Deposits
- Vania overwhelmed

“If you can't believe what love is, love is painful and deadly. Either from two people who live it or themselves who are fighting for it endlessly. Me? Which category? You already know which option I'm in. If you want happy love, I don't think there is any love in this world that is filled with happiness. Everything feels destructive to the person who enters into it.”

- Canary

Andri:

Rushing I immediately left my office, all my employees looked at and asked each other with my looks. If I was on the street maybe people thought I was already a crazy person whose appearance was beyond normal limits. Right now I'm saying, I'm crazy, crazy because it's been decided by the woman I love.

I'm crazy because I lost her, and today I'm gonna pick up that loss so she doesn't go any further.

If it gets any further, I can get hurt, I can get lost without it. My current thoughts are only Kania, Kania, and Kania. He was all I had in mind, no one else but him. At full speed, I broke through the almost congested highway by the other transport crowds.

I don't give a shit about yelling and yelling people because I broke traffic rules. Yeah, I've been through a red light. Bodo very much with my safety, at this time all I want is Kania. Only that woman can make me this crazy.

While in the office earlier, I searched for him every room he used to occupy but there was none of him. I finally remembered, if I could track her on my phone that was already connected to her. And apparently, he was in a cafe not far around his apartment.

It might take me a few minutes to get there, let alone my speed is about the same as the speed of a horse. Maybe it's still fast my car's going very fast. I don't care about any of this anymore as long as I can meet Kania, solve this problem and I can turn it around. I don't want to lose it, that's all I have in mind.

Keish:

Work at home is not too much, washing clothes, cleaning the house, washing eating utensils, and watering plants.

Already, that's all. And I think it is very monotonous and boring right, maybe if there is Andri everything feels exciting. Ahh, I miss my husband. What about how he's doing there? I want to see him right now.

Ah already, then you can meet him too. I walked to the fridge to get some cold mineral water.

Today the weather was very hot, I almost spent 3 bottles of cold water so as not to feel excessive thirst.

But it still has no effect on me, I still feel thirsty, this is the weather I dislike the most. That is hot weather, but anyway I still thank him because it is a gift from the God of the Universe.

When I saw the raw food ingredients in the refrigerator, suddenly I remembered something “Ah yes, I actually wanted to ask Mas Andri, I was, do you want to lunch outside or do you want to lunch my cooking? Ahh, that's what I forgot. I better ask him first ah, mumpung not yet hours of rest as well,”

Rushing I took my phone that was on the table, searched my husband's name on the contact, I just contacted him.

Connected

I waited long enough for him to lift it, but until the voice of the operator said I immediately decided it and looked like he was thinking “Is he busy working huh? Not lifted up like this. Ah, I tried again ahh.”

I tried to contact Andri again, still connected, but he didn't pick her up. Ahh, why did he grow so long to lift her. Yeah, I have to think positively, maybe he's busy at work. After all, yesterday he said he wanted to take care of his employees who had betrayed Andri. Why did I forget this.

Vania:

I sighed a few times, from light to heavy, from smooth to rough, from short to long. My mind stuck already at the crossroads, my mind already does not know where, the words I used to throw suddenly jammed like the streets of the capital of Jakarta.

It's been almost 1 hour Kania cried, and I? Just imagine, suddenly your best friend is crying without knowing what is going on. Is it because of yesterday? Is it because of yesterday's problems? I don't think it's possible, after all I feel like everything is fine from Kania's face. But as soon as his face turned grim again as he ran the shoot, the rest I had no idea what had happened to him.

Right now I can only do his back stroking a few times and say “Don't cry Kan, this is a cafe. Rame people see loh,” I don't know, how many times have I said it. It may not count with my fingers, and I don't remember it several times I said it.

The one told was even more crying, my head became dizzy, the tissue provided in the cafe was even depleted because of it. All the visitors in the cafe even saw me, as if I made Kania cry sobbing like this. Ohhh, whoever is here help me.

“Kania, please deh lo story, what's the problem? Why are you suddenly crying like this anyway? Is it because of yesterday's problems? Is it because of Andri heuh?”

Kania was just silent, she could only cry even when I said Andri, she was crying as hard as she could. Okay, Fix! This must be all because of the man who does not know himself. Even if he's my boss, I don't care. I was also upset with him if he had made Kania cry.

I told you, if you don't want to hurt don't start a relationship, later instead of the happiness that gets even the suffering that goes through. That's it, I don't know anymore. After all, Kania is said to go into the right ear and out the left ear.

“Kan—“ my sentence was cut off, as Kania turned to me with her swollen face. Well, that face, the face that I just can't see. People who have a beautiful face when crying will look ugly, like Kania today.

“V—Van,” call her with as much as possible.

I looked at her with a look of pity, let her cry this time. The important thing is that his burden is lifted and does not frustrate him with the problems he is facing.

“Iya Right? Wh why? Want to tell a story?” ask me, he looks shaken. What then? Why did he call me?

“What's wrong?” ask me again with his greget look at Kania.

“M—request tissue, ti—su his ha-bis,” his reply stammered.

I sighed, I thought he was going to tell me, it turned out he was just asking for a tissue. All in all, but yes, I did. I walked towards the barista, and then I asked for a roll of tissue, if I could pack just for Kania. Let me pay the rest so that Kania can be satisfied crying in this cafe and make me ashamed because I think it is the cause of her crying.

No need to wait long, the cafe waiter also gave a tissue. As I walked towards my desk, I saw a scene where Andri and Kania were staring at each other with hurtful gazes.

Ohh, I'm like he understands, they're both having a big fight. It's better this way, so that the two of them can finish quickly and my best friend is not hurt and crying anymore.

I intend to approach the two of them, but Kania immediately came out of the cafe followed by Andri. I could only stare at the two of them with confusion “Loh...Where are they both going? What's this tissue?”

I could only sit where I sipped my drinking water up to the toilet, it felt like taking care of the person who was fighting again was exhausting, equivalent to working as a building porters. Even this is no less tired until we also contracted his pain. I hope you won't be like that, and I hope it doesn't happen to you.