is turning the hearts of men upside down. God did not open my heart to you but God opened my heart to Andri.”

God willing, Keisha's mind is really the woman's mind that I crave. My childhood friend and woman who had ta’aruf with me and now even became my consulting patient he remains like this, nothing has changed from him.

I smile again “It's okay Keisha, I don't hate our meeting, I don't hate the destiny that God has laid out for me or for you. I live it with all my heart and I give all my heart to God, so that I am not too disappointed so deeply with what has happened.” Obviously, I tried to convince him that I was okay. In fact, I'm not okay for that.

“Thank you Haikal,” it while smiling.

“Sama-sama Kei.” Me? I can only return his smile.