
“That man his lust is so great, why do I say that? Yes, that is what its nature is. How not, when a man already has 1 woman, sometimes he wants to add 1 again, then wants to add again and to want to keep adding. The desire to add to her was never dashed from her. I don't understand because I do too, if anyone knows why a man like that? Am I the only one that is?"
- Andri
Canary:
Evening has arrived...
Since today's incident, my mood has been completely broken by Andri. I am currently at the dinner table with food recently served by Vania, my best friend. But I haven't touched it in the slightest, I don't have an appetite because my turmoil is high.
Both my eyes looked swollen, my nose was stuck, my face was swollen too. The world was also upset, since the rain continued to fall rapidly making my mood worse because of it.
Tonight Vania decided to stay at my apartment, for fear that I would do nothing. Yes, it is true that my current sense is unstable and just wants to do a scene that could harm me. If there wasn't Vania, maybe I would have done it by now.
I stared at the food on the table, it was delicious and delicious but I wasn't hungry, I wasn't tasteful. While Vania had been eating her food, I don't know how many dishes she had spent. Maybe he was hungry for taking care of me when I was drunk.
Vania stopped her food and looked at me who did not touch my plate the slightest bit.
“Kan, eat dong. Not just because you don't eat. How sick do you get? Inget, tomorrow you still have a shooting schedule,”
Yes, tomorrow I have to work and my face is like a man out of a collision. Devastated, and there was swelling everywhere, I just couldn't see my face like this.
“Gue no laper!” answer me lazily.
“Kan, you want to eat or not eat, Andri will not care. Currently he was now with his wife, thinking it was now just Keisha. He will not think of your feelings of happiness or sadness, he will not think of you in the least!”
I just took a long breath. Vania grabbed my hand and grasped it, I looked up at her serious-looking face.
“Udah enough, you've already checked your body today. From drinking? Sampe not eat? That's not really good, right. If you are angry with Andri, finish tomorrow with him. Say good to her, let out the anger that is in your heart, tell Andri that you are jealous she is making out with Keisha in front of you. Tell me everything, rather than this? It makes you suffer on your own. So the woman should not be too ***, she should suffer do not just!”
To be honest, everything that Vania said was reasonable and very true. This is what makes me so comfortable with Vania, she always gives me the best advice. I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow to Andri, do I have to scold her? Or should I say everything? Actually, I'm not the type to let out my anger. I'd rather keep her than have to tell her.
I get out of my chair “Gue tired, I want to sleep.” I passed from in front of Vania. I really want to sleep, rest my mind and body very tired.
Vania could only sigh, she took her cell phone and I didn't know what she was doing because I closed the door to my room. I want to go to bed soon and hope that tomorrow everything will be fine as ever. Today I was quite hurt because of her, enduring a love that was two to none.
Andri:
The kling!
The incoming message on my phone, I also saw the notification on the screen and there was the name Vania. I glanced next to my bed, Keisha was still asleep in her sleep. I think he's very tired because we're done with the obligations that husband and wife should have done.
He was drinking because he was mad at me, I know that, he was angry because I was with Keisha at the club. It appeared in both of her eyes that she was jealous, but I did not understand with that gaze. God, why am I so stupid. And now Kania must have been hurt because of me. I should be with Kania right now, accompanying her and giving her some peace instead instead, aagh! It makes me more frustrated.
Without further ado I immediately contacted Kania, I waited for the beautiful voice to lift her up. There was no answer, he did not lift it. I called him one more time, I hope he picks him up, I miss him so much today.
Missing her voice, ahh, I would love to approach her apartment now but that is impossible, Keisha would definitely be suspicious of me if I went out these nights let alone late at night. .
Diriject! I can just mess up my hair, she turns off my phone. I think Kania is really angry with me. I didn't care, I had to find a way to hear back, so I decided to contact Vania.
There was a continuous tone, then shortly thereafter Vania raised her. I also breathed a sigh of relief. I hope he lifts it up.
Vania: “Halo Sir, what's up?”
Andri: “Kania?”
Vania: “Kania is in her room, sir, she was not eating. Though I've cooked a lot of food for her, but she doesn't eat one bit.”
Andri: “Is he okay Van?”
Vania: “I don't think he's okay Sir, he keeps crying when you talk about Father. Is there a problem with my father? Until making Kania can drink so.”
Andri: “Hemm, there is indeed a little problem. But tomorrow I can finish it with him kok Van, you don't worry,”
Vania: “Hemm, yes Sir. I hope you finish it quickly, because I feel very sorry for Kania. From earlier continue to moody.”
I'm shuffling my hair in frustration, it's really my fault. I shouldn't have agreed to Keisha's invitation at the cafe and now look at Kania suffering because of me. I can't forgive myself.
Andri: “Iya Van, you please keep an eye on her huh. Because I am very kha—“
“Mas,”
Degh's!
My sentence was cut off, because someone called to me with his hoarse voice. I also turned aghast instead of playing looking at him.
“Keisha?” I quickly turned off my phone.
Did I get caught this time? Did Keisha hear my conversation? Ahh that's impossible!