Deposits
- Really Careful

“Hi men, love us women with sincerity. We love you with all our heart, all the love we've given you. Believe it not we love you very much no matter what circumstances you are going through, we still love you and will always be with you. Never betray us in the name of love. Because if you do, we'll get hurt.”

- Keisha

Vania:

Once in the room, I just put the bag down and then I threw my body onto the sofa. A momentary encounter with Keisha was enough to make my heart gymnastics on its own. Between fear and guilt being one, my overwhelming fear made me unable to speak freely with Keisha.

I don't know, maybe it's because of the effect I feel guilty about it. Feeling guilty because I've been hiding a very big secret, a secret that I shouldn't have told and instead I'm hiding.

It's not that I want to defend Kania as my best friend by covering up her relationship with Andri, but I don't want to make Keisha's heart hurt with this big secret and I let it go like this.

After all, at the end of her life she will know for herself that her husband is cheating with Kania.

God, I always wondered if I was guilty of allowing my best friend to date a man who already had a wife? My intention, I don't want to hurt anyone either from Kania or Keisha's side. They're both too happy for me to hurt her heart. Kania was my best friend for a long time, while Keisha was the one who always trusted me until I had this decent position.

I should what? Do I have to tell Keisha that her husband has a mistress and that's his own best friend? Or should I encourage the relationship between Andri and Kania? Which one should I choose? I'm also confused, because inside they both love the same man.

Canary:

I rubbed Andri's hand with a cotton swab that had been moistened by alcohol, she grimaced several times with the pain in her hand. I don't know if his hand could be like this, because when I held his hand he complained and it turned out that his hand was injured. I'll just take him to my apartment to treat his wounds.

“Sshh... Slowly Kan,” her moans.

“This is slow kok Mas, hold back yes,” pinta me. I refocused on treating her wounds, then I blew it a few times before I gave betadine. Then I put a bandage on her hand to cover her wound so as not to get infected.

“Asleep.” I said with satisfaction, I looked at Andri's face. That face, her face was very messed up and tired. I tidied up her hair and then I held her cheeks.

“Why?” she asked, I just smiled and shook my head.

For some reason, the butterflies in my heart flew here and there. Indicates that I was very happy with what Andri said while on the side of the highway. I didn't think she would marry me. Ls i? Or is this just a dream wrapped in real?

“Mas,” call me.

He turned to “Hem, why Kan?” ask him confused.

“Mas really want to marry me? Didn't you lie about that? I'm not giving you false hope, am I?” ask me to line up.

I'm just afraid that if Andri lied, he'd marry me. But when he saw her stroking my hair and nodding slowly, did that mean he?

“Iya dear, I will marry you as your request when 2 years ago. Isn't that your will?”

I nodded quickly, didn't I? Is Andri really going to marry me? Is it true that Andri would give me rights like Keisha? That means soon I'll be Andri's legal wife? That means I won't be Andri's mistress again. God, tell me it's just a dream. If it's a dream don't wake me up, I don't want my heart to hurt like it was.

Andri cupped both of my cheeks, I gasped too. Uhh, really, this isn't a dream. It's real and it's gonna happen to me.

“Sorry if all this time I always hang your will, sorry if all this time I have not been quick to give you certainty and sorry if all this time if I am late to give my rights to you. So, right now I'm telling you. That later we will get married, we will become lawful husband and wife. We will be together and our relationship has a sacred bond in it. You will no longer be my mistress, but you will be my wife. My wife of the world and the hereafter.”

I who heard it could only smile, my lips were too faint to speak, my body stiffened instantly. Andri's words were able to make me hypnotized that very second, why God? Why would I love a man like Andri? Well, maybe this is the answer. That Andri is the destiny and soul mate that God sent me. It's okay, I should be grateful for that.

Without feeling it, my tears just dripped. I sobbed, Andri panicked to see me cry all of a sudden. Relax Andri, this is not a cry of hurt but a happy cry. I am happy, because in the end I will be yours and yours forever.

Andri rubbed the tears that wet my cheeks “Please, don't cry Kan. I don't want to see you cry anymore, I can't see you shedding tears like this. Tell me what you want, I'll give you this second, too. As long as you smile Kan, smile for me and for our relationship,” her plea quietly.

I held his hand that was on my cheek while shaking my head and smiling “I cried because I was happy Mas, I was so happy. Because in the end you give me the right and you will marry me to be your wife even if you are second. That's enough to prove that you really love me Mas, I'm so happy,”

Andri grabbed my body and hugged me tightly, she stroked my head gently. His embrace always gives me peace and comfort, why am I like this with him? Does he have his own charisma that no other man has? Andri is really a different man than the others.

I feel Andri pecking my head gently “Mas this way because Mas loves you Kan, Mas does not want to lose you again. Right now all I can do is, give me the rights you asked for and it makes us not be separated like before,”

I smiled at her then I returned her hug “I'm also Mas, I love you too. Sangaat loves you.” reply me slowly.