Deposits
- Stretching and Stare-Streaming

"Life there is no such thing as straight, there must be a meandering even more severe it's no climbs and very large holes. Even though it is like that, we as a role in it must face it or we will choose to retreat and get stuck in it.”

- Vania

Vania:

I accelerated my steps towards Bagaskara Group, today I was bad luck due to last night overtime working on presentation materials for today. As a result I only slept two hours and made me wake up late, fortunately I did not stay late only five minutes to reach seven.

I don't know why my boss told me to make this kind of impromptu presentation, let alone tell me yesterday and use it today. I think all of this frustrates me into working on it. Yes, I am indeed the trust Andri also in the office. If there's a job like this, I'll take care of everything.

But if it's like this I think too hasty, especially Andri solidify all his schedule. It was evident from a complaint from his secretary when I overheard him in the cafeteria.

He complained about having to repeat all of Andri's schedule from A to Z. Not to mention he had to call here and there to determine the schedule of Andri's meetings with clients. Ahh, thankfully I wasn't appointed his secretary.

Maybe at this moment I've been crying out for my incompetence with an impromptu like this. This alone has frustrated me myself, I do not imagine how frustrated Andri's secretary is. I thought for sure after this his secretary chose to resign, heheheh.

I walked while tearing into my bag intending to find my phone where it was tucked with stuff inside. When the phone was in my hands, my footsteps immediately stopped when I saw Kania get out of Andri's car. I saw a scene that made my stomach wrapped around quite strongly and felt painful.

Immediately I turned my eyes so that I would not see this scene again, I did not want to be minded with this forbidden relationship. At lightning speed, I ran into the office.

I don't care what other people think of me running like a thief, most importantly I didn't see the scene earlier, it made my guilt towards Keisha again churn.

Canary:

Sure oes.

I saw Vania running into the office, I knew like she was avoiding me. Since the incident where he passed out in my apartment, since then my communication has become less and less with him. It's like he's staying away from me, but he'll be professional if he's at work.

He took care of everything I needed in the office. It's okay, I told him how he was when he was outside. Maybe he needs some time with what happened to me.

I don't think three years is a short time to forget something that happened. Three years is enough to make someone depressed because they remember what the person should not remember. And that's what Vania is like now, I don't hate, I don't get angry, and I don't get upset. I accept her like that, maybe if I was in her position I would also behave like that.

If I could block all the contacts I had, but Vania didn't. He kept my contact even though I was with him. I know, he's tenuous because I'm still dealing with this. Even this problem has made me go further.

Yeah, what's the matter if it's not the case with this guy in front of me smiling over at me in his super-waw suit. Making both my eyes can not be separated from the look that is very stunning for me.

Now, I walk side by side with Andri with footsteps that I deliberately equated. I can only smile at it myself.

When we both get into the office, it's enough attention in my opinion but I don't care. After all, Andri and I just walked together not while holding hands.

I just glanced at Andri who was walking leisurely, my God, why is he so relaxed while in my heart was scared to death. We walked to the elevator, we were alone in the elevator. Immediately I held my chest while sighing in relief, Andri who saw her only frowned.

“What's up? You sick?” ask her in a panicked voice.

Hahaha, Andri if this makes me fall more and more in love with him and makes me even more afraid of losing him. I can only go to Andri.

“Heheh, I don't papa kok Mas. I was just scared,”

“Fear? Scared why?” ask her with a slightly curious face.

“So we walk together, a lot of employees who see us Mas. I'm afraid of their response to us, later if found out how dong?” it's true that while walking I was very scared.

But seeing Andri who looks calm makes me wonder, does he not care about the gaze of his employees? But I was scared so amazing.

It is like this so, if you make a mistake even though it is not visible, if you are in the community will definitely feel a very extraordinary fear. Like I am now.

“Mas, I'm not afraid?”

Andri just smiled then shook her head “Make what Mas afraid, just relax. Do not care about the responses of others, it will never be finished if you always respond to the words of people out there. Take it easy let them do as they please, after all, they don't feed you do they? So, don't think about it. Let it be, this is your life let you live it and do not let the person who controls your life. Okay?”

I fell silent to the advice Andri gave me, which made sense with what he said. Why didn't I think that from the beginning? I shouldn't have to think about it and I don't have to care about it.

“True you said Mas, I shouldn't care about it all. Heheh, thank you Mas for his advice,” Andri just smiled.

“If something happens kasi tau Mas yes, let Mas pass the solution to you,”

“Iya Mas.”

Andri and I looked forward, trying to focus. Even if we were in the elevator, we wouldn't be able to make out loud. Because in the elevator there is CCTV monitoring our movements. I don't want the slightest mistake to make my image and Andri immediately bad because of the CCTV footage.