Deposits
- Acknowledgments

...“Unhealthy relationships do not need to be maintained. If it only makes the owner suffer it is better to let go rather than end up injured and languish.”...

...-cania-...

Andri:

Currently the photo shoot that Kania did was outside. The theme of the very sunny weather makes the photo taken by the photographer to Kania and Hans make them both like a real couple.

I could only stand by looking at it from afar. Jealousy no longer asked. My heart felt hot when I saw this moment. Actually I don't want to see it just that I feel like I don't want to stay away from Kania since the debate with me and Kania to decide to divorce from me makes me not concentrate on working.

Until I always followed Kania and watched her. I know if he's uncomfortable because I follow him to work. But how else, the word divorce kept bothering me. Even I always thought it was that easy Kania wanted to let go of me. Does he love me no more, so soon?

“This is what makes you not want to have children Ndri? You have another wife without Keisha's knowledge?”

Degh's!

My heart stopped beating.

Who said that. I immediately turned my head and no less surprised I, it was Haikal who said that.

How could he know if I married again? Who told you this secret? Because I was only your mother and Andika who knew this marriage.

“L-lo?!” kataku.

Haikal smiled obliquely as he crossed both hands in front of his field chest. I felt stiff and confused about what to do because he already knew my biggest secret. Don't-don't Keisha already know.

“Shocked? I should be surprised by what you did that Andri! By capitalizing ta’aruf, you can snatch Keisha from me! And now you're betraying her by marrying Kania? Ohhh! So great for you!”

“What do you mean Haikal?!”

“Gue knows all Andri! If you are married to Kania. Aye right?”

I just fell silent to hear it, “I shouldn't be surprised when you're in my apartment and you say you don't want to have children. You want to have Ndri's child, but not from Keisha's womb but from Kania's womb! Isn't that so?”

Enough is!

Haikal's words made me emotional. I pulled her collar and looked at her two eyes with a very sharp look. Right now my emotions are so passionate.

“Continue to do with lo what ha? You don't interfere with my life or my wife's. And you have no right to interfere in this matter!”

“No rights? But now I have a right! Because your mother gave my blessing to take Keisha from you! Because you have not pantes with women as good and as patient as Keisha!”

Haikal smiled back.

And what did I hear, mother? So, Haikal knew all this because of my mother? How could Haikal and his mother know each other.

“And people like you don't pantes to be Keisha's husband!” Haikal pulled my hand and threw it away. “Remember Andri! before you divorced your second wife. I, Haikal! Will take Keisha from you again! I'll make Keisha love me.”

“Keisha won't want to be the same as Haikal! Because he died with me. I'm sure, she will accept her fate of marrying a husband who is married to two!” I made Haikal smile again and again.

“Oh yes? I am very confident in the words of Lo Andri. Maybe Keisha will accept that fate but he will not be able to accept the fate you have set upon him. However, I know Keisha that Keisha does not want to be combined. Because that's Keisha's rule when I ta’aruf with him!”

I can only keep quiet hearing it. I don't know what else to say to Haikal. I think I lost against what he said.

“And remember! The game you are doing is just starting. You will not be forever calm and remember these words, your life will never be happy. I'm not the same sirik lo because I'm married again, but I feel part and responsible in this lo betrayal to Keisha. I will not hesitate to interfere with Ndri, remember that!”

Haikal looked at me sharply and snorted. He left me and got into the car leaving me standing and clenching my hands very tightly.

I hate Haikal. I was not happy with him before. From him who ta’aruf with Keisha to me who won it. And now he's back in Keisha's life and in my life. I don't know if it's a coincidence what destiny is. I really don't like Haikal.

He's a guy who likes to snatch my fun.

“Hhhhhhhhhhhaaaah!” I breathed a rough breath.

Then I turned to look at Kania who was looking at me as well. I don't care about that look. I am very tired and want to go home. I think everything will be in vain. Crushed already.

Canary:

“Heh!”

“Ha?”

“Bengong aja lo! Clay what the hell?” Hans who was poking looked at the direction of my gaze. “Nobody is also.” Say again.

“Apaan anyway!” I took a chair and sat down.

Today's photo session was paused due to a break. Will return later at 7 pm with the atmosphere in the city with sparkling night lights make the photos will look like a couple who are enjoying the beautiful night.

My body feels very tired. From yesterday my head was very dizzy and sometimes my vision felt cloudy. I realized I needed a break. But I forced myself, because after all this contract was only valid for a week but took a long time. Even I will often overtime for the sake of taking the appropriate photos.

“Capek yes? Let me get you a drink, huh?” hans Tawar.

“No need Hans! I've got Vania kok.” reject me.

“But Vania again back to the office, he said there was a business. So he handed you my equal,”

Vania went back to the office without saying the same to me? Which is really a child! he handed me over to Hans. He thought, What kid am I? take the show nyerahin all!

“Nih drink,” Hans hand over a bottle of mineral drink.

I took it lazily, “Thank’s.”

“Oke.”

I took it down to the remaining half. Hans took a chair and sat down next to me.

That was who was with Andri until Andri pulled the collar of the man's shirt. Why do their conversations look so serious? What exactly is he talking about?

“Lo thinks what the hell is Kan?”

“Ha?”

“Lo think what? Kok like someone thought the same lo,”

I'm shaking, “No.” I got up from my seat and left. But Hans pulled my arm straight away.

“Where are you?”

“Gue want to own Hans, please don't bother me!”

“Why Do You?”

“What?”

“Why does it seem like you are giving me the same distance?”

I can only sigh. Tired feel. Why today all men are so dramatic with their own lives.

“For the first day we work, you give me the same distance as you do not like if I am close to lo.”

“Lo by the way what the hell Hans? Ngaco ah!”

I again wanted to walk but again and again Hans pulled my hand until my body and hans body collided.

“Aww! What the hell lo Hans!!” I screamed while looking at him.

“Don't be like this. Don't change. I love the old Kania.”

“Already Hans! Lo why the hell?!” I pushed Hans' body away from mine. But Hans is so strong that I can't beat him.

“Gue still likes you Kan!”

I fell silent and didn't move at all. There's no more fight I've had against Hans.

“My feelings are still the same as before. I like you. And now I still like you. Please don't be like this Kan, if you can reply to my feelings.”

“Gue can't Hans. I can't feel that way!”

“Why? Is it because you don't like me yet? It's okay Kan! I will wait until you like me too. Until you open your heart to me!”

“Gue really can't Hans. Please don't make me!” I pushed Hans' body again but Hans remained steadfast not letting go of me.

“Why Do You?”

“Because I already have a husband!”

Hans was silent. Okay, I told Hans I already had a husband. Because I really didn't like Hans in the past. I considered him a friend and it was nothing more than what he expected.

Instantly Hans hand that was on my waist slowly loosened. He looked at me with a look of disbelief.

“So I beg you very lo, do not make me to like lo again. And don't wait for me again Hans! Find another woman out there. There is so much more than me!” I said then leaving Hans still silent.

I don't know what he's thinking right now. Whether he thinks my words are a lie or a fact I don't care. Most importantly it was enough to make him slightly stay away from me. I really don't like him who wants to come near me whenever he wants.

Andri:

I am currently in the office. It's 8 p.m., but I'm still here. I don't know why I felt so frustrated that I vented all this into my work. Many times I want to forget Haikal's words, but they all make me very upset and angry.

I have another wife, but I love my former wife. Maybe the way I do this is very wrong by not asking permission from him and choosing to betray him secretly.

But I don't mean to do all that. It's just that I don't want to hurt her heart. It takes time to get Keisha ready for this. Slowly but surely. That's what I planned from the beginning. So that he doesn't get too sick for all this.

After the work was done, I decided to go home. Before that I went to the Kania shooting location for first. Once there, I saw a crowd. I also approached the crowd.

“Pak Andri! Kania Sir!” Vania came up to me as I walked towards that location and she looked very panicked.

“What's with Kania?” I also did not lose my panic with him.

“Kania fainted Sir!”

“Ha?!” I went straight to the crowd and saw Kania, who was in Hans' arms. I'm not gonna let that happen.

“Pak Andri! please take me to the hospital! Kania fainted Sir!”

“Let me only!” I took Kania from him.

“I'm coming with Sir!”

“No, let me alone!” I also held Kania.

He looks limp and pale. Why the hell he always forced himself with his work makes me worry not because of it.

“But Sir!”

I ignored Hans while carrying Kania to the car. “Vania! follow me to the hospital. I'll send the location to you!” i'm yelling.

“Good Sir!” Vania was screaming too.

I put Kania in the car at the back. I was driving my car at high speed. There was no need for the horn behind me to sound because I was cutting their way. Because I don't want Kania why-why.

...****...

Arriving at the hospital I immediately brought Kania to the ER room. There Kania was directly handled by doctors and several nurses.

I'm raving it's unclear. I don't know what I said, I don't know either. My mind was not calm and stuck everywhere.

I'm welcome to wait outside. I hope my wife is okay. I don't want anything to happen to him. After all, he is my responsibility and my soul mate. I'm so scared of something unwanted happening.

When the doctor left the ER. I went straight to him, “Doctor. How's my wife doing? Is she okay?”

“My wife is okay. He was just lacking blood and exhausted. For a while the father's wife is advised to rest first yes. Because if not, it can be fatal, especially the blood pressure is very abnormal. Currently being carried out blood transfusions 1 bag only in accordance with his blood type.”

I also sighed to hear it, relieved that he was okay.

“Can I see my wife Dok?”

“Please Pak.”

I went in and saw Kania, who was still closing her eyes. Is he still not human?

I saw his pale face. Is it all because of me to make it like this? I'm pretty sure this is all because of me.

I'm sorry Kania, because I've made you like this. I don't know what else to do with this. I was confused and confused.

I took his hand and held it.

Very cool.

“Where's Hans?”

I looked up at Kania who had opened up and looked at me with a sharp look.

“Where's Hans?!” ask again.

Why is Kania looking for the man when there is already me next to him makes me emotional just to hear it.

“Kan, am I here why are you looking for that guy? Already yes, you do not talk much first you should go back to rest again.” My persuasion.

“I don't want you here! I want Hans!”

“Please Kania! Right now I don't want to fight with you.”

“At this moment I don't want you to be next to you! I'm sick!”

It hurts my heart to hear Kania say that to me.

“What do you want Kania? Please, I'm worried about your current situation please don't add to this situation.”

“You can't kill, can you Mas?”

“Mutusin What Right?”

“Nenalin me to Keisha that I am your wife?”

I could only shut up, confused as to what else.

“If it can't be Mas, I think this marriage can no longer be maintained. I want us to divorce Mas! I don't want to be hanged again. I'm tired!” kania said while crying.

I rubbed my face rough, “Oke!!! I'll get to know you to Keisha! if you were my wife. But please don't say divorce, I can't afford to split with you. Our struggle has come this far Kan and I don't want us to break up halfway! I'll get to know you to Keisha but don't say divorce. I don't want to split with you" I said softly.

Pasrah.

I have to take this road for Kania's sake. It was time to introduce Kania to Keisha. I'm sorry Keisha, you have to accept this fact.

Ii'm sorry...

Keish:

This heart beats so fast, that I feel it is very painful.

Right now I'm waiting for the results of the hospital over me. I had been waiting since then with both hands sweating coldly.

Haikal who was in a meeting, he called me. And now I've been waiting since.

Andri did not come home last night because of overtime. It almost made me worry about not coming home and in the middle of the night he called me when he was working at the office.

It's so sorry my husband.

He's willing to get tired and not sleep well out there, having to make a living for me. How can I not love him more than this. I love him so much whatever it is.

Have the results come out?

I opened the message. From Haikal. He was still in a meeting and sent me a message. I also immediately replied to him.

*Not yet, this is waiting. Long time huh?

Patience*...

I didn't reply anymore because the hospital lab door was open. And out came Haikal's friend who checked on me yesterday.

"Mrs Keisha?" Call her.

"Yes, me!" I stood up and approached the officer.

"This is the result of it's out." The officer gave me an envelope with the logo of this hospital.

I also shook my hand to pick up the envelope.

"Thank you, brother,"

"Yes ma'am, you're the same." The officer smiled and went back inside the lab.

I sat back and looked at the envelope.

Bismillah, O Allah, whatever I give you. Most importantly, I have tried and fought so far. Aami...

I said bismillah and tore off the edge of the envelope and I took out the paper slowly. I think both my eyes are very hot.

Breath came out of my mouth many times.

And I opened the folded paper and read it slowly.

And result....

"Kisha!!" Haikal shouted and ran over to me.

I read it and cry.

My heart stopped beating.

"Keisha, why???" Haikal, who was standing in front of me and holding both of my shoulders, was shaking from my sobs.

"Ohimera, hikss...." I cried as I pleased.

"What's Kei? Wh why? What's Kei?" Haikal kept asking with his worried face.

"I'm cured, and I can get pregnant Kal!"

"Alhamdulillah...." Haikal said a sign of his gratitude. "Congratulations Kei, congratulations on your struggle."

"Hiks...Thanks Kal, thank you all this time I have been fighting so that I can recover. Hicks..."

"Yes Kei, don't cry."

I wiped my tears and stood up, "I'll tell Mas Andri the happy news Kal. She must be happy to hear I'm pregnant."

"But Kei-"

"I go home first, assalamualaikum." I left without waiting for Haikal to say hello.

My heart feels good not to be confused by all this. Thank God, my efforts have not been in vain. Me and my husband after this will definitely plan to have cute children, sholeh and sholehah. Amens.

I sent a message to Andri.

Mas, gohome. There's something I want to tell you.

When I sent the message, it turned out that Andri sent a message to me too.

Keisha, where are you? I'm at home. There's something I want to talk to you about.

Andri was home. How fortuitous.

I rushed out of the hospital and went home to my house.

......****......

Once home, I went straight into the house with a bright smile while holding the paper.

"Assynolt,"

"Getishalight." Reply Andri.

But I was like someone else returned my greetings. But who?

When I was in the family room. I saw Andri and Kania. Why is my husband alone with my best friend at home?

Suddenly I felt that nothing was right when I saw the expressions of those who were looking at each other.

God, why does my heart suddenly hurt like this....

I held the paper and hid it behind my body.

"Mas, Kania? What's the matter?"

"Sit down first Kei," Andri was about to come up to me and hold me. But I avoided it.

"Speak, what is this? Why is Kania here?"

"Kei, I-" Kania's words were cut off by Andri.

"Let me just Kan," Kania went back to silence.

"Please forgive Mas Kei. I want to be honest with you."

"What Mas? What do you want to be honest about??!" Ask me again in frustration.

My heart is beating so fast again even faster than before.

"Actually Mas same Kania is married, Kei"

DEGH!!!

"You mean M-mas? I didn't listen wrong?" I asked again to make sure.

Andri looks down while clenching both hands.

Both my eyes heated up hearing that, "Married? You married Kania? Are you seriously Mas? You're kidding me, aren't you?"

Kania stood up and was about to hold my hand, "Kei, let me explain it to you ki-"

"BAD TIMES!!!" I shouted so much that Andri and Kania could only shut up and bow.

My heart was stabbed so many times and it was so painful.

I never thought my husband would marry my best friend. And I was framed by Andri without my permission.