Deposits
- Relationship [2]

Andri:

I opened my eyes which felt very heavy, occasionally I yawned. At the moment I am not satisfied to sleep, I want to feel it changed today into a very long night and then sleep again. But I still remember that I still have a lot of work to do today. I rubbed my face and I saw a hand curled sweetly around my waist.

I remember last night sleeping with Kania. I saw her sweet sleeping face, so beautiful and calm as I looked. His eyes that were closed showed very pliable eyelashes, tiny lips, and a small nose pointed. I really like what Kania has. I gently stroked her face.

Forgive Mas ya Kania, if Mas has not been able to give seriousness to our relationship. I promise you, that I will give certainty to our relationship. Keep waiting for Mas ya, as soon as Mas will take care of everything

Kania's eyes opened slowly, I smiled at her. I saw both of her brown eyes, adding to the beauty on her face.

"Mas," called out with his hoarse voice.

"Yes Kan?" I said as I continued to stroke her hair.

"Just woke up?" ask her. I just smiled and put her in my arms.

"What's up, Mom?" ask her.

"Let it be like this first yes," I asked, somehow it felt like I was afraid of losing Kania or this was just my feeling.

"Hem, why aren't you working today?" ask Kania.

"Work, but a minute. I still want to hug you, "i said, as I continued to stroke her hair gently.

I really miss the woman I'm hugging right now, because I haven't seen her in a few days. Because my busyness is very extraordinary and busy himself as well.

Suddenly I gasped in shock, as my mind suddenly flashed by the name of my wife Keisha. I can't be like this, I can't fall asleep this fast. I quickly broke out my embrace and got up from the bed and walked to the bathroom.

I turned on the shower, the water came down and flushed all over my body. I could only stand by and let the water continue to wet my entire body.

"How come? How's it?" I said I don't believe in myself.

"How am I supposed to have fun here? While I still have Keisha at home?"

"If I want to have a wife of 2, I should be fair. But I actually can't,"

"I can't share my love. When I was with Kania, I thought there was only Kania and there was no Keisha. If I'm with Keisha, my mind is only Kania? Wh why? Why is Kania poisoning my mind all the time?" I pulled my hair out strong.

Sometimes I get confused with myself, I really want to justify Kania but I can't be fair between Kania and Keisha. When I was with him it was as if I had forgotten my other obligations.

It turns out that this is the reason why I can't give Kania clarity of relationship, I can't be fair to my wife Keisha's feelings.

Canary:

 My forehead creased many times over, I saw astonishment when Andri entered the bathroom in a hurry. I was confused to see his unusual attitude. Maybe I think he's kebellet or something. I can only think positively of Andri.

I got up from the bed and walked to the kitchen, I opened the fridge some fresh ingredients inside. I took the ingredients and mixed them according to the recipe. I want to make breakfast for Andri in the morning.

After breakfast has been made, I set it on the table not forgetting with a glass of cold milk on top. I smiled with satisfaction at her. Strawberry jam pancakes look good.

"May Mas Andri like the breakfast," my smile expands and I walk back to the kitchen to clean the dirty cookware and wash it.

Shortly after I heard the sound of the door closing, I immediately rushed out of the kitchen room and saw Andri in her office suit.

"Will you leave?" ask me.

"Yes Kan, because I was in a hurry," he said he was about to leave but I immediately held his hand, he turned and turned his head.

"What's up, huh?" ask her, somehow her attitude so drastically changed like this.

"Mas, have breakfast first. I've made breakfast for Mas."

"But I want—"

I didn't care what he said, I immediately pulled him to sit down and offered him breakfast.

"I don't want to know, I have to eat. I've been working hard making this for Mas. Masa Masa doesn't appreciate my efforts anyway?" I pouted at him.

It looks like he's just silent, I grabbed his tie and tidied it up "Eat first Mas, I'll get ready first. We will go to the office together" I said and left him who was still silent.

Andri was always like this, I know that now he is worried about his feelings because he thinks about his wife at home. But I can what? We both have chosen this path and we have to choose this risk.

Sometimes I worry about what I do now, because I do it to my best friend's husband.

Andri:

 In the car I was unceasingly looking at Kania who was grasping my hand tightly. I felt a little guilty about him this morning for suddenly ignoring him.

"Kan." called me, he turned his head. Looks makeup adorned her beautiful face, yes because today's schedule Kania photo shoot and this is also a chance I can go together with her.

"Yes Mas?"

Kania looks smiling "No need to apologize, I know what I think. Promise not to repeat, okay?"

See how I was not infatuated with her, she was not even angry with me because of this morning but she gave me understanding instead. To be honest, this is how I'm not letting go and it's poisoning my mind.

I pulled Kania's hand and landed a kiss on the back of her hand, she smiled happily and then she leaned on my shoulder.

"The promise will not be so again, but if Mas is so again please remind Mas huh?" pinta, he looks nodding and I tighten my grip. I hope that he and I are always like this even though we sin every day.

Once at the office, I parked my car. I saw Kania, she was still smiling like that.

"Happy work baby, hope your work is smooth." he said.

I landed a warm kiss on his forehead and then I smiled.

"Thank you, happy work too. Don't be too hard, if you're tired of taking a break." he looks nodding.

Fortunately, my windshield was dark, so no one would be able to see what I was doing inside and I was calm about it. Yes, indeed I deliberately installed a model glass like that so that no one knows the relationship between me and Kania.

Even though he and I used to go together but I could have given an excuse between colleagues and workers.

I got out of the car and was about to open the door for Kania but a familiar voice in my ears made my heart beat so hard, I was shocked half to death, when my wife was in the lobby of my office.

"Mas Andri!" call her, I immediately fell silent and saw in the car whether Kania knew if Keisha was here or not.

I immediately approached Keisha whom she also saw approaching me, I didn't want her to know that I was with Kania now.

"Key?" call me who's starting to get scared.

"Where did you not go home last night?" his face held back in annoyance.

I rubbed the back of my neck which was getting cold hot because my guilt started to ambush me.

"I-I'm sorry Mas Kei, Mas s-every night i-tu a-nu –"

"Sleeping in the hotel again?" ask her. I just fell silent.

"Mas should have known I dong to Kei, if Mas didn't come home, I'd be worried,"

"Heeheh yes Kei, because Mas is tired so Mas did not have time to open the phone." maybe if people who heard would feel strange with my laughter that looks discordant.

"Jude, then let's go inside. Kei made Mas's favorite meal." he grabbed my arm and took me inside the office, sometimes I looked back to see if Kania was okay or not.

Canoe :

"Aw.aw's sick!" I said when someone pulled me into hiding in his car.

His two eyes glared sharply with a red face for sure he will soon scold me.

"Lo yes! Leisurely go to the same office Mr. Andri! If Mr. Andri's wife saw how you? Can do his business! Thankfully I arrived on time! If not? You can die, Kan!" Vania's name, a friend in my office. He was part of the team manager who handled all the clothes I would wear during the photo shoot. Yes, he did know my love scandal with Mas Andri.

But he could scold me like this if I had a late date outside with Mas Andri. He is a friend who can keep my secrets.

He always advised me not to get in touch with Andri because Andri was married but I never cared for his advice because I already loved him.

"Yes sorry," I said with regret so that he did not continue to be angry with me.

Vania is seen sighing violently and then rubbing her face.

"Kan, you should be careful about dealing with Mr. Andri. Do you know that Mr Andri already has a wife? My mouth until frothy ngasi tau to lo! I am this way because of pity on you Kan. Lo is beautiful, young, and accomplished. But you take a husband from your own best friend? Do you think how it would be if your best friend knew everything? Don't you feel sorry?"

Yes Vania does know all her stories besides she is close to me, Vania is also close to Keisha because Vania can be said to trust Andri in the office.

I also sighed and looked out where Andri had entered the office with Keisha. I was scared to death when I saw Keisha calling Andri in the lobby.

But I was saved when Vania pulled me out of Andri's car and forced me here.

"Vania, until any time I will never stop connecting with Mas Andri. I love to die with Mas Andri and I don't want to lose Mas Andri, Van," seen Vania twisting her eyes, if so she must be lazy to hear my words.

"Yes I know that Mas Andri already has a wife, but I can what Van? Let go of Mas Andri? No! Until whenever I won't let go of her, I'll continue to be with her and marry her even if I know that I'm going to be a second wife!" I said with a confident tone.

Vania looked at me with a look of disbelief, she clucked resentfully "As far as you are Kan, I've reminded you of this. I hope you never regret what you have done. But I'll tell you, Kan, any woman will not be willing to see her husband has another wife. He said he would if his husband married again. But his heart?" Vania pointed at her chest while shaking her head.

"Hati is not Kan, she is not willing, very unwilling if her husband is married. Do not be married, close to other women are not willing. I just hope you won't feel what Keisha feels when she finds out that her own best friend stabbed her in the back." Vania spoke in a earnest tone then she got out of the car.

I was just silent as I was ringing with the words of Vania that she had just said. His words today are different from his usual words.

I also thought, am I wrong? Am I wrong here? I used to try so hard not to have this forbidden relationship. But I enjoyed it instead, I fell into it and felt my status as a mistress of my married boss.