Deposits
- Andri-Decision

“If someone nags at you, scolds you, and counsels you. Please don't misunderstand, they don't want to know or they don't care about you. Precisely that is what you must know because people like them who care about you compared to people who are busy with their gadgets when we are telling a problem. So, compare which people really care about you and which ones just pretend to want to be when they are near you.”

- Vania

Andri:

Now Kania and I are like children playing in the park. We hurt each other instead of being happy, he avoided me but I always chased him. He wanted to stay away from me, but I always wanted him.

This is what Kania and I were like, I kept chasing him by the side of the highway. Many people were looking at us with astonished gazes, asking each other questions. What was? Wh why? What the hell's going on? They why?

I heard the question from their lips as I chased after Kania, I was already indifferent to the position I already had a wife in. Right now I just want to get things back together, restore the relationship that I still want.

Kania was crying while running trying to avoid my vocation, I could not bear to see her crying like this. I didn't want to see her cry but instead I made her cry.

This blind jealousy makes everything even become like this.

The Kania I know has always had the most patience, at the moment he shows that his patience is useless with his wait for almost 3 years.

Maybe I think this is okay, but he thinks it is valuable because he really wants to get real love. The love from me that I always give endlessly and I crave for him.

As I continued to run after Kania, I immediately pulled her hand. I got him and I just turned his body so I could see his face. He was crying, even his two eyes flashed a wound that made my heart more slashed to see him.

I adjusted my breathing, as well as Kania. I clasped both hands tightly, even though my right hand was injured but I didn't care. It's nothing with Kania's heartache that hurt her more because of me.

“K-Kania, don't do this. Please, do not avoid. We finish well, lest there be a word break from us. I don't want Kan, I don't want to break up with you,”

Kania tried to jerk her hand from my hand, but could not because I was too strong to hold it. He breathed a heavy sigh and then he looked at me with a sharp look.

“I will not declare a break up, if Mas behaves as if I am not in this world. What do you think I am? I also want to be like other women who need certainty. At first I thought everything would be fine because I didn't get my rights from Mas, but yesterday I came to my senses and I saw that Mas prefers Keisha over me. You know Mas, it's hard to fight for one person if one person does not fight together!” obviously Kania was at length while wiping away her tears.

It is my fault and I deserve this by Kania “You know Mas, my heart aches when I see you making out with Keisha who is clearly your wife. But me? I what Mas? I'm just your boyfriend who no one else knows where I am. I want others to know Mas, if you are mine and I am yours!”

I could only fall silent, staring at the injured Kania. Everything is like this also because of me and everything ends like this as well because of me. I admit that.

I grabbed Kania's hand and clasped her again “Ya Kan, this is indeed my fault, please forgive Mas ya. We don't break up, do we? Mas is not ready to love parting from you, Mas still wants to be with you. Please stay with Mas yaa,” I beg him and that's all I can say to him. I hope he approves my wish but baby, he let go of my hand again.

“I don't want to be with you anymore Mas, I don't want to be with people who can't give me definite clarity. I don't want to be with a guy who can't give me happiness like everyone else, we better break up. Sorry.” Kania went from before me, she wanted to separate from me instead. I can't do this anymore, I'm really crazy about Kania. I don't want to break up with him.

I have to give him the right with that I will not part with him, I immediately chased after Kania again and twisted his body. He saw me with his face waiting.

“What?”

“Come we're married!” answer me.

Kania instantly fell silent, her face turned into shock, I don't know what I'm saying. But it must be this way, I must marry Kania without seeing the risk, the most important thing is that I will not lose her again.

“M-mean What mas?” ask him not to believe.

“Means, let's get married on our 3rd anniversary. Let's get married in Paris, I'll give you the same rights as Keisha. As long as we don't break up and part ways, I don't want to part from you because I love you so much,”

Kania's tears trickled down, this time more profusely. I don't want to see her cry anymore, just grab her body and I hug her tightly “Be—narkah? Is it true that you will marry me?” ask her in a loud voice. His voice that had hardened had finally become soft as before.

“Dear baby, let's get married. We will be another couple.”

“Ma-Love Mas, thanks,” her down

I stroked his back gently “Iya dear, as long as we don't split ya?” I felt Kania nod, I immediately smiled. Eventually I won't lose her again and I'll always be with her. I will keep her until the end of my life.

In the end, I hugged Kania on the side of the highway with a crowd of people passing by. I don't care, the most important thing is that I can be with Kania for as long as she can.

Keish:

In the taxi, I smiled as I looked at the seat next to me. I breathed a sigh of relief while looking out the car window. Today I will meet Andri while delivering lunch. I want to immediately meet her and hug her, somehow my longing for this moment just overflowed. This taste, a taste that has existed since I was married in the early days. I always want to be with her.

I leaned against the back of the chair, I lowered the window down. So that I could see the scenery outside very bright. As bright as my heart was at this moment, I inhaled a breath of air that made my face swept away by her. I smiled as I imagined the face of my husband who was very handsome and always loved me. I want to see her soon.

The car kept going, and I raised the window. But my hand stopped, because I saw a couple of lovers who were hugging on the highway.

God, what are they doing there?

Do they not know the shame of having to cuddle on the side of the highway and see a lot of people like this.

Young man!, I thought.

Fortunately, I married Andri, so I did not grieve like that person. I just looked at them with a strange look, I just raised the car glass to a perfect cover.

Hopefully, I don't meet people like them. Which can harm the people around him.