Deposits
- Happiness mixed with doom

“Is it wrong to love someone who also has someone else? I don't think it's wrong. Because I'm of the opinion that everyone has the right to love having people too. If anyone forbids it, who is it?”

- Canary

Andri:

It's been 7 and a half hours. I saw the atmosphere of this night in Paris alone. Actually I'm not alone, it's just that I'm waiting for my new wife in a cafe. We met an appointment with him under the Effiel Tower intending to add a romantic impression to both of us. But because it was still early, so I decided to drink a glass of hot coffee in this cafe.

Every now and then I glance at my phone on the table thinking, whether I should call Keisha or not. Because ever since I was in Paris, I haven't contacted her at all.

And I also have plans if tomorrow I and Kania will return to Indonesia. I've booked a ticket for my return tomorrow. I think I've been here a long time, so Keisha and mom might be suspicious of me. Moreover, I did not give any news to the two of them.

I propped up my chin a little confused, “Hem, do I have to call Keisha?” I think the answer is yes.

I immediately grabbed my phone and searched Keisha's name on my cell phone contact. Then press to contact her. I put my phone in my ear, the sound of the incoming call went off. I bite my lower lip while moving my lower leg. I think it's a really big nervous feeling or a sense of guilt that's been there because I didn't tell her.

“Halo,” voice over there immediately made me jump in shock instead of playing.

Immediately I put my phone away while seeing that Keisha picked up my phone.

“Okay, how is this,” I became confused myself. Then I took my breath and exhaled it so long. I think I should talk to Keisha.

“Halo?” kataku doubt.

“Mas?!”

I scratch my head that looks not itchy feeling confused, “Mas where ha? Why did you call Keisha now? I don't know how worried Keisha is about Mas? Mas did not know how Keisha thought to Mas because Mas did not tell Keisha anything. Keisha Kangen Mas know no!” her cerocos on the phone made a smile on my lips expand.

My god, my wife made me imagine her red face with lips that went forward a few inches because she was nagging. I just imagined it to make my heart feel relieved just like that. Keisha is really a different woman than any other woman. Forgive Mas ya Kei, Mas has betrayed our marriage and Mas has betrayed the love you gave to Mas.

“Hehehehe, forgive Mas ya dear. Since Mas was in Paris, Mas was busy until not holding a cell phone. And this is just a matter of Mas kelar, just able to hold a mobile phone. But believe me, even if I don't tell you. Mas kangen you are also dear,” said me with a lie that might feel disgusting when heard by others. It's really disgusting.

I'm not busy with work. Unless I'm busy with my illegal marriage to Kania, but how else if it wasn't for me lying I could have hurt Keisha. I don't want that to happen anyhow.

“Ahh, Yes. You scared Kei. But now Kei's fear was gone when he heard Mas's voice. Thank God Kei said to that, Mas.”

“Im sorry Mas ya Kei has made you worried and already scared because Mas did not give news to you,”

“It's okay, Mas. anyway, I also understand your extraordinary busyness.”

I smiled at his words, he really understood my situation. I don't know why my guilt is so upset. My chest feels so tight. It's so exciting to get into the recesses of my heart, God, why is this so?

I let out a rough breath throwing off the tightness. “But you don't worry, baby. Tomorrow Mas will return to Indonesia really, so wait for the existence of Mas there. Okay?”

“Really?” asked Keisha in her happy voice. I know right now her face must be very excitingah hear I'm coming back, I know her expression right now.

I gave a small nod, although Keisha did not see this nod. “Iya darling, right. Probably tomorrow around 9am I will leave for Indonesia. So get ready to cook at home. Cook your favorite food yes?”

“But Keisha wants to pick up Mas at the airport, how about dong?”

“Do not!” answer me quickly.

“Why?” ask her with her voice that sounds smaller.

Oh, my God, it would be bad if he picked me up at the airport especially if I was with Kania. I think the marriage that just happened will be ruined also because it was discovered by my legal wife.

“Why can't I pick up Mas in the airport?” the question again made me rub my face in frustration.

“Hem, because Mas runs out of the airport must go to the office for a while. From the airport straight to the office. So, you just wait at home, baby. Dandan is beautiful and awaits the arrival of Mas at home, yes?”

“Hem, yes. Keisha wait at home alone,” answers his weak.

I think he was disappointed with my prevention because he wanted to pick me up at the airport. It's okay, it doesn't matter. “No papa you did not pick up Mas at the airport. The important thing is that you wait for Mas at home is the same as you pick up Mas at the airport. Both get rewards. You cook Mas's favorite food, then beautiful makeup for Mas. You have a reward, even greater reward than you picked up at the airport. How's it? You wait at home, baby?”

“Iya Mas ku, I will wait for Mas at home aja.” I let out a sigh of relief.

“Thank you baby,"

“Iya, Mas”

“Yaudah, Mas hang up the phone first yes. You want to go back to the hotel,”

“Iya. But where is Mas now?”

“This again in cafe,”

“Ohh, jaudah. Be careful on the road yes Mas,”

“Iya darling,”

“Love you, Mas,”

“Love you too, baby.” I immediately disconnected my call.

I just put my phone on the table and breathed a sigh of relief. Holding my chest that was pounding so hard that I could feel it with just my palm. It feels so creepy.

I saw the clock on my watch, 7 o'clock in 5 minutes. God, I'm late because Keasi spoke to Keisha. I think Kania is already in the Effiel Tower. I used my jacket that I opened. Then switch the cashier to pay for my drink. Walk hastily out of the cafe towards the Effiel Tower. I hope he doesn't wait for me so long.

Canary:

The dress I use now. Walking around the Effiel Tower where many people passed by and looked at me. I don't know why they see me like that. Is it because I look like this or is there something on my face. But I felt like there was nothing on my face and my appearance was not wrong.

Ahh bodo was very much with that person's gaze. I just went back on my path while circulating my gaze trying to find the person I wanted to look for. Where's Andri? Why haven't I found him yet? Where is he actually?

I walked to the bottom near the Effiel Tower. From far away I saw a well-built man smiling at me while holding a red rose in his hand.

I returned that smile and walked over to him. He also approached me from the other side. As I walked up to him, my heart beat. Cold sweat soaked my palms. I squeezed both my hands while bowing my head.

But even though he and I had been around for a long time, I still felt an overwhelming sense of nervousness. I don't know because of what it is, is it possible because our status is different. The beginning of his courtship is now a relationship called husband and wife. Ahh, maybe yes because of that. Could be.

When I was in front of Andri. I looked up and saw his face still smiling at me. Very handsome, making both of my cheeks warm up and maybe now red. Ahh, I was so ashamed to stare at him so blatantly as I am today.

I lowered my head again, unable to stare at him for too long. “Kan,” call her. I still lowered my head until he pulled my chin to look at her again.

“Mas,” says I'm shy.

He smiled and pulled my body. God, I think my heart almost jumped because of it. His embrace right now feels very warm and comfortable as well as intoxicating to me.

I can only smile while returning his embrace as well. Although I often hugged Andri, but this is like for the first time I hugged Andri. Not as a girlfriend but as a legitimate wife. Yes, I am his legal wife now.

Andri let go of her embrace as well as me. I stared at him long enough until he grabbed my head and kissed my forehead for a long time. I held her waist and closed both my eyes feeling the sensation of being kissed by my own partner. Then she let go of my own kiss.

“Mas,” call me until something I can't imagine is happening right now.

Cup

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Andri's?

Really this?

Is this just a dream?

Or a reality?

That Andri?

My own husband?

Kissing my lips even if only for a brief moment?

Really this?

Both of my eyes could only glare big with his actions that were only these few seconds.

Andri smiled at me, “Happy anniversary to 3 years yes dear,” he said. I returned my smile while wanting to return his words. But when he wanted to reply to his words, suddenly someone called Andri with a shout that was enough to make me and Andri surprised.

“ANDRI!!!” just contact me and Andri compactly turned towards that voice.

We were both shocked when who called Andri's name. I vaguely saw the man, as if I knew him. I turned to Andri whose face was pale.

“Mas, your mother,” my word.

Andri could only shut up. I saw Andri's mother walking towards us with someone next to her. My heart was beating very fast, not because of nervousness but because of fear of our relationship being discovered by Andri's mother.

God, should our relationship be found out like this? Shall? We just got married yesterday when we had to separate because it was discovered by Andri's mother. This is so unfair.

“I—bu,” call Andri stammering. I hid behind Andri. I'm so scared to face Andri's mother. Afraid he'd hit me, now it's ruined already. The secret we have to hide is revealed like this.

Happy anniversary that should be tipped to be happy even ends in disaster. I didn't imagine it was like this.

“Mother,” call Andri when her mother is already in front of her. I stayed hidden on Andri's back which I felt was shaking violently. I know that right now he's just as afraid of me.

Plaakkp....

The sound of a slap surprised me. I came straight out of hiding and saw Andri already holding his cheek. Yeah, mom slapped Andri so hard that Andri's cheeks were red.

“Mas, are you okay?” I looked at Andri worried.

“Tega ye yes Andri, have you same mother! You're the same Keisha! How dare you cheat behind your own wife!!” my mother shouted to make people who were passing by look at us.

Me and Andri kept their heads down, and I didn't even dare to look at her mother's face.

Really, this is the most embarrassing thing that's ever happened in my life. But fortunately I was not alone, but I was with Andri who accompanied me.

“Mother, look at you from afar with this woman. You hug him, kiss him even disgusting things you've never seen before you did in public. Don't you remember Andri that you have a wife at home! Keisha!! Your wife!!” I saw Andri who was still down.

“Who is this woman huh?” say it again.

My heart immediately stopped beating when her mother asked me because I kept looking down without showing my face.

“Which woman dares to be your married affair? Let me see! Here you!” andri's mother pulled me so fierce that I faced her with a face that was looking up.

Both our eyes met. Not my gaze with Andri's mother alone but with someone I had met in the elevator.

“Kania,”

“Kania,” said Andika with Andri's mother in unison beside her.

Wait, so Andri's mother is Andika's mother? How come? How could this possibly happen?

“So, the husband you were referring to yesterday was my brother?” andika asked with an incredulous look. Andri's mother immediately turned to see Andika did not understand her words.

“What are you saying, De? Husband? Whose husband?” ask mother.

Andika just turned to look at her mother.Now they both look at each other. Me and Andri could only keep quiet. It's finished.