
“When you have two best friends love one man and you are in the middle of that best friend position what will happen? You won't be able to do anything. You'll be in a dilemma, you'll worry because they're both your best friends. If you can't do anything, you better get out of that circle so you don't get in trouble or you can't interfere and not stand up for one of your best friends. And at that time you won't get in trouble by them make.”
- Vania
Canary:
I threw my body in the bed, tired all over my body. Every now and then I sigh and look at the ceiling of my room. My physical and mental also tired, why since my relationship with Andri increasingly difficult like this. I who became a role in him also felt in terror every day. If it's like this I just need Andri, I just need him.
But I can what? today Andri will definitely go home to his wife, Keisha. There is no way I make Andri with me continue, Keisha can search for the existence of Andri and as a result the story of my relationship with Andri was finished. I don't want to finish that fast, because I don't have it completely. It's better that this is the important thing that I'm together every day.
I tilted my body and looked at my phone screen which was plastered on my photo wallpaper with Andri who was smiling very friendly, ah sweet thought I. Will I always be able to do this with him? Until the end of my life will I always be with him? I hope the answer is “CAN!”
I should always be with Andri, even if the world doesn't want our love, and I don't care for that. Most importantly I can have her and I can love her like any other couple.
I immediately opened via chat and sent a message to him, I know for this hour Andri has not returned from his office. So I was a little brave to send a message to her. With a very agile finger gesture, I typed a message for Andri. I really need it today, I really need it.
Canary:
Mom, are you home? Today my mood is not good, can you come to my apartment? I need your hug, but if it can't be okay. But if you can, please look at me for a moment. I miss you Mas Andri. I wish you could come here.
Sent up!
The message was finally sent by itself, I hope Andri reads my message. And I also wish he came to me. Yes, even if it feels impossible.
Andri:
“This is how Mr. Andri said, Kania today really does not concentrate on working. I was overwhelmed in setting his style. Maybe to print his picture I can't hand it over today because this just finished editing. Maybe tomorrow so new I will leave it to the editor team, so I apologize for the delay yes Mr.” the photographer was sitting in front of me with his guilty face, he said, hearing her story made me want to know exactly what was going on.
A kania? Can't concentrate? Tumben he can be minus like this in the work, usually the results are always perfect without any criticism but why now he gets a fairly sharp criticism by his photographer directly.
And what was Kania thinking? What makes him mind to interfere with his concentration work. I didn't think it was during the break I wanted to see her but, baby, she wasn't in the studio. I asked Vania if Kania went home immediately after the shoot. Maybe there's a problem or a burden I don't know about at all.
The kling!
The incoming message tones on my phone. I immediately checked it and saw 1 incoming message from Kania, I rushed to open it and read it.
“Yaudah, it is up to you to consult the editor when it is important not to be late to the schedule that has been set!” answer me to finish this little meeting with the photographer.
“Then I thank my father for giving me time,”
“Iya.” I replied briefly want to quickly solve this all because my mind has been ringing Kania since.
“Well then excuse me Mr.” the photographer stood up and bowed his body a little, I smiled faintly and nodded. The photographer came out of my room.
I also stood up to take the coat that was hanging, not forgetting I took the car keys that were on the table. I also came out of the room seemed my office had begun to be quiet, little by little employees had started to go home to each of them.
I pulled out my phone to call Kania to ask how she was doing and wanted to tell her that today I can't go to her apartment because yesterday I was with her and today I have to go home and make time for Keisha.
When I wanted to call Kania, my phone rang with Keisha's name. I immediately lifted him up.
“Halo darling?”
“Mas have come home?”
“Iya already, this is just out of the room. What's up baby?”
“Now I'm at your mom's place, because mom wants us to have dinner at her house and I go straight to mom's house without waiting for you to be afraid to interfere with your work at the office. So, can you just come here?”
“You're home mom?”
“Iya, already,”
“Hem yes, Mas will go there. Wait mas ya,”
“Iya Mas, be careful on the road ya.”
“Iya dear, thanks.”
Tut.tut..
Call disconnected.
It turned out that now Keisha was at my mother's house, so I didn't have to rush home. For now I decided to go to Kania's apartment, maybe for a few hours after that I just went to my mother's house with that I can take time for two women who have filled my days.