Deposits

Deposits
- Liver Wounds


“There are times when people are happy, there are times when people are also injured. Love can also make people happy and can also hurt. Love is difficult to understand if only just seen, but the love looks very sweet when lived together. Love lived together, traversed together, and embraced together will look very beautiful if there is no third person in his.”


- Vania


Keish:


Andri looks so hungry, she really misses my cooking. His words and deeds are very honest, there is no lie owned by Andri. That's why I believe in him, even the trust I have I have for him even all I give him.


Believe me, when he says “I need you.” means he really needs me by his side.


“I miss your cooking,” like now, she really misses my cooking, she devours all the food I cook for her. Andri's honesty like a child there is no element of lying in her. So, if someone says my husband is lying to me, of course, that person is envious because my household is harmonious and harmonious.


Today, I'll be left working by her. He'll get busy again and focus on his obligations, and me? As always, will be busy at home taking care of all the needs of the house. Or you can also attend events this week that are already on my record. There will be no such thing as free time as long as it is filled with busyness.


“Mas,” call me, Andri looks up. Both of her cheeks were bulging as they were filled with food.


“Pffftt...” I shut my mouth, trying to hold my laughter from exploding.


Andri looks frowned, he chewed his food quickly and then swallowed it. Before that he drank “Pelan-pelan Mas, later Mas kesedak,” said me.


“You were ngetawain Mas ya?” ask her.


“Heheh, sorry Mas. About his two cheeks Mas bloated like doraemon,” I chuckled small.


Andri can only smile thinly, very handsome and redundant to pass up.


“You why did you call Mas?” ask her while feeding the rice into her mouth.


I thought, yes just like her I wanted to say something but even forgot because I saw both cheeks andri bulging.


“Kei?” call Andri.


I looked up “Ha? Ahh that, what time will you be home? Want to eat dinner here what's not?” ask me, like my question is a bit strange. Like that's not what I wanted to ask Andri. Ahh already, I don't care.


“Ohh, that's Mas don't know also Kei. Later Mas reported to you yes.” answered him while continuing to feed his food. I can only smile, don't ask why I just watched Andri eat. Because I'm waiting for Andri to finish the new meal I can eat. If you know that seeing your beloved husband eating our food is a very fun activity. And now, I'm so happy.


I am currently in the office of Bagaskara Group, shooting schedule 1 hour will wait, but 1 hour from before I have to prepare it. The risk of being a model must appear perfect and stunning in front of the camera. This time I can not fail to focus again, just yesterday the rest not again.


My face is not good to see, plus my mood is not good and it could have made my job a mess. This time I have to be professional.


I don't want to be selfish, enough Kania. The problem that yesterday was not to be thought of again, it made you suffer, while he had fun with his love without thinking about the suffering that I am going through right now.


Today, I was in the make-up room. There are already fairies struggling with my face, my hair and my clothes. Vania is here too, she accompanies me wherever I am. I saw his tired face because he was not stopping to follow me wherever I went.


Since yesterday's incident, Vania was afraid of me why-why so she was a little protective of my current situation. He was afraid of me for why and I was afraid to do the unexpected, when my mind was not that short. Wellh, even though there are intentions but if done like it is terrible too.


I hold my phone, I have not activated my phone at all. Already from last night I did not activate my phone, since Andri sent a message to me I did not want to open it even reply. Because the pain is still in my heart, and still feels tight until now.


Not that I want to avoid her, but I don't want to if I hate Andri too much. Even now I'm getting a little upset with her, because she's with Keisha. Not his friendship but his affection. And it made my heart ache and heartbreak endless. Sick for the first time just for Andri.


I felt my eyes heat up, tears welling up again. Ahhh, I sighed heavily a few times. I don't want to ruin my makeup that's almost done. It's Kania, forget it. Why do you always remember the things of yesterday that you shouldn't have to remember. It makes you suffer alone because of Andri.


It didn't take long, I was done with my makeup and my clothes. The theme of today's shoot is, love lost. God, why does the theme adjust my current situation? It really is unimaginable.


When I finished, I walked into the studio. However, my steps immediately came to a halt when I saw Andri at the front door of the studio while looking at me with a sad look. I looked away, I couldn't see his gaze, I could get hurt by it.


He approached me and smiled faintly at me “Kan,” called him gently, still with the same person and the same voice. I did not answer and still took my eyes off.


I heard Andri's breath, I don't care for it "This is your wallet, you left it in the cafe yesterday.” I immediately turned to Andri who was holding my pink wallet. I took it out of his hand and walked back. But Andri held my wrist.


“Kan, don't avoid me like this. We'll solve the problem well. I can't we like this for long, I can't afford Kan,” pinta Andri.


I just silently stared, my eyes heating up again. I wanted to hug her but I couldn't, my pain still lingered in my heart.


I brushed aside Andri's grip, looking surprised. Then I stared at him sharply “This office, remember Mas. I'm just a stash. And his stash of work just hides without anyone knowing, including Keisha!” my answer is sharp, very slow but the taste is piercing. Seen on Andri's face that instantly fell silent.


I walked right into the studio, I didn't care. My tears came down, as hard as rain. Wh why? Why does love have to hurt like this?