Deposits
- Andri-Ebstakes

“People say rightly, that love is known to be very blind. Love is not known who, how, when, what and why. Everything just flows, because basically everyone just runs a love that comes without permission and leaves without saying goodbye."

- Canary

Keish:

I kept calling Andri many times, but unfortunately my phone was not picked up at all by him. My mind wasn't calm as of now, I kept thinking about Andri, what really happened and is he okay? Then where is he now?

Right now I can only squeeze both my hands while pacing on the terrace hoping that Andri will return home. Seeing Andri's room fall apart like that, made me sure something had happened to him but I didn't know what it was. All these years I lived with him only this time Andri was like this, it was something that greatly shocked me to death.

Andri is patient, not irritable, and can manage his emotions is not possible today he showed a different side makes me not know if now he has a nature that likes to be angry. Is he so now?

I can't wait anymore, I called Andri again even though he didn't pick her up. I don't care what matters is that I can hear the news that she's okay.

Just waiting for a long time Andri picked up the phone, I while biting my fingernails because of the grating. I was pacing back and forth hoping he would pick up my phone. Maybe that's when God heard my prayer, over there I heard Andri's heavy voice. My heart just melted away, my excessive worries instantly disappeared instantly.

“Halo,”

“Mas Andri, where is Mas Andri? You're doing okay, right? Why not why, dear? Why have you been picking up my phone for so long? I'm worried about you! Where is she now? Let me samperin Mas. Kei would like to meet Mas now!”

There was a small laughing voice from there, my husband was still laughing in this situation. I was worried about dying because of it.

“Mas don't laugh ih!” say it again with annoyance.

“Hehe yes sorry my wife. My wife is currently worried, right? I'm sorry, okay go home first, how? Let's worry you're gone,”

“Bener, you home?”

“Iya darling.”

“Emang Mas now where is it?”

“Dihati mu the same in your mind,” answered his dreadlocks and instantly made both of my cheeks blush.

“Mas! don't be dreadful!” I said pretending to be angry, even though I was holding a smile that wanted to explode right now.

“Mas is not dreadful really, is it not Mas now there is in your heart whether it is in your mind?”

“Eh? Yes anyway.” answered me slowly, indeed what he said was true there. Ahh, my husband knows how to make his wife always smile.

“Udah ah, Mas quickly go home. Kei wait for Mas at home!”

“Iya darling,”

“Yaudah, be careful on the road ya Mas.Don't speed!”

“Iyaa,” answer her briefly.

“Yaudah, Kei hang up,” I was about to disconnect the phone, but Andri called me again.

“Kei.”

“You want to know something?” her question made me a little curious.

“Mau, what?” ask me quickly.

“I love you, my wife.”

Immediately my heart stopped beating just like that, both of my cheeks were blushing, both corners of my lips were smiling hearing her.

“Kei too,” answered me quickly then I hung up. I just threw my phone on the couch, I don't care how my phone is. Because I've been busy with my poco-poco gymnastics heart. I'm holding my chest, sure enough, it's not beating. Then I held my two hot cheeks.

Is this love even though I've been with her for years? Ahh, I can only cover my face with a sofa pillow. I became this shy, thankfully there was no Andri could-can he mock me for being embarrassed. Ahh, my husband why is it always possible to make me flower like this? Can not be imagined, that I also love her even very much love her.love the world and the hereafter just for my husband alone.

Andri:

“Haaaaaaaaahh!” I let out a long, heavy sigh, now that I have arrived in front of my house. My heart beats not because I will meet my wife but I am afraid of what I will tell her later.

Just as I was on my way home, my secretary called that Keisha came to the office and saw everything. Not seeing me with Kania but seeing my messy room. What will I explain to him later? Because before her I never destroyed anything. Whatever emotion I am, I still muffle it but the problem was different.

With a steady feeling, I set my foot inside the house. In my brain there are many thousands of reasons that I will explain to Keisha, of course, the reason lies that do not contain facts at all.

“Mas,” Keisha departs from the sofa located in the living room. He looked at me and approached me with his worried face.

I can only smile thinly “Ayo Mas, we sit first!” he led me and I sat with him.

He grabbed my right hand that had been bandaged by Kania, he also knew that my hand was also injured.

“Mas, what's the matter? Why is it that your hand is like this? Then, why did Mas's room fall apart like that?” look, he's been pestering me with questions I haven't answered one by one. I could only be silent and not answer his question.

“Mas, Mas this what because Mas employees who have betrayed Mas?” ask her again.

Hem, like his Keisha question makes sense too. Without further ado I immediately nodded “Mas was very emotional Kei, Mas confused about how again. Because all this time he trusted Mas but he was also the one who betrayed Mas,” answered me finally in a soft voice. O people of Adam, I beg you not to set an example. It's not that I want to lie to my wife but rather that I just save her feelings.

Keisha looked at me softly, he stroked my back slowly. Like he was fooled by my lies.

“Mas must be patient, this is a trial from God for Mas so that Mas can be able to pass him. During this time Mas jaya-jaya only, Mas given all what Mas wanted. And this is the moment when where Mas, must be given a trial until where Mas is able to undergo it. Patience, no need for emotion. Istigfar if necessary, because Allah don’t slepp, God will not let his people be difficult. We'll get the way, even if it's later.”

When he gave me spiritual advice, it made me feel guilty about Keisha. I was worried and hesitant about what I had been doing all this time. Am I wrong? What have I been doing all this time right? I don't understand everything either.

“Iya Kei,” answer me slowly.

“Hem, yaudah if that's how to rest first yes. I'm tired, right?” ask her.

I can only nod, now I can't look my wife in the eyes because of my guilt. Maybe now I feel guilty, but later I will do it again.

“Yaudah, let's go to the room!” i'm nodding. Keisha led me to my room. Along the way to the room I could only see Keisha's face.

My wife who believed my lies, my wife who always loved me even though I had a mistress, my wife who always patiently faced me and my wife who never suspected me even though my attitude seemed suspicious to others. Do I have to commit any sins so far? And should I hurt her? Do I have to?